To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/05/01 16:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Too Pleasant
From: Rik Wallace
On 1999/05/01 16:07, Rik Wallace posted thus to the K-list:
--- nancy <nancyATnospamwtp.net> wrote:
> I'm in a funk. Don't know what the cause is. Don't know what
> the issues are. I just feel down.
Put-uh they-ah, sistah! All da bruthas in da hood be
right down wichya.
> It's just an overall dissatisfaction with my life. I feel
> stuck.
Well, I just found a quarter on the sidewalk, so I can't
brag about being 'One...of the Changeless', but I know how
it is... it's great to see you're interested in getting
a life unlike those other do-nothing slackers wasting away
time just hangin' out getting high on the Buddhic Plane.
> So why am I down?
:D I don't know either... but I feel like I'm falling
into a black hole. Try falling head first, cuz it flips
things upside down and it's really trippy that way.
> Maybe it's because everything is madly OK. I'm not growing or
> stretching in my life either through pleasure or pain.
> Everything is surrealistically even. I feel so sane it's
crazy.
Wow, that's really cool. I kinda miss the old eccentric
in me too.... but then when I stop being a geek and go outside
and talk to real people... ok, well TRY to talk to real
people, and they run away... I realize I still got it in me.
:)
> I recognize that there is this depth within me that wants to
> be expressed. Yet I don't have the means to do that in my
life.
> It seems that I am in relationships and situations that don't
> offer this type of support.
What are you, a froekin artist or something?
me too. :) cool.
> I asked myself yesterday, is it necessary for me to put behind
> all this to move on? When I went through my life falling apart
> a couple of years ago, I had to leave so much behind. Is it
> time to do it again? Or is there another way for me to
> explore this depth without disrupting my life?
Hell if I know.
(And apparently hell if I don't, too...)
The last sentence... "is there another way for me to
explore this depth without disrupting my life?"...
...reminds me of the principle of non-violence...
which if true, means the answer is "Yes".
'How?' I have no idea. Please tell me if you figure it out.
> I don't have many answers for myself, just a lot of questions.
If you want, I have a bunch of answers that don't make
sense to me any more. That is... unless you decide to
move on, in which case the last thing you need is more
luggage. If you don't want 'em, let me know...
I might just leave 'em on a bench in the park, cuz I
know how it is to be walking around with nothing and
find some food-for-thought that someone didn't finish.
Peace2ya! love_rikATnospamyahoo.com
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