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Recieved: 1999/05/26 04:08
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From: Susan Evenson

On 1999/05/26 04:08, Susan Evenson posted thus to the K-list:


10:13 AM 5/26/99
Hi, i have been lurking for several months now... I'm wondering if there is anyone out there who might offer some assistance.
I've been practicing Kundalini Yoga/Tantra/Meditation very intensely for some time now. I experience extended periods of bliss- I feel very light so much of the time... My life has changed dramatically... I feel like I keep receiving insight/memories as to who I really am... I feel AWAKE.
All of this seems to be cut with periods of extreme discomfort/irritability.- which I seem to move through... I feel like there is this place that I can't seem to reach/ understand/purge... I have been eating unhealthy foods (and in my opinion BIG portions)... it has become this way of soothing/ but I also feel like it is a distraction that is keeping me from getting to my core. I have been "using" food for years now... although its always been sort of low-grade... now it is staring me straight in the eyes. I want to come clean- and I don't know how to do it... it seems more than an issue of discipline. Can anyone advise? Am I being impatient? Will this be worked out / released like so many other things that have come up? Any words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks a lot-
Susan
sevensonATnospamambrosi.com

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