To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/06 09:53
Subject: [K-list] abusvie relationships - help please
From: molecularbreeze

Dear Bodacia,

thank you dear. I am out of the situation. The situation now is like the
withdrawl from a very powerful drug, an inner tug of war. It seems that
ONLY my mental body has the conviction to stay away from him. I think my
spirit along with my emotional and physical bodies want to go back.

 I, my spirit, experienced a connection to God through my oneness with him
and I am asking spirit and others to please share with me how I can connect
myself, without using him (or any person) as I have always done.

I tremble and shake and feel I will be torn in half, as the war between my
mental body, on one side, and my spiritual, emotional and physical bodies,
together, ganged up against my mental body on the other side. It is a real
fight.

Until I can connect again, plug in again to the source and get my life back,
i need help in strengthening my mental body. I don't want to cave in, It
is very hard
Love,
Connie

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