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To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/02/03 11:03
Subject: Re: [K-list] Words in A Dream
From: Ahau Akbal


On 1999/02/03 11:03, Ahau Akbal posted thus to the K-list:

Greetin's me Lady Katharine, List Folk,

Katharine:
I suspect the Kundalini is doing some pretty serious housecleaning
in me right now!

Ahau:
Fer sure it be a workin' in ye. The Dreamin' jess be reflectin'
what is happenin' in your consciousness now.

Katharine:
Sherri is in a lot of pain in her knees. She asks me for my help. I
am surprised as I thought none of my family believed in me in this
way. And I state this to them. Sherri says to me, 'I am in so much
pain I am willing to try anything! " So I tell her to get into a
comfortable position and to relax. I then put my hands around her knees
& in my mind I say healing words and apply light over her
knee area with prayer. Some time has past. My Mother is getting
impatient and says "Oh come on you don't really expect us to
believe this is going to be of any help now do you?." I find myself
wondering if I am helping and I ask Sherri if she is feeling anything
changing. She tells me she is feeling some release from the pain
and that she can feel heat from my hands on her knees. This helps
my confidence and I then say to her...

Ahau:
This first part be where you are examinin' ye beliefs and a seein'
how they stand up to each other, (the beliefs you were brought up
with and the ones you are developing)

Katharine:
I am now back with Sherri but everything seems different now
and the dream although I can make out what is happening in it ,
it has become very hazy. In a way that I am not sure how I have
done this I have used the small crystal in such a way that a light
hits the crystal and then the light from the crystal reflects directly
on Sherri , forcing a demon to appear that had been hiding in her.
I knew as I watched this happen that the crystal had force to the
truth to become visible.

Ahau:
It be for sure that we all have these little beggers. I didst watch
a group o' them swimmin' through the crowds at Christmas time
in the Mall. (Not a pretty sight!) The thin' to remember here is
that these little beggars be manifactured by ourselves. They be
jess thought-forms that we have given enough attention to to
take on some appearance o' life. They tend to be interested in
specific areas such as anger, greed, glottony, etc. We didst create
a whole job market ta deal with them...psychologist, therapist, and
the like. But me does digress.... So this part be a showin' ye that
ye work with Light be a exposin' a negative trait that ye has
assumed, and that it be related to the aspect that ye sister does
symbolize.

Katharine:
The Demon is annoyed. I say to it. "Hello my friend , my
enemy!"

Ahau:
This be true... ye has fed it with ye attention fer a bit... a makin'
ye it s friend. Now ye be a tryin' to get rid of it... a makin' ye
its enemy.

Katharine:
Its says, "You will never get rid of me!!!"

Ahau:
Some wishful thinkin' on the part o' the thought-form!

Katharine:
I say , "Oh yea? Guess you haven't noticed the circle in which
I have put you in! " Now in the dream I become aware of a circle around
Sherri that had been placed there by me.

Ahau:
This be the symbol o' ye focus o' attention to the healin'.

Katharine:
The Demon is really angry now. Then without another word I
throw holy water all over the Demon and it screams a sound that
I will never forget and its anger and its voice is booming as it
says as it is disappearing in a melting type of way,

Ahau:
Water be a symbol of the emotional exprience. Holy be the
type o' it. So ye does use ye emotional energies of a Higher
kind to eliminate the lower sort. The anger an' the boomin'
voice probably be a early childhood memory association.

Katharine:
" NEVER AGAIN! NEXT TIME YOU WILL DIE! " With this statement I awake.
I notice strange high pitch sounds around me
three times. I also notice a really strange smell but I am not sure
what it is. I felt the need to say my protection prayers several
times and put light around myself. I will admit that this dream has
me shaken therefore the smell and the sound could be my
imagination getting the better of me but this is the first time I
needed to have lights on again in a long time!

Ahau:
Now me does not know fer sure aboot the smells and such. Me
does know thqt when ye comes back swiftly to ye body from
dreamin' ye can exprerince loud noises and some sensory
distortion. Fer sure it be a activatin' ye fear.

Most o' this dream seems to be ye worin' through some fearful
indoctination aboot certain beliefs. This "demon" now days
would be referred to as a negative thought-form with which you
have held on to fer quite awhile. We be a talkin' aboot ye lower
level makin's and attachmnets. Ye also has a higher end where
ye pretty thought-forms be.

Methinks the K-force simply be a bringin' thin's to ye awareness
fer ye ta decide on what kinda content ye wants in ye energy field.
What ye makes... ye kin unmake....
What ye picks up... ye kin drop again....

This be me tupence on ye dream.... which be a good one!

 ***********Ahau Akbal***********
    God's Grin..and Let the Fun Begin

 

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