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Recieved: 1999/06/03 04:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] Chakras Poll
From: Colette T


On 1999/06/03 04:43, Colette T posted thus to the K-list:

Hi Sandra! :-) Hey!

Amanda Erhart wrote:

> On Thu, 03 Jun 1999 19:26:50 Colette T wrote:
> >Hope this is the right address! (4th try hehe) OK. (Poor Dru must be
> >getting sick o' me!)
> >~*~
>
> :))) As you probably have found out already,
> hit the "Reply All" button, not the "Reply" button. :)

Yeah hon thanks!

>
> >Unlike others with active K, I do still have
> >sexual desire.
>
> Hee hee hee, where did you hear that K active ppl do not
> have sexual desires ? ;)))

Haha! I got quite a surprise when I met some who don't. I thought it had the
opposite effect (yet it gets taught by celibate monks how to raise it!) Sure
surprised me to see it reroute the energy to a full body fireworks display ..
;-)

> It*s not exactly true for everybody...
>
> :D

You cheeky girl you haha :-P ha!

>
> >I think it links us directly with God as energy >exchange.
>
> Yes !!! :)

Celebrate .. God is sexy ain't he eh? So creative!

>
> >Above my navel I have had a sore stomach for
> >20 years!
>
> Me too (4 years) ! I ask K to fix it, and it has
> gotten a little better, but sometimes it*s worse...
> Always out of balance for some reason... :(

Oh K is mean!!! Hey why there???? Digestion is so vital and now we are
producing Soma big time which is the celestial biochemical we feel as
Bliss... so how come I can't digest bread properly yet can digest the
universe as energy? I just don't get it!
Matter? Is sin? Matter is the blockage? Don't rely on food? Rely on the
energy for sustenance?

> > have
> >had pain
> >going all the way through from front to back of body through the stomach
> >(solar
> >plexis ?) chakra.
>
> Pain means imbalance between the main and
> the side channels.

Side??????? Huh?! Who what when why where?

>
> >Throat seems some clogging is there. I get pain in the back of my neck.
> >Often at
> >the base of the skull too. Third eye is open and aches. Sometimes the
> >pain goes
> >all the way through from front to back of head. Whole head feels as
> >though I
> >have been wearing a tight skull cap for years. It hurts. Headaches.
> >Pain.
>
> K hitting against blockages.

Oh isn't it cute!

>
> >Crown is not as tender as before. After I began grounding after being
> >gapped out
> >above, for so long (many years) the pain is less.

> Yes, grounding will tend to balance the energies better.

Well if I don't align lower WITH higher it doesn't make for good health! I
see the need for lower now. Sure it gets transformed as it gets spanked and a
good working over removing revered bits n pieces every now and then.

>
> >I
> >do not know what the sequence is supposed to be at all.
>
> There is no sequence at all. Everything is right. :)

Oh! Hmm ? Ok!
Transcendence to stimulate ascension .. then descent back into body the
infinite awareness .. as it seems to me so far.

>
> >I just have to
> >trust the process or get upset.
>
> Yes ! Trust the process ! Love the process and surrender
> to the process ! :)
>

Trust oh may I wear Thy name and they vibration forever. (I do get lost.)

>
> >This may be when I surrender in bliss to a song I dig. >Head goes back,
> >arms
> >outstretched and neck feels involved and predominantly my chest. I have
> >felt a
> >rise up spontaneously once when I contained an animus >projection.
>
> Yes, this is surrender. Lie down and let it wash over
> you.
>
> >Within a few
> >days I was
> >granted a taste of being absolutely nothing. Just a gap, No body felt.
> >Not a
> >localisation. No pain no fear no problems no desires. BUT .. no me
> >neither!
>
> The good experience. :)
>
> >No localised identity which is speaking here now. I desired it back and
> >back it
> >came. Now I appreciate my ego! And body more.
>
> Even though it hurts ?

Yes well I'd rather be something than nothing (eventhough this may be an
illusion speaking here! Now this comment may stimulate some worried frowns.
Just don't throw tomatoes I prefer cream pies. OK?)

>
> >My feet ache still. But I must admit I have felt an inner
> >freedom
> >from gravity.
>
> Nice ! :)
>
> Best regards,
>
> Amanda.

Hi yi Amanda!
:-)

Luv
Col

>
>
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