To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/11 18:42
Subject: Re: [K-list] Strange Dream/Doubt
From: Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.

I got an understanding a while back that I couldn't have a great faith
without also experiencing a great doubt. Now I look on these periods
of faith-doubt as nothing less than the pulsation of the All itself. I
also suspect sometimes that huge movement happens during the dry times
and that we are protected by our numbness lest our frail little bodies
fly apart in feeling intensity! Doubt can belong to the ego, but doubt
can also reflect surrender and faith -- I've felt it as a fear I would
be abandoned before I'm fully cooked, able to live neither Here or
There (knowing, of course that there is only Here). Finding God in the
darkness is where this life gets REALLY interesting! Holly

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