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Recieved: 1999/03/03 16:28
Subject: Re: [K-list] newbie posting with a question
From: KJ
On 1999/03/03 16:28, KJ posted thus to the K-list:
>Shanti Wrote:
>KJ,
>
>I can only speak from my own experience, but your "explosion notion"
>might not be too far fetched.
>
>A few months ago I had just given a Reiki attunement and I was full of
>Shakti. I sat down afterwards, to ground and ceter, and low and behold
>I actually started to come apart at the seems- meaning I saw my body
>start to dematerialize- I saw the molecules of my arm deconstruct into
>atoms, my body wanted to completely explode- it didn't feel like an
>explosion, thought more like an expansion. I become frightened and
>contracted my energy back, again seeing my arm re-materialize. I
>thought that if I totally let go- I'd be gone. I know that there is no
>"i", but I mean I thought that my body would die. It probably wouldn't,
>but I don't know how to handle this phenomenon yet. My body has since
>tried to do this at one other time. I tried to let go and not be
>afraid, but it didn't work.
>
>If anyone has any insight on this I'd love to hear it, ie. what do I do
>when this happens, and how do I consciouly re-materialize if my body
>expands to "no physical body"?
>
>One thing a mentor said to me regarding this which I did find helpful
>was that I was actually experiencing the True nature of the physical
>plane and that is that everything is composed mostly of space.
>
>Nameste
>
>Shanti
Thanks for your reply. The sixth principle of the White Eagle Lodge says:
"The ultimate goal of humankind is that the inner light shoud become so
strong and radiant that even the cells of the physical body are transmuted
into finer substances which can overcome mortality." Also the "Celestine
Prophecy" describes a state where the physical body can move to a higher
vibration in totality and back at will. Maybe what you were beginning to
experience is a glimpse into that dimension. If you haven't read the
Celestine Prophecy already then maybe that would help, I found it a
facinating book but I'm not sure I go along with all of it!
Yours in love and light
KJ
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