To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/04/24 22:05
Subject: [K-list] spiritual nihisism
From: Sunil R Peswani
On 1999/04/24 22:05, Sunil R Peswani posted thus to the K-list:
Spiritual Nihilism
Some one mentioned this word (spiritual nihilism) in reference to
Domchi,
and this lurker has a desire to peep out of his nest.
I used to call this word Suniata. I had stopped talking or writing
as I went deep into this Suniata. For me this Suniata is an Absolute
Reality and every pore of my body is under the control of this Suniata.
This Suniata is the ultimate thing. Every other Dharma or matter
or energy has to go into this Suniata. Once a seed of however small size
enters in your body or it takes birth in your body due to transcedence,
the process of prevailing of Suniata starts and will in some time lead to
total conversion. Not only this, but this Suniata bundle of human energy
will continue to effect its neighbourhood till whole of this earth and
later this Solar system and still later our part of universe will be one
with Suniata.
I am a practical example of this. Everyday I (this body) collects
energy from around and thro the earth and converts it into Suniata.
I collect all types of energies of hate, fear, love etc. etc.
There is no difference except hate, fear energy give me more pain and love
energy gives less pain. But this total process is of pain and throwing out
of heat energy.
From the eyes of Suniata there is no sin, no wrong. Hatred fear
divide the energy and hence is one step away from Suniata and love,
devotion unite the energies and are one step nearer to Suniata.
Whenever I talk about this Suniata, surrounding friends explode.
This creates distur bence in their minds and make my task a little more
painful.
Outwardly now I behave like an ordinary person and talk less, but
never express. Dutifully I fulfill my wordly obligations. When this
energy conversion into Suniata goes on in between a stage of white light
comes. I call this energy Godly light and if I want any thing connected
with this world (to make life easy for this body), I put my wish in this
Godly light and different Gods work to fulfill this wish.
I am here on this e-mail for next 20 hours, and shall be away upto
3rd May to my wordly duties and will hopefully become a lurker 3rd onward
ram
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