To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/05/15 16:30
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Death/
From: Msshewolf
On 1999/05/15 16:30, Msshewolf posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Alan,
Thank you so much for "Put a Little Love in Your Life," my friend. It
seems like I am alone every second of everyday now. Everyone else has moved
on it seems. I wonder how long it will be until I begin again. I am very
depressed, have suicidal ideation (no plan...well maybe I have a tentative
one but I don't know what that would do to my next life). I must have been
addicted to him. I am recovering one day at a time. I talked with Michelle
recently. Interesting that you sent these lyrics to her, also. I invited
her to talk with me if she needed support. Maybe I am not the right person
to talk to her because I seem to have fallen into a black hole in the
aftermath. Quite honestly, I don't really want to live. Rick's mother went
into the hospital two days after I left. She is terribly ill, as am I, with
the same virus. She is 88. I told Rick he cannot take her because she has
legal matters to attend to. He could take me though. I have had chronic
illness for over 11 years. I would love to be with him - Twin spirits.
Well, I guess I will try singing really loud when lots of people are around,
GET A LITTLE LOVE IN YOUR LIFE. In fact I am singing it right now.
GET A LITTLE LOVE IN YOUR LIFE
Thank you for remembering I am still here.
Love, Cher
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