To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/07/21 13:03
Subject: Re: [K-list] Panic Attacks
From: Fredaann
On 1999/07/21 13:03, Fredaann posted thus to the K-list:
Robert Rinne wrote:
> I believe that panic attacks are
> caused by repressed childhood trauma, not biochemical imbalance.
Repressed childhood trauma sure popped its ugly head into my reality -
within 2 weeks of my becoming recluse. The 1st panic attack was no less
than instantious!!! Landed me in the emergency room, Right Pronto,
scared the you know what out of me... the memory which triggered it was
not even fully formed I remember trying to talk myself out of it as I
witnessed and experienced myself loose it "Its only a dream, relax, the
f**k it is get the hell out, well, maybe she'll be okay" It happened too
fast. It stuck real good for about 2 years.
Melissa wrote:
> I did not associate hormones w/the panic attacks til after it was all over.
> I have no repressed memories of childhood traumas - I remember them all, tho
> none could be classifiable as severe.
My children were in their early and late teens when I had my first
attack, but then I had other more effective, and less conspicuios
escapes in those days. I remember talking with my dads wife at length
one day about the the changes in me, the correlations were uncanny
compared to the changes she was going thru, to a lesser extent, they
didnt have to lock her up, her symptoms were caused by the imballance in
hormones after a hysterectomy, they had a hard time finding a dose that
agreed with her. She'd have prefered I had a hormone imballance....as in
: "give the girl a few hormones.... make her behave" it would have
solved her problems,
I beleive what I was going thru, threw my hormones off, how could
they not.?
Melissa also wrote:
>Truly, I cannot believe that any
> aspect of can be completely denied - physical, mental, or spiritual.
I agree, with BOTH of you.
I think you cant screw up one system without screwing them all up.
A lot of different things contributed to my panic attacks,
life was not quite real. like it is now,
: )))) ha!!
Life is much stranger now, but in a differnt way.
I dont identify much with the the world or the *me* that used to be in
it.
Re-entry is a spooky thought.
Truth told :
I have accually injoyed being tucked away these last few years,
but that may be because I am not totally homebound now, I hated it in
the beginning.
I enjoy being here in my little world, but I am beginnig to accept that
is getting near time to break out and see what flys.
: 0
someday.
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