To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/07/01 15:37
Subject: [K-list] Response for Mystress
From: A. Erhart
On 1999/07/01 15:37, A. Erhart posted thus to the K-list:
On Wed, 30 Jun 1999 14:07:31 Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> I have a separate list, the K-Goddess list for folks who are into K +
>BDSM. However, I have been shaking my head catching up on the K-list mail
>lately.. I am vastly amused that the subjects I usually teach.. pain and
>pleasure, surrendering the ego to the inner twin soul, etc..
Glad you liked them, Mystress. It has been an absolute
pleasure to share.
I found out the hard way there's a fine line between
pleasure and pain and euphoria and dysphoria.
The ecstacy is all.
For a while K enslaved me like a drug
since it enabled me to release endorphins
at will. Never thought it was something not everyone
could do. Used to call it my "Self destructiveness".
The inner twin soul is a truly beloved,
lover and loved one in both. Getting to know it has
been an absolute adventure.
>However, I have gotten pretty handy at using alternate metaphors to
>describe the essence, without straying too much into graphic details. At
>least, I'd like to think so.. :) So, here goes.. ;)
Strangely, enough, I have seen much more offending
things than this. :) Ppl being blown to pieces for
entertainment, for example.
>my ownership is defined by the
>definition of slavery in their mind... as Goddess >Wills.
Yes !!!
>I used to fret over the consensuality of "accidental" awakenings, but I
>have gotten to recognise the peculiar mixture of excitement and confusion
>that is a sign of someone being drawn to me by their higher self. There are
>no accidents. All is as Goddess Wills.
Yes ! :)
> I joke that Goddess leads men to me by the balls >to be awakened. :)
LOLOL !!!
> K. is a Dominatrix, who speaks thru the unconscious. Resistance is
>useless. I switch their erotic submissive drives over to serving her will
>within them. They become slaves of Goddess, as She is represented thru the
>iconography of the Divine Beloved, the inner unconscious twin soul mate.
>Since they are erotically motivated to obey her, and surrender, they fly
>fast and far..:)
Yes, seeing a beloved really does make you more
inclined to do as s/he says. :)))
> Chela is not a word well understood by westerners, but being a "slave to
>love" is a romantic ideal of chivalry that is resonant with what I do. The
>concept has nothing in common with slavery in the way that most folks think
>of it, abuses of human rights and what-not. It is consensual, a form of
>marriage unity.
Thanks for expounding on the philosophy behind what
you do / live. Yes, you are certainly a different
sort of Dom.
I hugely enjoyed it when Dharma said you were very
aware of the twin soul concept and making love
/being made love by it, with energy exchange.
I thought I was alone in the world in experiencing
that. I see am no such original. ;)
Thank you.
Best regards,
Amanda.
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