1998/09/27 02:54
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #686
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 686
Today's Topics:
Re: Re: Re: The out-of-body deal. [ "Evelyn Niedbalec" <log_me_inATnospamhotma ]
Announcementq [ "Kimberly Nixon" <maniacone2uATnospamhotma ]
Related Lists and music [ "William Gant" <foehammer2ATnospamhotmail. ]
Verse IX [ nannuATnospamcombase.com ]
Re: Abt non-positive happenings in K [ "Mary Reynolds" <mytbirdATnospamearthlink. ]
Re: Related Lists and music [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Re: Related Lists and music [ "A Smith" <optimystATnospamivillage.com> ]
Re: Related Lists and music [ YahseyesATnospamaol.com ]
Re:k & sex magnetism [ caroline wilson <myspecial1ATnospamyahoo.c ]
Re:dark man/unconcious mind [ caroline wilson <myspecial1ATnospamyahoo.c ]
Re: Re:k & sex magnetism [ YahseyesATnospamaol.com ]
Re: Re: Surrender key to empowerment [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Re: unsubscibe [ "prem kumar" <prem4ATnospamhotmail.com> ]
OBE [ Anurag Goel <anuragATnospamee.iisc.ernet.i ]
Re: odd [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 13:36:49 PDT
From: "Evelyn Niedbalec" <log_me_inATnospamhotmail.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Re: Re: The out-of-body deal.
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LOL! You make me laugh! Yes, I know what you are talking about. I was
supposed to be trying to arrive at a planned astral meeting at the
Sphinx one time, but there I was jumping around in a street while OOB
letting the cars drive through me and it was like it was the funnest
thing I had ever experienced in my entire existence. I totally forgot
about the astral meeting!
-E
>
>Hmmm, thanks, interesting. You are right on the thing about seeing
objects
>like a stapler in a totally different light. I once had an OBE where I
was in
>very lit tunnel like hallway and I stayed there because I felt such an
>overwhelming love and Joy for the simple state and total emersion of
"being in
>a hallway". Go figure.
>
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Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 14:28:24 PDT
From: "Kimberly Nixon" <maniacone2uATnospamhotmail.com>
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Subject: Announcementq
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Dear List family,
Just a note to let you know about a new list that may be of interest to
some of you. I've started my own aromatherapy list, if you'd be
interested in subscribing go here: http://AromaticLife.listbot.com/
Just fill out the form and wait for your reply authorization.
Kimberly
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Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 15:19:01 PDT
From: "William Gant" <foehammer2ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Related Lists and music
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This may be a dumb question, but are there any other lists similar to
this one on the net?
Also, does music seem to help you meditate? I will be going to the Sound
Shop in a couple of hours and I just wanted to know.
Thanks in advance,
William Gant
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Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 19:13:19 -0500
From: nannuATnospamcombase.com
To: "Kundalini-l" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Verse IX
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THE WAY TO SELF-KNOWLEDGE (V. IX)
It cannot please the Lord at all
If we the sad distinction make
That all within our compound wall
Is genuine, that without it fake.
For He is here and everywhere,
As near to us as others too.
It only will express our fear
If we declare what is not true.
If our religion is the best
Why do we of it loudly shout
As if we want the world to attest,
A view we still regard with doubt.
Religion is, in truth, a route
To be pursued unto the last,
Not for discussion or dispute
Nor ostentatious rite or fast,
But to act on the rules enjoined,
For Man to be a Super-man.
These rules no mortal brain has coined,
But form a part of Heaven's Plan.
To raise humanity above
The passions that bind her to earth,
To fill her more with Truth and Love
And make her of far greater worth.
Neither to seek miraculous gift,
Nor ghostly visits by the dead
Nor e'en a change of fortune swift,
But to be more evolved instead,
More sober, patient, humble, pure,
Thrifty, considerate and wise,
For longer spans of time to endure
With joy to greater heights to rise,
Endued with yet another sense,
Besides the five already there,
Which looks beyond all that is dense,
Blocking our vision everywhere,
And ne'er allows us to perceive
The world to which our souls belong.
The way we can this darkness cleave
Religion has shown all along.
How can we serve the will of God
Or act upon His gracious Plan
If we the crowds around us prod
And their vindictive passions fan
By saying our faith is the best
And theirs not as good as our own,
In us it will create unrest,
In them ire for the bias shown.
Right now the tragedy is that
Faith has forgotten her true role,
And Knowledge having grown too fat
Has hence usurped her office whole.
Two billion hours of selfless work
By healthy grown-ups of the earth
Can wake up mankind, with a jerk,
To a New Order to give birth.
This honest labour should suffice
To o'ercome want, distress and pain,
To rid the world of crime and vice,
Which day by day momentum gain.
