To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/05/06 22:55
Subject: [K-list] Re: kundalini-digest V1 #163
From: Starma22
On 1999/05/06 22:55, Starma22 posted thus to the K-list:
Greetings,
Recently, someone asked this list how to raise the K energy. In previous
posts, I talked about how another person touched me in certain places, and I
instantly went up. On the whole, I just now realize how much my continuing
unfolding has taken place in recognized spiritual centers, where I
experienced sensuality and ecstasy-- sometimes deliberately short of orgasm--
when being sexual with another....this kept me feeling great and in a
constant state of heat (no cool down wanted).
As i look back, I see that it was all being arranged by the unseen. I even
ended up having a king size waterbed in a gorgeous private room with
fireplace...in a setting where for years at previous retreats I was with
everyone else sharing 6 bunk beds in a dingy room. That time, there was even
a guy who looked exactly like my current heartthrob, whom I hadn't invited
along because I arrogantly judged him not spiritual enough! When I obviously
connected with his new look-alike, that dear one eventually told me that I
looked exactly like his great love!
And then, last summer, I guess I got some kind of kunda promotion and was
transferred to kunda grad school, because I stumbled into the Osho Academy
in Sedona, knowing nothing about them consciously...other than I felt so at
home with everything being said and done. In the very first intro meditation,
my spine grew up through the building and Osho invited me to dance...we
became colors and merged.
Soon after I attended their evening sessions. It was so great to be in a
room of sexually comfortable/free people, meditating, dancing, singing,
celebrating life.... all dressed in long white robes. I felt I was in
heaven!
So, my main fantasy now is to see people more and more aware of the
possiblity and joy of the coupling of their spiritual sexuality and physical
sexuality (IMO the two serpents of the caducceus)...if possible, with a
little help from gurus, shamans, centers....where like energies meet under a
protective umbrella.
This does not mean my previous celibate life as a nun was any less
beautiful...just different!
And even a recent astrology reading, was a checkpoint affirming: "Yes, there
will be people you are to tell what you have experienced and grown through.
This can help unlock others' prisons blocking the kundalini flowering."
IM0 our kunda magnetism attracts those on the verge of awakening...and we
are fortunate if able to show them unconditional friendship as well as love.
Attraction and repulsion is such a tricky dance...openings and closings.
I thank Goddess for some recent unusual curves in the kunda spiral. I thank
her that I am more and more able to stay centered no matter what someone is
throwing at me...I know all of the rapid fire exchanges on this list are
helping with this.
And, I congratulate my little self. I know mind has been having some tough
times, but, little self, aren't the insights worth it?!
And, I thank this list entity for its unconditional love supporting us all.
Namaste, Azure-i
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