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From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

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>Date: Sat, 24 Jul 1999 11:16:46 -0600 (MDT)
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>[mailto:owner-kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net] On Behalf Of Dharma
>Sent: Saturday, July 24, 1999 11:45 AM
>To: Maureen Heffernan
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>Subject: Re: [K-list] [Fwd: [SacredKundalini] Input needed!!!]
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>Maureen,
>
>>So when I was informed of my twin's abuse I wanted to get an A-K 47 and
>>hunt him down and kill him- twice. Lord, wasn't enough,,enough!!!I
>>forgave the first. I forgave the orphange. I can't forgive this. I'm
>>still working on it and very very close, but there is still a righteous
>>indignation that just won't let go. Is that my fine line? With all the
>>nuances of the soul is that the real lesson?
>
>Maureen,
>
>My heart goes out to you. Your story struck me deeply. Perhaps those of us
>on the list who feel so inclined can meditate on this and your healing a
>little bit each day. I know that the love that surrounds you during times
>of trial does make a difference. I also agree fully with what Dharma has to
>say about forgiveness, but I know that this is easier said than done. Just
>know that there are people out there who love you and want to help you
>through the bad times.
>
>
>Love,
>
>Stephanie
>
>StephpATnospamflash.net
>
>
>The only way I found to forgive everything was to confront my own errors in
>the past (including other lives) and forgive myself at the same time for
>the terrible things I have done. I see that we incarnate on this planet to
>go on learning Love/Wisdom... to learn to love more and better. And it
>isn't easy incarnating here... it isn't easy just to grow up on this
>planet and try to bring through the higher levels into incarnation... and
>we make mistakes... we've all made mistakes... but we were trying to
>learn love. So I forgive myself for my mistakes, for the twisted messes I
>sometimes made, for the times I judged wrongly and did the wrong things for
>what I thought were good reasons... I forgive myself for all my mistakes
>while I was learning to love more and better... and I forgive everyone who
>made their own mistakes and hurt me and my loved ones... I know they were
>trying to learn love too.
>
>And thanks for reminding me so eloquently of this lesson, Dharma!
>I think one thing we all forget to do is forgive ourselves in the process!
>I know that was the hardest part for me.
>
>Love,
>
>Stephanie
>
>StephpATnospamflash.net
>

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