To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/25 07:50
Subject: Re: [K-list] S.O.S.
From: nancy
On 1999/03/25 07:50, nancy posted thus to the K-list:
Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D. wrote:
> It's a dark night indeed and the pain is fierce -- don't know where
> this stuff is coming from; it's either real early in my life or some
> other time. I'd be grateful for a few prayers. Many, many thanks, H.
Dear Holly,
Not quite sure what you are facing, but it reminds me of the abyss. That
deep, dark hole we try to avoid because if we immerse ourselves in it,
we're not sure if we can ever return.
When I saw the pit, I was afraid...but curious too! There was something
that drew me right to its edge. Fortunately, I had some friends who held
my hand and gave me the courage to jump in.
What I discovered was that the pit was my gunk. Everything that I had
feared, everyone I had hated, all my petty grievances were all there. It
was hard to move through it. The only way out was to embrace the horrid,
black tar and provide it with love. That stuff was not outside of me; it
was me.
Holly, it was such a wonderful, cleansing experience. After having gone
through it, all the fear and pain were forgotten. That sense of love at
times gets blocked, but the experience has changed me so profoundly that I
can't long stay away from the love.
If this is what you are going through, know that it will be wonderful. And
if you need a friend to hold you hand while you jump into the abyss, I'm
here.
Much love to you, Holly,
Nancy
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