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Recieved: 1999/06/03 02:26
Subject: [K-list] Chakras Poll
From: Colette T
On 1999/06/03 02:26, Colette T posted thus to the K-list:
Hope this is the right address! (4th try hehe) OK. (Poor Dru must be
getting sick o' me!)
~*~
Hi all. I am new to this list. I mistakenly sent my reply to Dru
personally (3 times!) . So I shall repost it here (hopefully) which
gives me a chance to rethink it a bit.
I have begun to be aware of I guess, a chakra between my legs (which I
use to
link to Mother earth to ground when the vastness takes my head off in
outer
space). When I ground some, my vision clears, and I realise I see
through a haze
often without being aware. Unlike others with active K, I do still have
sexual
desire. I think it links us directly with God as energy exchange. It can
be also
this, without even touching bodies (energy may merge more intimately
than
bodies!)
Moving up, I feel, through an area about my womb .. emotions I think.
Navel area I dunno about. Above my navel I have had a sore stomach for
20 years!
I was just informed I was born with it closed due to self esteem issues.
(Maybe
- I dunno). Lots of stomach trouble - candida & allergies, which led to
fibromyalgia. I work full time anyhow. It's better than it was. I have
had pain
going all the way through from front to back of body through the stomach
(solar
plexis ?) chakra.
Chest is very active. I seem to taste everything through my heart
chakra.
Perception centers there for digesting and receiving. So I feel less in
my head
than before, and think through my heart sorta.
Throat seems some clogging is there. I get pain in the back of my neck.
Often at
the base of the skull too. Third eye is open and aches. Sometimes the
pain goes
all the way through from front to back of head. Whole head feels as
though I
have been wearing a tight skull cap for years. It hurts. Headaches.
Pain.
Crown is not as tender as before. After I began grounding after being
gapped out
above, for so long (many years) the pain is less. It even feels closed
some. I
do not know what the sequence is supposed to be at all. I just have to
trust the
process or get upset. Above the head I do feel and touch, and feel
touched by.
I do also feel forward in front of my chest and feel outpouring too at
times.
This may be when I surrender in bliss to a song I dig. Head goes back,
arms
outstretched and neck feels involved and predominantly my chest. I have
felt a
rise up spontaneously once when I contained an animus projection. It was
beautiful. they joined me to the universe. It was a gift. I felt
filaments
joining to my chest from without .. giving me a blast of universe -
oneship.
This year I have felt funneling downwards into my head through my crown.
It
seemed to go sideways making me feel vast about the head and even woozy.
I
remembered to pull it downwards so the wooziness passed. Within a few
days I was
granted a taste of being absolutely nothing. Just a gap, No body felt.
Not a
localisation. No pain no fear no problems no desires. BUT .. no me
neither!
No localised identity which is speaking here now. I desired it back and
back it
came. Now I appreciate my ego! And body more.
Since my mother died I have felt rapture exiting out my palms when I
wish. It's
beautiful. My feet ache still. But I must admit I have felt an inner
freedom
from gravity.
OK nuff shared,
Love,
Col
http://www.bb.com.au/colette
God Bless
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