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Recieved: 1999/01/10 18:16
Subject: Re: [K-list] very bad nights
From: Gloria Greco
On 1999/01/10 18:16, Gloria Greco posted thus to the K-list:
KITTY BROOKER wrote:
Gloria Greco shares:
Hi Kitty,
It is interesting how the dark force is used to teach you as well as
test you. The thing is you had forgot to turn within and come from your
higher knowing and as long as you forget this it has to continue to come
to you until you remember. Fear is the natural instinct when you know
something isn't quite right, if you can detach and be aware of what you
are being shown by practicing this ability to separate from the
experience, you will find that your higher knowing grows in leaps and
bounds.
There is a strong teaching here for it to continue to come back to you
as it did. And you saw and felt the energy working with you also in the
day time, right? If you can bring together the night/day experience you
will understand what the dark presence is doing, it will represent
something to you in your day experience as well. The name Luther
represents the dark force freuency of Lucifer, we can argue if dark
forces even exist, but in a certain state of consciousness it does
exist, which in a very real sense is also a teacher in the respect of
bringing you to awareness.
Fear is a frequency and of course the dark energy draws this out of
you, as it happens... and you are aware by witnessing it, then you look
at the object of your fear directly from your interior power source and
it will vanish. Again it will manifest to you in your day and night. As
long as you are caught up in the illusion...which is both thought and
emotion, it will continue to manipulate you both in and out of the body.
Since we live at a time of great change we have the opportunity to
learn to understand the workings of spirit like never before. Life
manifests as frequency, I would take this as a wonderful lesson and
begin to open to it by using it to enter deeper into your soul
communication with God. Fear is the raw emotion of not knowing, faith is
the opposite. Fearlessness comes from breaking the illusion and BECOMING
the light rather then calling the light to you. Self realization is you
knowing who and what you are. Hope this gives you one more way of seeing
the experience.
>
> Hi Everyone,
> About 4 night ago I had something happen to me. It really scared the shit out of me.
> I fell asleep on the couch and my spirit left my body while I was asleep. I rose up and saw my body laying there. (It was fun and I haven't done this in a few years.) I rose up even higher to where I can look down on the house. As I look around some HUGE BLACK figure came towards me. It grabbed me and tried to pull me higher. I got scared and as it pulled I wanted to get back but it didn't want me to go back. It kept trying to pull me up higher. This huge black thing had no face
> On the third night it wouldn't let me go and pulled hard trying to get me higher. I didn't want to go but tried to make me. I could hear myself screaming like hell and trying to grab a hold of anything to stop it form pulling me upwards. The next night (4th) I was scared to sleep.
> This happen 4 nights in a row during my sleep. During the day bad things would happen to me. Each time ether asleep or awake I would get this sick flip-flop feeling in my stomach when anything happened.
> I talked to Kathy tonight about it and she gave me a lot of help. I had let fear get the best of me and was scared shitless to sleep.
> She reminded me on not to let fear take over and how to get over on it and to try to get some answers from it. It would not really speak to me but said its name was Luther. I've never known anyone with that name.
> Kathy also reminded me to let the light protect me but when I used white light it would fade so I only had my rainbow light. As I used my rainbow light it too started to fade but then from all directions came white light. It came from friends from all over in every direction. It got so bright it backed off and stayed in the dark. The light soon took over the whole place till there was no more darkness. 8)
> With using my rainbow light and friends sending white light to me earlier tonight. I believe it is gone. I will know for sure after I get some sleep tonight.
>
> I hope that everyone will remember not to let fear get the best of them. Thank you Kathy for helping me and reminding me of how to handle this. I shouldn't of let fear get the best of me not it did. It also made me confused and scared to sleep making me weak while it got strong.
> Thanks Kathy for being there and thanks everyone for helping and sending me the white light. 8)
>
> Love Hugs Peace & Rainbow Light
> Kitty >"<
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