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Recieved: 1999/06/28 01:37
Subject: [K-list] Gender Benders, Dharma n Amanda
From: Colette T

You gals are awesome!

Alright my turn .. I guess I've slowly begun making love to myself. When I get a dream image I step inside it as one of
the characters superimposing my passion for union with myself. They are all aspects of myself I realise.

I may see a male angel and kiss it, or a young girl and kiss her. Love wishes to merge, become one.

I had an email lover visit me from over the seas. He was disapointing because he was more feminine than me! Very femme.
It didn't please me at all! After he left I saw my photo. I had taken on male energy which showed in my pic because of
his play as feminine. I have been hanging around a very male forum for 2 years now gaining an awareness of their
ooomph! I guess I can say that it has been good gaining some male awareness, because men kick ass! And stand strong
regardless. I was always too passive and codependent.

In balancing my male I am very lucky because I have a safe animus mirror who is a healer. For someone who never had any
safe male figure in her life, this is grand. This is a platonic love, yet expansive. He is already balanced and
realised. He needs nothing from me and projects nothing. He only serves to heal others, and to love as Love.

I started seeing my male animus in dreams. At first it was sickly and shy. Now there are warriors and lions, aware, and
of the light! I was surprised one day to see a male mother in my dreams. It was a male form yet a mother's energy. And
it felt like me! My aura.

I recently went to a gay nightclub to dance. I am not gay. The atmosphere was pure love! They all loved each other and
themselves. It was truly Spiritual! No ego aggression threat.

I read recently that the dark and the light polarities are better thought of as feminine and masculine rather than as
bad and good. Better to consider the dual aspects as the All Good.

Sharing ..
:-)

Col

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