To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/06/02 11:09
Subject: Re: [K-list] my aching back
From: nancy
On 1999/06/02 11:09, nancy posted thus to the K-list:
freda wrote:
> I really ment it as a confirmation that physical aches and pains IMO can
> indeed point to problems which have no physical basis...
Yes, thank you for the story and the explanation. And thank you to the
others that have offered perspectives on back pain. I do think I need to
incorporate more yoga and stretching into my daily life. That should help me
stay loose and flexible.
Something is going on within me. I can't explain it. There's nothing
troubling going on in my life. In fact it was an ordinary, hum-drum weekend.
I didn't have plans that I wanted to do or plans that I wanted to get out
of. I was going to go with the flow...have some fun, do some cleaning, read
without agendas or checklists.
Instead, I was faced with back pain and forced to lie down for extended
periods of time. Other weird thing...my face started breaking out on
Saturday, though it's been relatively clear for many months. Also got a cold
this weekend. This is very rare for me.
There's no unusual stress in my life. Day to day work is a constant, but
nothing more taxing or challenging than usual. My financial situation is
looking better. I'm physically healthy. I have a good relationship with my
daughter. OK, my toilet should be scrubbed more often, but I really don't
get stressed about it.
So...what is going on? Sometimes I wonder if I make too much out of
seemingly ordinary events. Maybe I am. A sore back, a cold and some
zits...big deal. I can't shake the feeling, though, that it's offering me a
message that I'm just not comprehending.
I also had a weird dream. Maybe it's related, maybe not.
I was taking a picture of a nuclear bomb going off. It was somewhat
dangerous, but I knew I wouldn't get hurt. My daughter wanted to get closer,
but I made her sheild herself farther away. A big crane lifted the bomb
which was blue and round with spikey things coming out of it. Then the crane
dropped the bomb and a big white light exploded. I snapped the picture just
as the white was beginning to show then shielded myself behind some metal.
It wasn't scary, just something that I needed to do.
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