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Recieved: 1999/02/24 00:19
Subject: [K-list] Re: Voices
From: Maureen Heffernan
On 1999/02/24 00:19, Maureen Heffernan posted thus to the K-list:
Hi friends,
There has probably been enough said on this subject but I would like
to share another angle of it. Cathy said that she attends Church and
psychiatry classes on the astral plane.Well, I have attended some form
of service in a castle filled with brilliant light which was wonderful
but the astral voices have been pestering me for a couple years now.Wide
awake during the day, I have heard junk. Just bits and pieces of
irrelevant junk.All of a sudden, "I didn't say that !" or "What do you
want to know for?"Different voices that I learned to tune out. I think I
was tuning in the lower astral first while attempting to reach the
higher. Sort of like tuning in a radio staion clearly. You get the fuzzy
stuff first.I had to laugh when it first happened because I was working
with the hounds in the kennel and I thought maybe it was one of them.
Now they are fewer and fewer and I quess it's because I gave them about
as much attention as I would a repetitive T V commercial I had heard for
the umpteenth time and also my intention is always focussed and aimed at
the higher. But it was interesting and it does make one wonder about the
sanity sometimes.( I still hear the high soprano voices when I lie down
to rest.)
What is fascinating now is another form of detachment. Two weeks ago
I recieved the reiki 2 attunement which brings up the mental/emotional
crap and on Monday I recieved the mastership. Over this time period I
have had the events of past life horrors just about every night, going
back to the time in the first family of abuse through the orphange etc.
What is interesting is that in the past they would be upsetting. Now
they are pictures that float by. No more.I wake up with a ," oh well,
interesting I was dreaming that again,ho humm,yawn", instead of twisted
guts.People are screaming and my reaction is about the same as gee the
radio is too loud,I'll turn it down.It is heaven to have reached this
point.And I really believe if one stays focused on the higher that this
is the end result of the garbage before walking on to hear those of the
Voiceless voice.I have been at a point where I had to concentrate on
every single breath re-affirming,"in with the good,out with the bad" or
a similiar thought.But it does get better.Much better! Clairaudience is
fun too.That's when you can tune in on others conversations,(with their
permission).
Cath,I remember you placing your certain problems with your Mom in
Somebody's Hands and you were directed to offer an olive branch. Well,
very few people hear the Voice of God and He/She does work in Mysterious
ways so I interpret the astral shrink sessions as you being led through
the mire and then through the door to your freedom.And I also think a
lot of us just go about our day earning our daily bread but are very
very busy attending "classes" at nightime.And if that makes me crazy,
then, count me IN !!!
I will just add quickly that 7 of us recieved the mastership and I
hopefully will be not only working in the healing center but in the
hospital also.I cried happy tears in the car on the way home,just from
the beauty of it. The reverence.The total reverence. I'm a stickler for
that. If you enter the Chapel for Mass you shut up.Period.I observe
people just in life tossing this, throwing that,like pens or cig
lighters. Maybe it's just me but I never liked it. It is such a little
thing but when one is finished with a pen one places it down,not
throwing it.Everything from cars to pots and pans or whatevers.When I
say Mass I may kneel after the consecratiion for a good 5 mts.I don't
time it, I feel it.These 6 other people oozed reverence. At a time when
the hands could be rested in the lap during the ritual,I saw an Angel
step into the right side of this woman and at that point she raised her
hands to her heart and smiled. A minute later two tears flowed down on
her cheeks.Men placed their hands together more gently than holding a
new born baby. And each,as myself , at the end of their attunement could
only slowly whisper,"Thank you!"
Blessings and more Light to all,
+ Maureen
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