To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/01/10 07:57
Subject: Re: [K-list] very bad nights
From: nancy
On 1999/01/10 07:57, nancy posted thus to the K-list:
KITTY BROOKER wrote:
> She reminded me on not to let fear take over and how to get over on it
> and to try to get some answers from it. It would not really speak to
> me but said its name was Luther. I've never known anyone with that
> name.
> With using my rainbow light and friends sending white light to me
> earlier tonight. I believe it is gone. I will know for sure after I
> get some sleep tonight.
Hi Kitty,
I am blown away by your dream. It sounds so similar to a "dream" I just
had. Here's a snip:
Then I encountered this big, ugly tar creature. He was all black with
only the whites of his eyes showing through. He was big, stinky and
dripping. He told me that the only way out was to make love to him. He
repulsed me. Soon there were little tar creatures nipping on me. I went
with the big tar guy.
[graphic description of love making snipped]
As we ascended in light together, I realized that the tar were my fears.
All that I have feared in life represented area's where I was afraid of
not being loved. Every fear had its root in that. The tar was the place
where all my fears were nourished and could grow. I saw the tar on the
man was a thin layer. It was cracking off to reveal a beautiful man. I
could never envision him before because my perceptions were covered in
tar.
I think the man is your own inner guy, the beloved you represented in
the male. He doesn't need light, you do. It's your projection of fear
(as it was with mine) that cause the buildup of the ugly black layers.
I know Luther isn't gone. He is waiting for you to understand who he is.
Embrace your beloved!
Nancy
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