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Recieved: 1999/07/15 20:45
Subject: [Kundalini_flow] Re: [K-list] mini poll celibacy / replies
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/07/15 20:45, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
At 08:43 AM 7/14/99 , A. Erhart wrote:
>On Tue, 13 Jul 1999 20:59:28 Druout wrote:
>>1. Do you feel that the K awakening had anything to >do with celibacy?
N/A ..I'm born awake..
However, it is "common knowledge" that sexual unity with an awakened
person is a very nice form of Shaktipat.. it causes KA..
>At times I am celibate, at other times
>I'm not. It seems to depend on K and physical
>form of mind-body, as well as female monthly cycle.
Ditto... sometimes the energy is redirected elsewhere and my sex drive
takes a hike for a few weeks... at other times .. my appetites are
legendary.. LOL!!
>>3. For those who are sexually active, do you find that sexual activity
>>affects your K energy one way or another?
are you kidding?? LOL!! That would be another essay... o, wait a minute,
I wrote one a couple of years ago, and here it is..:
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/gaia.htm
>Orgasm serves to balance the energy in the
>physical body, then more energy is allowed to come
>in.
Yes.. a sensory focus on physical pleasure and Tantric unity can be
rocket fuel to a higher vibration.
Wilhelm Reich made up a whole system of therapy using orgasm energy to
release "body armoring", stress held in the muscles in the form of limiting
beliefs and emotional blockages.
He knew nothing of Tantra, but reinvented the wheel, so to speak from a
scientists perspective. He was a genius, he used orgone energy, as he
called it to make a rain making machine that really worked.. For this he
was persecuted by the government, and died in prison.
>>Any other thoughts on the subject?
Too many for one email.. :) Hadda make a website..:)
>Although I view sexual emotions as being part of K,
>I have lately experienced orgasms to release energy
>downwards, something I'm not always content with.
>
>Thus, I understand why sexual energy should be
>released upwards (it's safer and feels better).
It depends on how you do it.. if you already have the higher chakras
open, and are using it to ground deeper into your connection with the
planet, sending orgasms downwards can be wonderful.. Gaia/Shakti gives it
back better. As above, so below. The fiery heart of the planet is a chakra
we all share...
However, the more you do this the more archetypal stuff will come up,
the Earth energy will bring up baseline nature instincts for competition
and territory.. "here be dragons".. give them unconditional love and move
thru them, and you come out the other side to see the Divine perfection in
the fox and the rabbit, dis-ease and tornados, and all the darker elements
of "life eats life" that are the wheel of natural selection.. limitless
manifestation.. Goddess making newer and different models.
"Dancing in the cremation ground", giving love to the ugliness of life,
the scary animal instinct stuff, war and death and rebirth, so as to find
the light and beauty, the perfection in it and be at peace in the body...
instead of wishing to be somewhere else, like so many spiritual types who
think that we need to suffer thru this life and be rewarded when we die.
That attitude created the Witch burnings and the Inquisition.
Goddess is here and now.
Someone referred to the "higher chakra, celibate is better" attitude as
"spiritual immaturity".
What I see happening with folks who only focus on the higher chakras and
skip working thru the body instincts, is that the foundation is not solid..
the result is the Yogi who is resistant to the "chop wood carry water"
realities of physical life, who would rather be out of body than in it,
cannot earn a living and sits under a tree waiting to be fed, preaching
about the evil of the meat eaters and perverts. :)
Not seeing the perfection in all of duality, because judgments remain in
the lower chakras that are not felt from the higher chakras, from out of
body.
When all chakras are opened, one is fully awakened, but that is not
necessarily the end of the process. The thousand petaled lotus continues to
open, into eternity.. and as above, so below.. if all chakras are open and
balanced, it's roots must also spread out and one gets grounded deeper into
the Earth, and the wisdom of Nature.. and finds greater acceptance of human
nature along the way.
I was on a "Sky path" for the first part of my life, and it was after I'd
gone into the light again in my late 20's, and spent some time frustrated
coz I could not repeat the experience, and wasn't meeting anybody who
understood it, that I instead began to focus on bringing that light down
into the physical.. and then getting drawn into studying the connection
between sexual repression and unhappiness.. or rather, it's opposite:
sexual self esteem and happiness... which led me down the twin roads of
studying BDSM and Kundalini.. and later to this list, and the Shared
Transformation site's "signs and Symptoms" where I started to recognise
that I had been awakening my clients in session, not knowing that the
intensity they had been describing as my wonderful unique talent was not
the same thing as what other SM people described as "power exchange".
Acts of love and pleasure serve the Goddess. Even very, very kinky
acts..:)
The first time I went into the light, I was 2 years old .. I went into
the light under the ground in my sleep, It said I was It's child.. I came
back and urgently tried to find it again while awake.. by digging up a
plant pot.. and rejected my real Mother coz she didn't understand..
Untangling the ripples of that event has been my latest focus of growth.
Today while pondering it, trying to let more love in, I started feeling
the exact spot of the armoring I needed to release, and started
surrendering it. I got into an ecstatic state, and made Tantric love to my
druid, as God and Goddess sharing the infinite beauty of cosmic bliss...
Afterwards he had a healing OBE, spontaneously went back in time and gave
hope of love in the future to a younger self that remembered it as a
deja-vu experience.. past and future selves came together for a moment of
healing that had, indeed given him hope.. that one day his lonely self
would be lying in bed in the afterglow of union that can only be described
as Divine.. feeling very loved..
he also reported a vast improvement in the ankle he sprained yesterday.
At the same time, another of my beloveds was drawn along with us into the
experience from a hundred miles away, and had a vision:
<<<<<...>reporting to you a waking dream which I was experiencing triggered
by the vision of your mother.... and simutiously my mother blocking god
from me and me blocking god from my daughter.... weeping.... forgiving us
all .. >>>
The ripples of love move outwards thru the hologram that is the physical
world, outwards into the past and the future. In the power of the here and
now, in the joy of bliss, we can heal the past, and change the future.
What a strange and beautiful trip it has been.. being alive.
Blessed be!
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