To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/08 09:25
Subject: Re: [K-list] Avatars, Gurus, Buddhas and Madmen
From: Dominic & Maureen Marando

>
>
>MIchele wrote:
...... He said No, cuz he couldn't
>>condone the weird subjects I look up on the Internet....
>
>
You wrote:
>>I think my problem with relating to a lot of people is I don't really know
>how NOT to be heart to heart with people. I have difficulty being
>superficial. That's why I love this List, it's a safe place for me to be
>myself.
>
 One day soon I will do some nitty gritty research in the
>hopes of stumbling upon some K folks who I could exchange smiles with in
>the flesh!
>
Dear Connie,and all
Ya ...I'd love to stumble on some fleshy k-ites. The question of
superficiality and connecting is weighing heavily on my mind lately. I
attended a party at a friend's house last Friday and was sooooooooooooooo
bored...sports in one room...baby talk in the other (that's OK I love my
babies...but it was still boring)......
>The thing is...there were a couple of friends there I really
love...including my husband! But it's like...shit....I just can't sit here
for 3 hours and talk about the weather and pretend to enjoy it.....
My husband also thinks my interest in these topics is a might strange and we
have had a few "discussions" about it. For the most part now he just keeps
his mouth shut :)
Somtimes I feel really isolated. I teach dance for a living and find myself
connecting more with my older students (16-20)...than I do people my age
(30's). They are spontaneous, full of emotional turmoil..etc....and
FUNNY....I have to work hard to keep that fine-line student/teacher thing
going...but I do. I had one friend who was alot like me.....but she moved
away...snif snif....
OK everyone...be honest...
Am I just being a big, stuck-up old spiritual snob?
Whaddya think (Ya ya I know I'm not suppose to care what others think...but
I'm trying to gain some perspective here...)
love,
MO

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