To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/02/21 09:28
Subject: Re: [K-list] K fears
From: Leteegee
On 1999/02/21 09:28, Leteegee posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 2/21/99 9:16:54 AM Eastern Standard Time,
frank.johnson3ATnospamworldnet.att.net writes:
<< I'm new to the list. I'm wondering if anyone can shed light on fear. I
have powerful energy that manifests through violent shaking throughout my
body. I only allow the energy to release when I am with my body-worker.
Since that can get expensive, I only get release once a week, although my body
needs much more. I am afraid that the energy will render me incapable of
caring for my small children, therefore I stop it. I am aware that this
resistance is only serving to hinder the process. Any thoughts on letting go
and trusting?
Hi Helen...
First, know that this is temporary - it will pass.
Your awareness that resistance is hindering the process is wonderful!
Surrender is a key.... surrender your thoughts, your feelings and perceptions
about this process and your fears to God. Ask for reinterpretation, another
way of looking at this, as you have interpreted them as fearful. What you
don't give to God, goes to ego.
There is nowhere where He is not. But fear keeps us from knowing this. You
only need a little willingness to give up the fear, to see it differently,
from the eyes of peace instead of fear.
I myself have found that being in fear, creates even more fear. So
surrendering the fear, surrendering the ego's perspective, is a great start.
Once out of fear, the process will be seen from a place of peace, and will
stop.
I see you are possibly focusing on eliminating the process, the shaking....
Focus on Love, focus on God, focus on your children (which are Love). What we
focus on becomes greater.
By the way, welcome to the list!
Keep writing and let us know how you are doing.
Sending you much love,
xxxtg
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