To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/01/24 23:06
Subject: Re: [K-list] Resting in the Tranquil Peace of I AM
From: Magne Aga
On 1999/01/24 23:06, Magne Aga posted thus to the K-list:
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> > Spiritual awakening isn't something to be taken lightly. Your whole
life
> > could be ripped apart. You may feel like you are completely nuts. You
may
> > become physically ill. You may lose all of your material possessions.
All
> > of your current family and friends may not work for your life
> > anymore.
>
> Yes I have to agree with some of this - my family threw me into a mental
> hospital - why I am not sure - it has been very difficult for me to
> understand or to come to any real peace about this - society tends to be
> harsh to anybody who is significantly different - I chose to leave a
good
> job to live on a farm in a rural area where finding employment is
difficult
> and spent my savings all in the name of finding myself- but it was
> necessary for my spiritual peace of mind - somehow there needs to be a
> balance - My family never really worked for me but I didn't perceive
that
> they worked against me until my K awakening - again somehow I need to
find
> a balance in this - someplace there is a lesson that I must learn, I
must
> try to understand my family even if they do not understand me.
>
< ... >
>
> I agree kundalini tends to force us to delve into ourselves - to
understand
> the I Am as you say.
> But this process must not take on the aspect of a job or a necessity - or
a
> part of an initiation into some group.
Most people, it seems, tends to think about formal organisations and
different degrees within secret societies when hearing the word
*initiation*. But initiation can occur without beeing part of any group, in
fact, without practicing any techniques or methods. In my meaning of the
word, it is the High Self, Atman, the I Am, which is the Initiator. Your
High Self is your real master guru.
> To me visiting the woods or my forest is not escaping from one's vision
of
> birth but invigorating that vision - the forest helps me to be more with
my
> spirit when I am too centered in the mundane activities of living in this
> world and it helps me to realize the importance of being part of everyday
> life when I am too spacey - it helps me to balance - it restores some
> sense of perspective -
>
> So I am heading out the door - for my forest - my few acres of woods is
> just a short walk to the back of my land - and I need to get some
> perspective - and soak up some wisdom from my ancestors.
>
> Peace from upstate central New York.
>
Nature is very important for me too. It has a wealth of meditation objects.
In fact, a large part of my whole register of techniques, has to do with
objects in nature. Nature is a great helper in grounding. And - don't buy
any claims that you are *cracy*. Society tends to press everyone into
subdivisions. And these artificial divisions are maya, *illusoric measure*.
Many people are afraid of the unknown; so they use these tyranny of labels.
They cannot see when crisis are symptoms of a deep Spiritual Evolvment -
not symptoms of illness. The Yaqui Indian Don Juan Matus in Carlos
Castanedas books had an excellent name for it. *Controlled folly* !
On January the 5th and 6th, I managed to get three persons out from mental
hospitals after months of constant pressure against the authorities in
power. On October the 30th, I even became arrested by the Police, they came
home to me and arrested me for the second time, due to my harsh campaigns
against tyrrany, my endless fight for human rights for persons with *mental
disorders*. They had to release me the same evening, when another member of
the underground movement came to the Police station and asked them a few
question they couldn't answer. The authorities tried to imprison me
illegally in order to suppress freedom of speech. I'm in a middle of a war
for human rights, cooperating with an underground movement. And the State
Atterny, the Director of Public Prosecution in Norway and the Minister of
Justice are among those I officially have rebuked as moral whores - with
the risc of loosing my own life. The Police threatened to send me on a
mental hospital and give me an overdose Haldol, a murder in the name of
*health care*, if I continued revealing abuse of power against defenseless,
if I continued my fight against the cruel *compassion*, the psychiatric
control of societies unwanted.
Here I have to disagree with you when saying that *this process must not
take on the aspect of a job or a necessity*. For me it's a moral duty. I
cannot accept the injustice which doesn't befell myself. Even if my life's
at stake, even if my everyday life easily could inspire X-files. There's a
secret war in Norway. Beeing in the middle of a battlefield necessitates to
stay centered in oneself, to balance poles.
To say that the message of Peace, Love and Human Rights cause adverse
reaction from the people in power is more than theory. It wasn't a posting
of hypothethical incidents I gave in the first place when saying that the
Peace of the I Am cause havoc in the mortal consciousness. It's hard facts
with death - murder - as one possible outcome.
Stay centered, Llewellyn.
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