To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/06/27 08:58
Subject: [K-list] Kriyas ... trying to understand / Greta
From: Stpaisley

Hello, Everyone.....

First off I'd like to thank everyone who responded to my post, when I wrote
under
'Please HELP!!! My Overwhelming Affects of Kundalini Awakening', I was having
an immense amount of energy flowing through me, so much so I felt that I was
losing hold on my body at times, quite a surreal experience, more not here
than here, but I'm better, it's calmed down quite a bit, at least for the
meanwhile, and I'm dealing....Thank You, everyone.

Now, for more of my complaints <lol> ....

I'm told kriyas are a normal part of the K awakening, and they're 'purifying'
or 'cleansing' you system of all that's supposedly wrong with it, that it's
some kind of way for K tp do it's house cleaning. That all sounds well and
good, and I'm open to this experience, I think I want this, but the kriyas,
for me at least, are very painful. I don't get them in the day, it seems to
wait till I plan to go to sleep, and half the night I'm laying in bed feeling
like someone is stabbing or beating my spine. It's this extremely sharp ache,
that won't go away. And I know they're supposed to center around my chakras,
and that chakras are at the center of the body, but I've been having pain on
the left side of my chest, like my heart is being reworked, it's painful, and
it's worrying me.

Ever since having this awakening I'm very intune with my body, I can tell
what's going on in mine and others, but the majority of the time I don't look
because I don't want to know. I'm beginning to worry. What if I do have some
kind medical problem, but I'll pass it off as part of the kriyas? I haven't
taken any pain relief for it because I've read that if you do, they can get
worse...is this true? I've also heard stories of people going to healers,
who, when they try to give the person some relief, actually make things
worse.

Please, help me, is it best to just let the K have it's way, so I've heard so
many times "Don't fight it." Most importantly, don't fight it. You'll only
hurt yourself. So...what to do? What to do? ...How do you draw the line
between what is a kriya and what is something else entirely, that's not
related to it, a quote-unquote 'medical problem' ?

Or is it all just innertwined? All related....in some inexplicable way....?

Hoping,
Greta

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