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Recieved: 1999/01/10 08:09
Subject: [K-list] life review
From: Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.

On 1999/01/10 08:09, Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D. posted thus to the K-list:

One of the more fascinating parts of this process is how, with each
nugget of impurity consumed by k-fire, I watch a kind of life review
scan in my dreams. I believe we're a kind of hologram so with each
change our entire system/history gets reconfigured. The active and
vulnerable part of my system has always been my relationships with men
so I end up having lots of dreams about boyfriends I haven't thought of
in more than 30 years! Does this happen to anybody else?

To be a little clearer: I've known for some time that the troubles I
get into with men are both the barrier and the gateway to God. Like
many, I've tended to make my men into gods and then punished them for
their inevitable failures. The more I clean this up, the more I get to
spend time with God Him/Her/Itself. What a happy arrangement! With my
current dear husband, this ongoing work is more possible than ever
because of his unique qualities and it is more difficult than ever to
wallow in the gook when k systematically brings it up -- being distant
from both my husband and God is hell on earth for me, though it still
happens at times.

Ergo these periodic dreams, one after the next, of all the men in my
life relating to whatever the gook of the week is.

Sorry for the length, my body is really humming this morning! Holly

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