To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/07/05 03:23
Subject: [K-list] More on Kundalini
From: Christopher Wynter
On 1999/07/05 03:23, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
The following was written by a female member of my group as part of a process of
remembering that I took the group through tonight ... it follows on well from my
previous post to this list ....
My body does remember the time before thought . That is my grief - the grief of
separation from essence . Separation from my lifeforce.
The body's grief of its separation from its own essence/source, reinforced by
generations of religious hierarchy making body essence/lifeforce 'diabolical'.
The pain of holding on to these lies .
Words used as projectile missiles to describe lifeforce/sexuality -
'sins of the flesh, evil incarnate, she-devil, seven deadly sins' .
and in drumming these beliefs into the body, to control and destroy lifeforce.
The spiritual / religious hierarchy .
The priests, priestesses were the only ones who could supposedly 'commune' with
'God.'
My body separated from its lifeforce by a third party jammed in to communicate
with both sides. A third party - which for its own reasons of power - has made
my body unlovable.
It is no longer a sacred temple - it has become an empty vessel filled with
death and disease awaiting the trigger of remembering that my lifeforce has been
made wrong.
The memories of a time before thought are vague.tenuous.but within the nuclear
DNA they do exist.
The outer bondage of the mtDNA and the grief of generations of women separated
from their lifeforce makes full remembering very difficult.
Glimpses of the pulsing, blinding inner light that occasionally explodes inside
my head serve to remind this body of its essence, compounding the grief of being
forced to look outside myself for approval
and taking on the thoughts of others which has led to blocking my lifeforce.
The sacral chakra is jammed shut .
a bit like Pandora's box - evil, fear, lack, genetic disease, awaiting release
and underneath it all - Hope .
A tiny flickering remembering of an energy so vital, so powerful, it could
literally move mountains.
Is 'hell' only a metaphor to describe my body's remembering of its separation
from its own lifeforce?
If the 'fires of hell' rise in my body and consume me won't I just be
experiencing kundalini rising.am I supposed to die to know my essence?
*#%**++%%! Religion made it wrong.
With respect ...
Christopher Wynter, Hobart, Tasmania ... wynterATnospambigpond.com
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