To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/06/30 05:08
Subject: [K-list] Warning warning pants on fire!
From: A. Erhart
On 1999/06/30 05:08, A. Erhart posted thus to the K-list:
Hey Col,
Your post reminded me of my favorite pc game
Tombraider, whose protagonist is a female version
of Indiana Jones.
If you're really unlucky a few places in the game, her green shorts will catch fire. Looks kinda funny. ;)
On Tue, 29 Jun 1999 20:08:03 Colette T wrote:
>yeah of course! Sorry I am in a playful mood tonight! that dear ole Witness waking up scared the heebiejeebies
>outta me!
:) I don't blame you.
>More identified now as It, so I can laugh now.
Yes, as my old class mate used to say when he
cited Holocaust jokes, "everything can be looked
at humorously".
>At first it seemed like an intruder in my psyche.
>Now
>I know I am It. Hmmmmmmmmmm .... :-)
Great ! :))) I am happy for you !
>Ego is attached to fear. Mine was! Oh I still play as >fear sometimes too. No fun!
Yes, that's no fun. :(((
>I am just getting down to my core inner child wound. I have been running away from myself since my trust was
>betrayed in chilhood.
Yes, having trust betrayed is something of the worst
that can happen to you.
A child is always trustful and when that trust is
broken, it takes a lot to replace it.
I really hope you can do it. :)
Or as Dharma hinted at in a previous post,
transcend the need for trust
altogether.
>Seems I abandoned part of myself. For me my >meditation technique was so transcendental I
>never got any visions! It was all empty nothing - >that was scary enough. Now I am cosier with It.
Good ! Wow, you're certainly a Miss Jnani,
I must say. ;)
>Nope! All wisdom meanderings, all part of your >special way of finding You!
:))) Thanks, Collette.
Your friendly words warm my heart to a great degree.
Without setting it on fire, of course. :)
>Oops just did a bit above!
Doesn't matter. It is all a matter of perspective,
fear too.
Fear bites less and less these days even when present.
>Oh thankyou darlin'. You may hear me speak from many >aspects. I am cheeky too!
Yes ! Be as cheeky as you want to be ! :)
>I wanted to share this with you .. as I have been learning about my male side ... I have received a few sort
>of 'initiations'. One was a saint who worked with me after I met Him at a channleing. Feeling him was quite
>masculine for me. A taste. I was afraid and did not encourage Him to stick around. I have enough 'helpers' and fear was playing with Me.
Well, maybe you didn't need him at the time. He'll
come back if necessary, I'd say. :)
>The second thing I wanted to share is that my friendly shamanic healer is on intimate terms with Ramana (since
>he was 4 - getting initiated by Him at early age!) I was quite stunned to hear that RM is still around >working >on pupils!
Aaai, I'm so happy you say this. How encouraging
to hear that RM may still be dispensing his wisdom
and knowledge. :)))
>One night I heard while I slept a low tone - like someone was playing music to me - a low tone to effect a
>healing. I felt it as masculine. When I woke I was wearing masculine. I knew it was my friend who had been
>visiting working with me. I wondered why was I wearing His aura. Or this maleness. In any case it passed after
>a few hours. So I know this balancing our opposites >is crucial to the flow.
A great way to look at it and one I will ponder
seriously on. :)
>In the fourth session while I was there proudly containing it - they came and stimulated my ascending energy
>and gave me a gift. My crown opened. It was beautiful. I am not gonna say more. My message is I know my crown
>was only able to be opened because I momentarily balanced and I not project. So I know anima animus balancing
>is divine dynamite.
OK ! :)))
>Hey I like Ramana yes. I have two books of his >teachings.
>
>I am now into Osho! Yeah .....
I'll maybe check out Osho at a later point in time.
Thanks a lot for sharing ! :)
Best regards,
Amanda.
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