To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/07/23 09:14
Subject: [K-list] [Fwd: [SacredKundalini] Input needed!!!]
From: Maureen Heffernan
On 1999/07/23 09:14, Maureen Heffernan posted thus to the K-list:
This just kind of flowed nicely today and I offer it to anyone who can
use it. And as I say, "chew the meat,spit out the bones". (Use what you
can.
+Return-Path: <morlightATnospammhonline.net>
Received: from mhonline.net (wind1-pm-16-145.termserv.net [208.20.105.145])
by main.mhonline.net (8.8.7/8.8.7) with ESMTP id QAA16009;
Fri, 23 Jul 1999 16:12:33 -0400
Message-ID: <3798940E.59848EADATnospammhonline.net>
Date: Fri, 23 Jul 1999 16:10:54 +0000
From: Maureen Heffernan <morlightATnospammhonline.net>
Reply-To: morlightATnospammhonline.net
Organization: Mountain Light of Antioch /"Hands of Holy Fire"
X-Mailer: Mozilla 4.02 [en]C-mhonline (Win95; U)
To: SacredKundaliniATnospamonelist.com
Subject: Re: [SacredKundalini] Input needed!!!
References: <3798B0DE.6AA0ATnospamincenter.net>
> I am deep into a book called "Anatomy of the Spirit". One of the
> concepts is that the energy we create from our thoughts, feelings and
> beliefs is transmitted to DNA and manifests in our physical bodies.
* * *
Hi again,
I remember writing, go to the soul and search because from there the
physical is manifested. Yes. By participating in the Spiritual we alter
our DNA.
>
> My understanding is that this would mean that the genetic disease I have
> inherited through my Mother's lineage was originally a belief system (or
> thoughts or feelings) that were so toxic that they actually caused an
> energy change (mutation) in the genetic material, and this altered DNA,
> was passed on down the generations.
* * *
To a degree.
> This line of thinking creates questions. I have four siblings, and I am
> the only one who inherited Degenerative Disc Disease. I have four
> children and only one has it.
> I envision sperm to be carriers of "computer discs" that hold the
> program for our physical bodies.
* * *
Carry Half the program.
Like a computer, once the program has
> been loaded (conception) the computer only does what it has been
> programed to do (in the physical realm).
> If this theory that our energy alters DNA is true, why would only some
> of the sperm (DNA) result in the disease? Which brings me back to the
> question "did I chose to be born in a body that was altered?" When we
> are born with defects, how could we possibly have created them?
* * *
There are some that say we choose a certain life. And sometimes with
defects to learn the lessons we must learn. You are doing that right
now.You are striving and overcoming. And perhaps, soul wise, the
physical defect is a small nothing,(and believe me, I know and
appreciate your pain) but in the larger picture your soul can learn and
progress tremendously. Perhaps you agreed to be the one out of the 4.
Did you have the most courage?
And believe me it took years for me to think I chose such a painful and
abusive beginning to my life.Perhaps that one out of the 4 in the
children's line is of the same Spiritual/gene makeup as
yourself.Fascinating.
What can you see that Mom's lessons were? Grandma, Mom and is the
other child a female? Interesting.
Could be an old attachment to "brother ass" as St. Francis of Assisi
called the body,,,,or as Krishna calls it,,,the pillowcase. You are
driven inward because of the condition of the outward. Maybe you knew
yourself to be a bit "lazy" at looking inward, (No Offense) or just
wanted to be really driven. These are just ideas offered. It is your
search and as I began my first response to you,,,look to the soul.
You will get support on this list, like many others, but I have
learned amongst the mish mash of a thousand ideas,,,I end up searching
myself for the answers.
Please keep us informed of your progress. This is truly interesting and
we are glad to be of service.
Personally, one of my lessons was to forgive the biological parents for
outrageous and twisted abuse that my twin and I bear scars from, from
the surgeries to correct the physical body. Then, forgive the orphange I
lived in till I was 8 years old. Worked it out, had it covered and truly
forgave all. But NOoooooooo, not good enough. Have to be refined into
gold. Spiritual gold. Then found out that dear old Dad was sexually
abusing my twin at home after we were adopted by them. You have to
understand that I was, I repeat, Was, the Mom for my twin and protected
her and helped her for she had the most abuse. I beat up more than one
kid on the bus for even looking at her the wrong way.She still holds me
and says, Maureen,, you were my Mom for real, to me.And when I say beat
up, I mean it. Grammy came to stay with us and was in charge of sewing.
I can still hear her saying,,"My Lord, Kathleen this is army material!
These pants are army material. How does she rip them so bad everyday?"
So when I was informed of my twin's abuse I wanted to get an A-K 47 and
hunt him down and kill him- twice. Lord, wasn't enough,,enough!!!I
forgave the first. I forgave the orphange. I can't forgive this. I'm
still working on it and very very close, but there is still a righteous
indignation that just won't let go. Is that my fine line? With all the
nuances of the soul is that the real lesson?
I have done much searching and the pain of my physical body and mental
drove me to early OBE experiences when I was very young. So I pursued
the understanding of such and still thirst after G*D and true
understanding. Would I go through it again.....YUP. Perhaps ,I also was
lazy .
See how it goes? I spend many pleasant evenings by a soft campfire
examining just such nuances,,,,,but after a bit,,,,,there comes a Peace
that passes understanding. It envelops me and I rejoice for my mind
quits,the emotions cease and I rest in the Presence where answers can
wait and I don't really need to know. I can be "lazy" in the Lord.
I send you this Peace if His will is that you recieve it now. Or, I wish
you a busy,productive time trying to figure it all out. Either way, we
are here for you.
Remember that every cell in the body does a complete makeover every 7
years. Something to ponder,yes?
Oh, and contact me offlist for some great tips for dealing with this.
Hot tub and ice!
Love and Blessings,
+ Mor
Sorry for the lengthy post, but, I told you,,,you touched my heart.
> --------------------------- ONElist Sponsor ----------------------------
>
> ONElist: your connection to online communities.
>
> ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> Peace be with you.
DISCLAIMER!
Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
K. List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
symbol.