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Recieved: 1999/05/27 10:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: PRANAYAMA
From: Onarres
On 1999/05/27 10:07, Onarres posted thus to the K-list:
Hi All,
I said I would be silent for awhile, and I have been, but this talk about
kundalini awakening, control or non-control of kundalini, gurus... has me
once again at the keyboard.
I have a spontaneous kundalini awakening about 15 years ago. I had not one
clue as to what was going on. Never heard of this word, and certainly
didn't know what the hell to do. At first, I was certain that I had some
rare disease, then after awhile I was sure I was headed for the funny farm,
in a hurry...
I had never done all the things that one does in order to awaken the
sleeping serpent - I was just me! It happened all on its own, in its own
time. I went from day to day doing all the normal things, and not telling
anyone, (except my husband) about the initial shock of electricity up the
spine, the "Atomic" blasts of pure white blinding light that I would see
when I closed my eyes at night. No, not even about the head noises, the ear
ringing, the visions, the dreams of snakes and birds, the posturing, the
burning back, the tingling in the body, the pain when one particular chakra
was pierced, the snaking motion that was felt going up the spine, the
sleeplessness, the night sweats, geometric figures, rainbow colored images,
the throbbing, twitching, itching, seeing a lotus blossom, and all the rest
of the things that happened. You name it, I had it. Huh uh, I wasn't saying
one word about all this - having a medical background, I wasn't ready to be
committed to any institution.
And then... one day I picked up a book that been lying on the bookshelf for
about three years. I had not clue one as to why I had purchased it, but
there it was, rather dusty, from being on the top shelf where I keep books
that I haven't read. I dusted it off, and started to flip through the
pages, wondering why I ever bought this book. Certainly there were words
that stopped me cold - couldn't even pronounce them very well. I began to
read, and as I read, I kept thinking, geez, I have this or that happen, or
I've felt this before, or I am feeling this or that right now... and then
the dawn burst through. I had an awakened kundalini!
In retrospect, certainly the alert signal had gone off many years before
when I heard a voice, saw things that no one else saw... heard the music no
one else heard, but dismissed it from my mind (such as it is).
>From that time to now I've never seen a Guru, never meditated, never try to
control what happens - and I am doing fine. I've had gifts delivered to me
in the form of healing and seeing spirits among other things. I'm still
going - so perhaps that Inner Guru that I hear people speaking about is
just the higher self directing the orchestra that still plays on.
The only time I direct energy flow is when it gets going too much in one
locale, I just think it up and there it goes - instantly. When the heat
gets too much, I turn on the lunar... and when someone needs healing
energy, I just think it, and out it goes.
One other thing - all this talk about Reiki verses Prana - well, I can say
this... I had Reiki I and II attunement about two years ago, and it did
nothing for me. It did not enhance what I already had. So who cares if it
is Prana or something else - I really don't give a rats butt, all I know
it's there when someone needs it, and I give it freely. It all comes from
the Creator Source - the Universal love that flows freely through me, and
all the other people with whom we are all connected.
Now Jacques I've expressed myself, you can all relax since this is the
third time I've told my story on this list, and not likely it will be told
again. I am now going back to my silent keyboard once more... to read
other's sojourns - and just let things happen as they will and must without
any help from whomever - just me and my higher self, the one that dwells
within.
blessings, dor
At 11:45 AM 5/27/99 +0200, Jacques de Schryver et Linda Steven wrote:
>But in my >experience, if one is in touch with a spiritual guru, the inner
guide, he/she is the best
guru anyone could ever find. Then safety lies in being utterly submissive
and responsive to the guru during K.work/meditation.
Jacques wrote:
>Hello,
>
>I am working my own way, and glad to do so.
>
>People who invented these techniques had no guru(s).
>
>So, though I listen respectfully to people who say
>'don't do that', or 'never without my guru', I just
>think the other way.
>
>I'd be glad if anyone thinking like me should express
>himself.
>
>Greetings from France,
>
>Jacques
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