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Recieved: 1999/07/14 04:13
Subject: Re: [K-list] mini poll celibacy / Jacques
From: Cheers4u
On 1999/07/14 04:13, Cheers4u posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Amanda,
I think this was a very legitimate question, especially for those of us who
are new to kundalini and its concepts. I happen to be married for 20 years
to a very young soul (in my opinion) who has often times thought I was going
off the deep end with my awakening. And trust me... the "near" celibacy
thing has not gone off too well either..LOL. Anyone else in a steady
relationship or marriage having these problems? I am not saying either that
my pulling away from him is for this reason alone. It is probably more that
we are growing further away from eachother as time goes on. We do not
resonate with the same vibrations at all... though we have both tried for a
long time to make this work. We are rather like 2 cymbals clashing. Just
curious as to how many others have found that they are outgrowing old
relationships. I find this with friendships as well. I have been drawn to
many more spiritual people, though I still try to share my light with the old
friends. Most have no interest, however, and as we have discussed before,
tend to back off or change the subject. But that is fine too. I would never
impose my beliefs on anyone or try to change them. But I do now prefer to be
around those of like spirit and mind, and people who accept me for who I am.
It is funny.. at first my children (13 & 17 now) said to me.. "Mom we liked
the 'old you' better". Then they thought about it and realized that I am not
the frustrated lunatic I was a few years ago. (They also had to see me sad
quite often through my depression which was really a dark night of the soul
time for me...though too difficult to explain that to them). They have
actually become very receptive to a lot of my spiritual ideas and beliefs
now, and that makes me so happy :). Ah well.. I sure did ramble here!
Sorry.. but perhaps others out there are experiencing similar things in their
lives. As beautiful as awakening is, like the Tower.. like breakthru.. we
must shatter our old lives in order to be born again into a better quality
and more spiritual life in most instances.
Blessings to All,
Lor
In a message dated 07/14/1999 6:04:11 AM Eastern Daylight Time,
mumblecatATnospamangelfire.com writes:
<< On Wed, 14 Jul 1999 11:31:20 Jacques de Schryver et Linda Steven wrote:
>Before I can answer this,
>I must know, do you equate celibacy with having no
>orgasm, or do you equate celibacy as simply having
>no sexual partner for an extended lenght if time ?
>LOL,
>
>I wish I had done this one myself !
>
>Congratulations,
>
>;-))) Froggy Jacques (((-;
LOL, well, Jacques, it was an honest question. :)
I didn't mean to shock or offend anybody and
sincerely apologize if anybody were offended.
(hope not).
Best regards,
Amanda.
>>
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