To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/01/11 09:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] very bad nights
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/01/11 09:32, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 03:51 AM 10/01/16 -0000, KITTY BROOKER wrote:
>Hi Everyone,
> About 4 night ago I had something happen to me. It really scared the
shit out of me.
> I fell asleep on the couch and my spirit left my body while I was asleep.
I rose up and saw my body laying there. (It was fun and I haven't done
this in a few years.) I rose up even higher to where I can look down on
the house. As I look around some HUGE BLACK figure came towards me. It
grabbed me and tried to pull me higher. I got scared and as it pulled I
wanted to get back but it didn't want me to go back. It kept trying to
pull me up higher. This huge black thing had no face and was very strong.
Hello, Kitty:
The being you are describing is referred to in Shamanism as the
Portal Guardian of the Dreamtime. It has appeared on cave paintings
worldwide, and I met it first when I was a tiny child.. terrifying, isn't it?
It is a force for your highest good, and your rainbow lights didn't
scare it away. It shows up as utter blackness, because it is the purest
light coming into polarity-space. To teach you to trust that darkness is
love, too.. if you allow it.
It left because you showed by your fear that you are not ready to go to
the places it can take you. Higher. It has no emotions of itself, it simply
mirrored your fear back at you, magnified by it's power. Ask your guardian
Angels to protect you as you sleep, leave them lots of leeway in what they
protect you from.. just ask to be protected from anything that is not in
your highest good. So, if the Guardian shows up, then you'll know it's
really one of the "good guys". If you learn to give it unconditional love,
then you will become it.. it will take you inside of itself.. which is also
terrifying, but persist.. and then it will begin to teach you about All
that Is.
Nancy is right: it is an aspect of your unconscious.. but it is also of
the Collective consciousness. Universal. Make friends with it.
>I hope that everyone will remember not to let fear get the best of them.
Thank you Kathy for helping me and reminding me of how to handle this. I
shouldn't of let fear get the best of me not it did. It also made me
confused and scared to sleep making me weak while it got strong.
>Thanks Kathy for being there and thanks everyone for helping and sending
me the white light. 8)
>
>Love Hugs Peace & Rainbow Light
>Kitty >"<
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