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Recieved: 1999/06/30 14:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Fwd: Response for you. was: Magnets/Trance mode
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/06/30 14:07, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 06:43 AM 6/29/99 , GCWein1111ATnospamaol.com wrote:
>In a message dated 6/28/99 6:07:00 PM Eastern Standard Time,
>serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com writes:
>So, if you
>don't mind, l have to ask, Angelique....what exactly is it that you do for a
>living? l assume you've talked about it on the list before, but l must have
>missed it. jerry
It is a question that comes up occasionally, that I don't always answer.
I don't talk about it on the list very often, coz some folks in the past
have objected to the information.
I have a separate list, the K-Goddess list for folks who are into K +
BDSM. However, I have been shaking my head catching up on the K-list mail
lately.. I am vastly amused that the subjects I usually teach.. pain and
pleasure, surrendering the ego to the inner twin soul, etc.. are coming up
as threads, when I have been lurking, with little time to even read the
mail.. and haven't posted for weeks. Hmm.. :) Wonderful.
I went off sailing for a week, and have had two K-list members as
houseguests, recently. Too busy to write. I'm down to one houseguest at the
moment.. and we are both busy catching up on our e-mail. LOL!
I started responding to a post yesterday, sharing some storytelling of
what I do, but I started wondering if the content would be objectionable
and didn't finish it.
What we used to do, on the list was to provide a warning of graphic or
sexual content at the top of an expressive post, and then a page of blank
space, to allow the sensitive folks and opportunity to exercise their
delete button.
In any case, we have underage members on this list, and the forms of my
teaching are rather X-rated... since my work is around sexual repression
which manifests in culture as censorship and obscenity laws. Catch-22..
However, I have gotten pretty handy at using alternate metaphors to
describe the essence, without straying too much into graphic details. At
least, I'd like to think so.. :) So, here goes.. ;)
Whips and chains, leather and latex are my environment.. those are the
forms. Like the Domain name sez... I am a Dominatrix. On the physical
level, my services are non-sexual fantasy roleplay. My clients are
fetishists, masochists, sexual submissives, foot fetishists, cross
dressers.. Individuals whose primary sexual orientation is not intercourse,
or traditional forms of sexual expression, but rather fantasy role play of
submission/surrender/slavery to a Dominant woman, or fetishism.
I assist them to explore their sexual persona, and to give it love and
acceptance to increase their self-esteem and personal fulfillment.
I use my psychic talents to connect intuitively with their ideal fem, and
I allow myself to be possessed by Her, as they project her onto me, thru
the slave/Mystress roleplay... to create for them the experiences that are
unconditional love, in their unique love language. My clients want to
worship and obey the superior feminine. They project their ideal fantasy
woman onto me, and Goddess takes a form that they can love.. I become Her
vessel for them, so they may feel her love and acceptance... which for them
might feel like being tied up and tortured, humiliated and objectified into
an altered state of ego-surrender and bliss... or accepting their fem side
by cross dressing them and treating them like a sister, or like a whore.
Depends on who they are, and what roleplay they seek. I don't judge them
for their sexual expressions, but I am selective.
At present I am advertising myself as a "Dominant Tantric Fetish Witch",
simply coz I enjoy doing a lot of Guru-power mind control in my sessions,
watching people grow as I use the power over their free will they have
given me to do a lot of work on their energy body. slavery is big consent
that creates amazing empathic unity even in non-awakened fetishists. I own
them as much as they believe I do.. my ownership is defined by the
definition of slavery in their mind... as Goddess Wills. I own them, I own
their Karma, even if it is only for an hour they will leave feeling lighter
and empowered.
Even before I started specializing in that arena, my sessions were
often causing KA., in my clients. The odd title seems to effectively
discourage would-be clients who re not ready for KA.
These days I only accept clients who are interested in exploring the
spiritual aspects of their fetish. I'm not yer average Dominatrix, for sure.
Sometimes, tho, they don't know that is why they are moved to come see
me. I used to fret over the consensuality of "accidental" awakenings, but I
have gotten to recognise the peculiar mixture of excitement and confusion
that is a sign of someone being drawn to me by their higher self. There are
no accidents. All is as Goddess Wills.
I joke that Goddess leads men to me by the balls to be awakened. :) She
moves in mysterious ways. ;)
Something I often do, if the client seems ready is to introduce them to
their inner fem unconscious "Twin soul". Theirs is usually the Dominatrix
of their dreams. 99.9% of my clients are male.. and are often married men
seeking to fulfill unresolved needs without disturbing their marriages,
while traveling on business.
K. is a Dominatrix, who speaks thru the unconscious. Resistance is
useless. I switch their erotic submissive drives over to serving her will
within them. They become slaves of Goddess, as She is represented thru the
iconography of the Divine Beloved, the inner unconscious twin soul mate.
Since they are erotically motivated to obey her, and surrender, they fly
fast and far..:) For this reason I sometimes think of them as "Goddess
chosen", but I know that prejudice is simply a manifestation of my maternal
side. :)
Acts of love and pleasure Serve the Goddess.
Go figger.. empathic unity with a fully awakened Shaktipat Master is
intense enough.. my presence eats Karma on autopilot.. but added to the
emotional intensity of BDSM, fetish roleplay..
Well, that's why I get the big bucks..:) LOL!!
That's kind of a joke, too.. I do very few sessions, these days.. really
only enough to pay my expenses.. Goddess provides. I am also supported
these days by my Tribe. Myself and my personal slaves make a kind of
Matrifocal polygamous Tribal family. My slave-spouses.
So, there are many definitions of slavery. I use the term casually for my
clients, and remove it with the collar when the session is over, but in my
personal life, it is also the title of honor I give only to those who earn
it, to those who are most devoted to me, as to give me themselves.
I call my beloveds slaves because that is the best term to describe the
depths of their devotion to me. they wear the title as a badge of honor,
and we both honor it even in small ways.. like, I don't capitalize
references to them, in writing (like not capping the word "they" in the
last sentence) in honor of their chosen status. From this you can guess,
there are many rituals of status and service, that are lovingly enacted out
of joy in the mutual bliss of happy relationship.
Chela is not a word well understood by westerners, but being a "slave to
love" is a romantic ideal of chivalry that is resonant with what I do. The
concept has nothing in common with slavery in the way that most folks think
of it, abuses of human rights and what-not. It is consensual, a form of
marriage unity.
I am a slave of Goddess, and it is by her will that I do this work of
being Her vessel for these rituals of awakening in a rather repressed part
of the population. Perverts. :) :) :)
My beloved slave druid whom I live with, is my biggest patron, and a few
pro-Dom sessions, plus occasional voluntary donations from some of my other
slaves and slave-students are enough to pay for my net-geek hermit
lifestyle. I am not very materialistic, and I seldom leave my house.
If that info is not sufficient to answer your questions, I have an
enormous website that will. Some folks might not be able to get into it,
from work or if they have childproofing on. The site is Adults only.
Blessings..
Mystress Angelique Serpent, http://www.domin8rex.com
Vancouver, B.C., Canada. Officially the most beautiful city in the world.
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