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To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/06 10:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] Paralysis
From: molecularbreeze

On 1999/03/06 10:17, molecularbreeze posted thus to the K-list:


Dearest Cathy,

Thank you for your offering of kind and informative words.

I am 42. I have been reading about abusive relationships as well as how-tos
on how to heal from them. What you say about the brainwashing aspects is
also in the literature I've been coming across.

>: Every day gets you closer to a new place, where you will be
free! Don't go back.

Thank you. This list community is an important source of connection for me
now and is helping the mental part of me to continue to wage the battle
against all the rest of me that wants to go back.. Both sides are still
even, which means I'm not going back. I remind myself of the fact that I
went through 24 hours of back labor for each of my two children without a
lick of medication...completely natural. This helps remind me of how strong
I am. It helps me also if I can better understand the parts of me that are
at work, at odds. I'm not sure which parts are which, really. Sometimes my
mental body (I guess)observes the analagous yelling and screaming going on
with other parts of me that want to go back. I visualize an arena of some
sort inside me with these characters, representing inner forces, tearing
each others hair out trying to get their way.

I'll make it!

Love,
Connie

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