This effort, ev'n though less at first,
Should grow in volume, day by day,
And e'en increase the noble thirst
To help the neighbour in some way.
There is no fear the attempt will lead
To greater sloth and idleness,
For "Service" when become a creed,
Shall by its worth the world impress.
Above all, when the time has come,
Or when such is the Will of God,
Excited zealots beat the drum
And masses their approval nod.
This jubilation and furor,
Which mark the revolutions wrought
In Orders congruent no more,
Are featured by the Source of Thought.
No heart should grieve for lack of means,
No eye shed tears for broken health,
To end for good distressful scenes
Should be the noblest use of wealth.
It will free myriads from the grip
Of famine, myriads from disease,
Myriads with arts and crafts equip
To earn their livelihood with ease.
Millions of children who would grow
Deformed, retarded, crippled, blind,
For lack of food again would glow
With health of body and the mind.
The Hindus, Muslims, Christians, Jews,
Buddhists or other noble creeds,
The black, white, brown and yellow hues
Or other pure or mongrel breeds,
Like many-coloured flowers in
A park, the chartn of earth enhance,
And vessels of one God within,
Must live as brothers, laugh and dance.
This happy dream does not come true
As in its progress intervene
Our pride and prejudice, the two
Declared foes of this heavenly scene.
Those who blame nature for our woes,
Our sorrows and destructive wars,
Forget that they are their own foes,
For'tis their pride which Mercy bars.
And those who shudder, when they hear
One talking of the approaching war,
Have no idea the race is near
To total madness, and not far,
If nature does not bar the way
To it with travail, so intense,
That crazy notions, which now sway
Her Great would yield to prudent sense,
And build the milieu which she wants
To put in motion her great plan,
The time, when Heaven these blessings grants
To suit the dignity of man,
Will be the right occasion for
The upward movement of the race,
Which no attempt of man will bar
Until She gains the height by Grace.
In vain the rebels would oppose
The assured completion of this Plan
To get, for it, a heavy dose
Of suffering for a lengthy span
Of time, until the storm subsides
And brutal natures are well tamed,
Mankind again in peace abides
And blasted areas are reclaimed.
Saturday, September 26, 1998
Author: Gopi Krishna/Verse IX
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Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 19:32:11 -0400
From: "Mary Reynolds" <mytbirdATnospamearthlink.net>
To: "Anurag Goel" <anuragATnospamee.iisc.ernet.in>,
"Kundalini Mailing List" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Abt non-positive happenings in K awakening
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Please "unsub me".....I now will not have the time to read all the emails
coming in..as I will be moving soon. So sorry...Thank you...Mary
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 17:03:47 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: "William Gant" <foehammer2ATnospamhotmail.com>
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Related Lists and music
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Yes and yes.. try www.spiritweb.org for others, or www.onelist.com
.... but there's only one K-list..
At 03:19 PM 26/09/98 PDT, William Gant wrote:
>This may be a dumb question, but are there any other lists similar to
>this one on the net?
>
>Also, does music seem to help you meditate?
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 19:54:02 -0700
From: "A Smith" <optimystATnospamivillage.com>
To: "William Gant" <foehammer2ATnospamhotmail.com>,
"Mystress Angelique Serpent" <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Related Lists and music
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My enjoyment of music does form a better air in my meditation so does my fountain and all of my plants on my patio!!! I go with cheltic music and the harmonies and single note at a time type. It vibrates to my chore and allows me to drown out the rest of the sound of my surroundings... I also like indian(native) sounds. Most of the stores now have listening sections and if you can meditate to the monks, chelts, or rock in the middle of walmart imagine in the serenity of your own home. Amanda
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On Sat, 26 Sep 1998 17:03:47 Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>
> Yes and yes.. try www.spiritweb.org for others, or www.onelist.com
> .... but there's only one K-list..
>
>At 03:19 PM 26/09/98 PDT, William Gant wrote:
>>This may be a dumb question, but are there any other lists similar to
>>this one on the net?
>>
>>Also, does music seem to help you meditate?
>
>
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Date: Sun, 27 Sep 1998 00:02:13 EDT
From: YahseyesATnospamaol.com
To: foehammer2ATnospamhotmail.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Related Lists and music
Message-ID: <d92109ed.360db8c5ATnospamaol.com>
I find music and sound very helpful to my meditation. My preferences are
natural sounds like a rainfall in a tropical forest or waves. I don't
particularly enjoy these natural sounds when the tape or cd has music in the
background but everyone is different. Also, if I do get into a singer or type
of music, I've found Enya unbelievable for zoning out. I would very highly
recommend her greatest hits cd, "Paint the Sky with Stars". Hope this helps.
I am sure you will get other messages from the list. I copied this to all to
see if I have any Enya groupies like myself out there.
