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Recieved: 1999/03/15 17:08
Subject: Re: [K-list] chakras and medical problems
From: Gloria Greco
On 1999/03/15 17:08, Gloria Greco posted thus to the K-list:
Gloria:
Maybe the lesson is to increase the soul intention so that it shows up
inside as a true humble faith and knowing, that all is perfect.
GCWein1111ATnospamaol.com wrote:
>
> Hillary and Gloria: Thank you for your responses to
> my post regarding my various medical "problems". I've tried so many things the
> past 6 years, so far without success, and I guess my main hope is that in time
> my process will run its course. Although I may or may not be able to benefit
> from any specific suggestions, expressions of concern and support from
> others(especially those who understand) are important to me. I hope I
> haven't made anyone more fedrful of the process with my list of problems I've
> developed because we all know that fear is not helpful in going through this.
> I would instead offer that it's important to never lose respect for the
> awesome power of the energy. I also wouldn't want to convey the message that
> any attempt to manipulate the energy is necessarily dangerous simply because
> of what happened to me. I think the specific exercises I was given were the
> wrong ones for me--and I then probably made it worse by not immediately
> discontinuing them as soon as I started having headaches(my teacher told me to
> keep going!). I had a similar situation with the swami who I went to after
> that for help. Half way through my last retreat with him I felt like I should
> stop but allowed myself to be pressured by others to continue, the idea being
> that one just didn't miss a meditation with Swami and that nothing bad could
> come from him. Yet it was shortly after that when my problems really began. So
> if there's anything to be learned there it may be to be very cautious with any
> teacher or set of exercises, closely watch for any telltale signs and never
> surrender dominion over your own process. I see k as the ultimate journey into
> one's self----the hardest thing by far I've ever done---an experience that has
> pushed every button I have and challenged me in every way possible--one that
> has shattered me over and over again. I'm sure there are many on the list who
> would agree with me even though we all have had experiences unique to
> ourselves. A teacher may be important at some point in time, but he (she) is
> obbviously secondary. As bad as this has been for me, I also know that my
> heart is immeasurably more open than it once was--so I guess I'm secretly
> hoping that whatever mistakes I made, this is simply the way I was meant to
> learn what I needed to learn in this lifetime. Thank you once again and my
> love to all ---jerry
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