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Recieved: 1999/07/06 09:27
Subject: [K-list] Kundalini, Spiritual Emergenc
From: A. Erhart
On 1999/07/06 09:27, A. Erhart posted thus to the K-list:
On Tue, 6 Jul 1999 14:17:03 Christopher Wynter wrote:
>I would also appreciate hearing comments from other people on this list
>on this subject, because of the fear associated with it.
"We have nothing to fear but fear itself" ;)
>Everybody has the Kundalini awakening in some way, >shape, or form.
Yes, K is present in everybody in a low active form. :)
>The experience of Kundalini rising is different for many people ... in fact, it
>is a very individual and personal experience.
Yes. My perception, which is limited, mind you,
is that it in
many ways depends on the person you are, the mind/body
being occupied in the moment and the personality
and characteristics of that mind/body.
>this experience to suppress or arrest the full >potential of Kundalini by
My personal experience is that K is the one I really
am, in all respects, the true base characteristic
of the mind/body and soul in all. All emotions have
been intensified and deepened as a result of K,
or maybe all the surface stuff covering them have
finally been uncovered, who knows ? :)
All perceptions have been deepened too, all senses
grown sharper. But in addition, the understanding that
this is only a transient state has grown forward too,
this mind/body is only a temporary shell, on loan so to
speak. It may be lost but the deep true self will never
be lost.
K feels like finally having grown out a nervous system
into all parts
of the body and being able to animate it to full
effect, instead of the semi conscious state from before. In addition, this true and full grown body
can extend itself and reach into the darkness
behind all bodies and see what is in them.
>Any other way, and I would
>respectfully suggest this from my own experience, is to place a"band-aid" over
>an infected, spurating wound.
K has opened wounds from the past, to let them bleed
the pus away and heal over again, without the
interference of old dirt.
>had to learn) to deal with
>(and resolve) the huge emotional releases, the thoughts, feelings and emotions
>that came up from this inner work.
Yes, but that is all good. The emotions are there for
a reason. It is good when you can look at them and
release them.
>this is the inner path -- the journey back to the truth of whom we
>already are -- before others placed on us their expectations of who they thought
>we ought to be.
Yes. :) The true state of the soul.
>I ask the question "what is it that I am afraid of
>sharing with myself"? I then ask the question "who is the I that is afraid"?
>... and then "whose judgement do I fear"?
These are all very good questions.
K relaxes the ego to let the soul shine free.
But to relax, the ego must feel comfortable.
Relaxation always starts with trust, but trust is
difficult to attain, especially among strangers.
But as long as ppl are perceived as strangers,
as long as ppl are perceived as "others" and not
part of the great non duality we are, the others
will always be perceived as threatful, incorrect and
"stupid". The key point may very well be to dare
being vulnerable, to take the chance on the soul
of others, to take the leap of faith.
This is what the Tibetans call spiritual warriorship.
:)
>Is this a reflection of a perception you may have that the part of you that you
>know has all the answers is unreachable? Look in the mirror, look deeply in the
>eyes that look back at you from the mirror, and you will see me.
:) Beautiful Soul. We all are.
Best regards,
Amanda.
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