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Recieved: 1999/02/14 15:55
Subject: RE: [K-list] understandings--a couple more and the list to date
From: Llewellyn


On 1999/02/14 15:55, Llewellyn posted thus to the K-list:


>
> Regards the comment that " Heaven or bliss would be a boring
> place to spend
> an eternity in, " I Know what you mean; but in that realm of
> consciousness
> time does not move, it is always 'now'; and there is no temporal
> consciousness upon which (and with which) one could contemplate such a
> concept as 'time', for in that mind one is beyond time, memory, and the
> potential to doubt or question anything. And that is the deeper
> meaning of
> the term 'I Know'.
>
> Regards. Dick.
>

I'll try a short response to this - since this comment is one of my
nputs - -

I agree to a point - that realm of consciousness is a fantastic - and time
does lose its meaning - but for me there is only so much of that I can take
before wanting other experiences - one feels connected to it all and it is a
good - but to me it is not the end goal - and other than provide a type of
understanding - what else is there to it -

Time is fluid anyhow and one can be caught in terror and have time stand
still or even being absorbed in thought and have time stand still -

My doubts and questions and pain are precious to me and it helps me to
realize that I wouldn't like being stuck in a state where there were no
questions, no doubts, no challenges, no growth - only "bliss". This
viewpoint is really quite standard I believe and not much of an
understanding - but then I am not sure - some view reincarnation as a way to
achieve transcendence (or 'god' like nature) so I suppose I question -
transcend to what and for what reason - I think that I would rather be a
crow, maybe even a frog or a cat too - and I would probably rather spend a
lifetime as a slave building the pyramids then transcend to a state beyond
time, memory, and the potential to doubt or question or perhaps even to
feel - I might know all but then what - probably want to know less -

So that probably leads to >>we are exactly where we should be - ugh - still
not happy about that -

Peace and balance (hopefully)
Llewellyn

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