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Recieved: 1999/03/03 21:16
Subject: Re: [K-list] newbie posting with a question
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/03/03 21:16, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 03:28 PM 3/3/99 , KJ wrote:
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>>Shanti Wrote:
>>KJ,
>>A few months ago I had just given a Reiki attunement and I was full of
>>Shakti. I sat down afterwards, to ground and ceter, and low and behold
>>I actually started to come apart at the seems- meaning I saw my body
>>start to dematerialize- I saw the molecules of my arm deconstruct into
>>atoms, my body wanted to completely explode- it didn't feel like an
>>explosion, thought more like an expansion. I become frightened and
>>contracted my energy back, again seeing my arm re-materialize.
Don't worry.. it is only your memory of your self, the thought that is
"you" existing in the cosmic consciousness that keeps your atoms together
in the first place.. the atoms come apart, the memory remains, the atoms
re-form.. even if you forget yourself, other folks remember you, so you
will snap back to reality in response to their expectations.
The truth of reality is that your body is exploding and reforming a
zillion times a second, but "The persistence of memory" (The Salvador Dali
painting of the melted clocks) provides an illusion of continuity, the way
the individual images of a film create the smooth appearance of motion,
when the film is run thru the linearity projector at the right speed.
I have been seen to vanish many times, usually in dim light with folks
who are looking with the third eye, but also I have been invisible to
people who are looking around to find me, looking straight at me in broad
daylight when I was right in front of them.
Things I look at dematerialize and begin to float towards me seeking
unity, but when I shift my attention, they snap back to normal appearance
and when I touch them they are solid.. the floor is solid under my feet,
and I don't fall into the basement when I vanish.. altho I can move my
consciousness thru the floor at any time, my body stays put.. I have never
dematerialized and shown up someplace else, tho I have been seen in places
where I am not physically present.. and I have projected my invisible self
well enough for receptive people to feel my touch, a hug, me sitting beside
them speaking... I have done this consciously, when inspired to, but my
body stayed put, so far as I could tell. My consciousness was somewhere
else, so my body might have levitated vanished and sang "God save the
Queen", while I was gone, for all I know.
Usually not..it is frozen in the cataleptic stillness Antoine was
speaking of, when I am not making use of it.
To respond to KJ, yes, an increase in vibration can cause vanishing,
but the experience of vanishing, for me at least, is not as they describe
in the Celestine Prophecies. They describe it as going somewhere else, and
it is not. The walls may seem to ripple, but I cannot walk thru them and
they do not disappear unless I focus enough to project my consciousness
thru them... but my body stays put and they snap back when I return to
normal perceptions. My awareness of spiritual presences in the room
increases, as does my awareness of their communication.. but they do not
necessarily become visible to my physical eyes, except as lights or energy
shimmers.
When I was on the TCP list, a story came around about a psychiatrist who
was specializing in cases of people who seemed to be invisible.. bank
tellers and store clerks would not notice them, folks would walk into them
and crossing the street or trying to flag down a taxi were hazardous..
that's pretty much what vanishing feels like, ya don't notice it till you
notice the reactions of other folks.
I think of it as a trip to Faerieland, coz such conceptions amuse me.
The Fey are invisible too, coz they vibrate at a higher rate. Raise your
vibe and see how the physical world appears from a higher vibration. The
trees and the rocks are all still there, but they have taken on a haunting
beauty and presence.
As far as a physical explanation... my best idea is that when we raise
the vibration of spirit, the vibration of the body exceeds the speed of
light, and vanishes like the spokes of a wheel turning, blur and disappear.
It's not that you are not there, but that the physical is vibrating at a
frequency that is faster than the eye can follow.. so don't worry about
exploding or discorporeation.. it is really more of a perceptual change,
shifting the illusory boundaries of separation between self and All.. than
anything to worry about. You'll come back naturally without effort, just
relax and enjoy the show.
blessings..
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