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Recieved: 1999/02/02 09:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] Water and snakes
From: Katharine
On 1999/02/02 09:52, Katharine posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Gloria,
> The first dream is you are aware that you are floating in the kunda
> pool which is quite literally the pool of energy kundalini comes out of.
> You are concerned about your safety...fear, but you know that there
> isn't a lot you can do to stop your direct experience with kundalini.
When this dream took place I was not even aware of what the Kundalini was.
I had not even heard the word. However I agree that this dream is
connected with the Kundalini. The snake knew me and was beginning the
process that I had asked for without realiziing what it was that I had
asked for. Hope this makes sense to you. You see in the dream state I
would agree that I was very much aware of what I was entering. It was when
I was awake that I was not aware but perhaps starting to get a hint at the
time this dream arrived but I was logically coming up with other answers at
the time. Well attempting to anyways! This was around the time that I
had begun to actively seek answers to spiritual questions.
> Your house is your vehicle or your body. It is opening up to spiritual
> energies which you now perceive to be water/emotion. While you have men
> around who you could turn to for help, you understand that this is your
> vehicle thus your own position to fix it. You are pointed in the
> direction that you need to go. (I'm leaving the dream on so that you can
> read what I'm speaking of)
I agree that the house represents my body. I had not given a lot of
thought to that part of it when I posted this dream but I have since.
There is something flowing in from the top. I agree that water generally
means emotions. In my physical life I have no men to turn to. Lucky me
:-) I really mean that for the moment. It is very important that I do not
turn to a man for help right now. It is important that I turn to the voice
from within instead and to learn to help myself. However what ever is
flowing in at this point of the dream is feeling really stormy. Something
I am not happy about but I am dealing with it even though there are fears
involved. In my waken state I am not sure what it is that I am dealing
with. Interesting thing about this deam.....the hole never got fixed!
and why did I make a point of making a square instead of a circle?
> You are still relating to it as a threat. This fear and apprehension is
> setting you up. At the end of the dream you do seem to be letting go a
> bit of this. In this next part, I would say you are receiving some panic
> from people around you who don't understand what is happening. Are you
> finding others in your circle concerned?
I know that many on the list are very comfortable with the Kundalini.
Generally now I am too but I have to be honest with all of my thoughts and
one thought that comes to me from time to time is fear of the Kundalini.
The people that are around me in my physical life I cannot even speak to
them about what is going on. No one understands the need I have had to be
left alone. They think I am falling into a deep depression. When I
express any spiritual thought they get really concerned and I know they
think that I have been brainwashed by the last man that I was with. He did
many things to me but this was not one of them. This is the one area that
he helped me out to some extent. However when the Kundalini went into a
rage with me and I had no idea what was happening , neither did he and he
became very frustrated with me and our relationship came to an end. I
cannot blame him as I did put him through a lot of things. The only thing
that has always bothered me is that if he is the enlightened person he
claims to be why did he not understand what was happening and why did he
not have the patience to help me and if he truly had uncondtional love for
me where was it when I needed it the most? I guess I should be grateful he
didn't try to commit me! My friend is very helpful but we never ever speak
about religions and spiritual thoughts as she is very uncomfortable with
that and I will not push my thoughts on another. I often hear others on
the list mention the help they get from their mates and I think that would
be so lovely! at the same time I am fearful of meeting another man in my
life right now because if a man that unconditionally loved me could not
handle what was happening to me how can I expect anyone else to? So you
see I have retreated into private until I get this thing handled.
>
> In the last part of the dream you are letting go and recognizing that
> the bite is not a big deal and while you don't enjoy the symbolism of
> the dream you are more comfortable with the outcome. I would suggest you
> save the dream as a consciousness dream and refer back to it in six
> months to see how you have changed in how you deal with kundalini as
> intelligence and not as a threat. Important dream in your awakening,
> file it with your notes on how you think and feel at this time.
Yes I am becoming a great deal more comfortable with the Kundalini. I will
take your suggestion about saving the dream. I agree that this is a dream
that might be well worth looking up from time to time. I think I will also
save the any replies that go with the message and my replies as I am sure I
will learn a lot from them as well.
Thank you for your responce. In replying to you I realized I am still hung
up in some areas that I thought I had dealt with. Back to the drawing
board! :-)
katharine
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