To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/06/15 16:32
Subject: [K-list] Understanding
From: Amanda Erhart

On Tue, 15 Jun 1999 15:48:20 Druout wrote:

>Since it's relatively quiet, I thought I'd repost the Understandings from
>list members. The more recent ones are at the end. I'll add any new ones
>that arrive!

Thanks for posting that Hilary ! :)

Very nice to read. Some of the quotes were really cool. :)

I'd like to add my understanding of things, but after
countless hours of witnessing and registering, even in
dreamless sleep, I must conclude that there is next to
no understanding anymore.

I do not understand the things I used to, even though
I think hard about them, trying to reach the old
understanding from before. All words and perceivements
are sensed and weighed anew and found useless.
Only a few remain, representing a skeleton crew of
knowledge, a minimal promoter of intellectual functioning necessary for everyday life. Very few
if any new understandings are added.

Through this reweighing process of old perceivements
and attitudes, the core is slowly revealed
and nourished back to life, growing towards the
light now the tall shading trees are gone.

I'm the robot that through an unexpected loophole
in the code, suddenly realized its robothood,
that all the old understandings were pre-programmed,
and are now breaking down, slowly becoming replaced by
Being instead of Reacting.

The Reactions are burning themselves out, the wheels
are turning on empty air.

Now there is no understanding. There is only Love.

Best regards,

Amanda.

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