To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/07/15 12:19
Subject: Re: [K-list] mini poll celibacy forward
From: Druout
On 1999/07/15 12:19, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
(Hillary... I am subbed to the K-L-E digest, so am sending this to you - it
doesn't have to be private if you feel it may be of interest to others.)
> 1. How many of us feel that our K awakening had anything to do with
> celibacy. (celibacy being defined as having no sexual partner for an
> extended length of time)
I was not celebate at the time of my K awakening.
> 2. How many of us became intentionally celibate after K awakening.
Not me!
> 3. For those who are sexually active, do you find that sexual activity
> affects your K energy one way or another?
It has activated it while *dormant*, and it also has not activated it.
(depends on the situation and person!)
>
> Any other thoughts on the subject?
I recall when I was at peak K activity, I was having a beautiful relationship
at the time with a Siddha Yoga-guy, who was obviously K-awakened and active.
He was deeply concerned about becoming celibate -- thought it was a
*requirement*. (yeesh) Even to the point of ending our sexual
relationship - and this caused great conflict within him. Ah heck, me too!
He was out of state visiting relatives at one point. I recall having an
amazing (!!!)(to say the least) revelation while he was gone... loads of
info came in a quick flash... that we were "One".... that he didn't HAVE to
be celebate, but because he mentioned it to me at one time, both our fears
took hold and created a whole scenario. In that flashing moment of
revelation, I realized it was our fears that were creating this confusion.
Also, in that moment, I *knew* he realized the same thing. And further... in
that next moment, the phone rang and I knew it was Richard, calling from
out-of-state.
I answered the phone "Richka!" (which I called him). He laughed, as I
hadn't heard nary a word from him in 3 weeks. He said he had to talk to me,
so I listened. He had had a long talk with a long-time Siddha Yoga friend of
his the previous evening about the 'celebacy' thing. The man assured him it
was quite alright to continue on this path and have a sexual relationship
with me. After much contemplation all night, he had come to the conclusion
also that this was true for him. He couldn't wait to tell me!
(but I knew this) LOL
Coincidence or Oneness? I dunno.
Much Love,
xxxtg
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