To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/07/15 20:01
Subject: [K-list] Soul Link
From: Colette T
On 1999/07/15 20:01, Colette T posted thus to the K-list:
Cathy hi.
It was falling into Love which taught me to merge too. The people were here
in my city. It is so ecstatic it is addictive yes.
It nerly drove me mad. I had a mentor who explained really it is wanting
you to fold back upon you knowing YOU are the source the course and the goal
(not any other). Anyway that is my lesson, I have been told. It is a hard
lesson.
What I can say .. and hope might work for you is this .. You have the power
to choose.
You have the power to not let his energy in.
It doesn't matter that a full blown merge has happened. Maybe this is to
teach you to take your power.
You decide. You use that strong Goddess power you obviously have. At another
level you are omniscient.
Use the force Luke!
Well maybe it is also to show you where you may have wounds re males
dominating you thoughout your life. This is quite common for females. Often
we have deep wounds held within our psyche from our fathers.
Let him go. Out of mind.
Why are you attached? You are still thinking of him?
God is within. Sorry to sound like this. I do understand, really. I went
through hell with Love. Love wishes us to know it comes from us within us,
to take us back to merge with Self within. So long as we project its source
as from another, we are lost seeking Self.
I am not anti relationship don't get me wrong. But I think it's all aimed at
taking us back to merge as Self our own opposites.
There is an unhealthy attachment now perhaps, which began from a sweet
joining. Often we seek in others what we must find within ourselves. Seems
he is clinging to you. Not letting you go.
With me, I found I was looking for love and it had me in codependent
patterns of behaviour. If he has become dangerous to your well being look
after you. Forget him.
Sorry I may projecting something of me onto your post. If so just disregard
it all ..
By the way congratulations on this achievement! Harnessing it now is what
you need to learn I guess.
Good luck!
~*~
Take Care,
Luv,
Col
reikihealerATnospamwebtv.net wrote:
> Hi,
>
> Has anyone experienced any of this, and does it mean anything? I feel
> he has re-activated my K, as a guru would, by bringing passion back into
> my life. My kriyas during meditation have picked up, becoming more
> forceful in my neck.
>
> Before meeting him, my life was dull. When we break up, I'm depressed.
> However, his personal life is too complicated for a relationship more
> than where it is now, as friends. My feelings for him have lessened as I
> feel I need to protect myself from getting hurt again.
>
> Please excuse my long post. Any thoughts?
>
> Cathy
> Love all, Serve all
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