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 21:22:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: caroline wilson <myspecial1ATnospamyahoo.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re:k & sex magnetism
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Dear kundalini's,
When i experienced first k awakening had quite a sexual period, yes it
seemed like more people were attracted to me and my sex chakra was
right out in front of me but didn't seem to have any control of it, i
didn't know what to do then except have sex a lot- had loads of energy
to burn off too, had that magnet effect Sharron was talking about.
It was not long after i started going out with this guy who was right
into meditation, and thai kwon do and tantric sex -awesome, when we
made love i used to see internal streams of energy dancing, spiralling
up our insides, golden snakes alive.
We reached incredible heights of orgasm.
We broke up a couple of months later for a few reasons
one of them was it was getting boring all he ever wanted to do was
have sex endless hours ahhh!
I still feel unbalanced in my sex chakra - i have some meditation to
do, get the stream of light flowing through.Grounding meditatiions?
I don't feel like i still have that same magnet effect anymore.
i'm probably better for it too, less trouble making.ha!!
love
Caroline
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Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 21:57:10 -0700 (PDT)
From: caroline wilson <myspecial1ATnospamyahoo.com>
To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re:dark man/unconcious mind
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Dear Mystress Angelique,
Mystress wrote:
> You cannot get away from him in your dreams, because the man in your
> dreams is a reflection of your own self.
Yes i see that it is my unconcious (sp?) or shadow self, we have had
quite a few encounters sometimes it is a female, in a dream i threw
her down a huge hole she terrorfied me-several years ago now.
My dream also reminds me of that story Bluebeard in Clara Pinkola's
book "Women who run with the Wolves"
it talks about the 'Dark man' in women's psyche
as the unconcious malevolent force.
Accepting it into my heart will give it a place, and it won't be so
lonely and angry because i have not denied it.It is dark and it is me
and we never want to look at these dark and painful places in us, in
me. i have known about this for a while and sending it love i have
done through many prayers as i go to sleep.
It feels like a coming of age thing like a certain process of
initiation that needs to be addressed - into the acceptance of all of
me.
love bombing away
Caroline
Ps what about the fact that my dark man in my dream was my now
exboyfriend before i knew him? do you think i just unconciosly seeked
him out and chose him? i guess so.
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Date: Sun, 27 Sep 1998 01:39:29 EDT
From: YahseyesATnospamaol.com
To: myspecial1ATnospamyahoo.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Re:k & sex magnetism
Message-ID: <27effba9.360dcf91ATnospamaol.com>
Yes, Hi C!! I had the type of relationship you spoke of with a woman that
went on for 13 years. We broke up (kinda) about 3 years ago mainly because
she went off the deep end. She had to be committed twice. I love her very
much but I have to say I am pretty sure the K is what did her in. We had
unbelievable sex like the kind you described pretty exactly. Toward the 2nd
half of our years together, the lovemaking got weird. Neither of us knew
about K yet and when we discovered it, we really didn't have a teacher, just
books. She started growling during love- making and biting and her nail
scratching became unbearable. She even talked in a much lower like disembodied
demon like voice. I have permanent scars on my back. She scared me.
I wish I would have known more about Goddess then. I may have been able to
prevent it. She started walking around the streets where she lived one night
naked and yelling at strangers until a mail truck driver held her until the
police came. I was out of town. She is still fragile and we are still close
but NO sex anymore and up until last week, we never discussed what she was
thinking at the time she lost it. She did say something I would like to share
with all though and she asked me to pass it to any who may need to hear it,
especially those new to K. She told me just last week that "what she saw she
wasn't ready to see and that maybe people shouldn't look for the answer so bad
because they just might find it. Completely understanding God/dess is
destruction of your self because God/dess cannot be understood."
I used to think this K warning was for sissy's but it is very real. God/dess
lives and needs an outlet. You can't control Goddess."
Re: my most recent K experience with a Tantric teacher whom I discovered a
couple of months ago, I had reached a level so high with her that I saw light
in the shape of a V in Blue, red, and white, entering me from the sky to the
heart chakra and focused on the root of each of us. She had her own V and
where the two met was like white fire. It was amazing. The white light
created a small glowing globe around the meeting location of our two root
chakras and seemed to constantly burst into a more intense shape. We voiced
the appropriate sounds of each chakras from the low gutteral root to the high
piched "E" of the head. As we met at each point in its turn, the sound of our
two voices became like a siren when they vibrated in perfect sympathy at the
climax of the note. Then, at one point, I could see/feel God/dess in out of
us as female/male in me and as male/female in her and the overwhemling joy and
love was so clear that for a split second I could understand how God/dess
creates life through us.
It was quite an experience but fighting to avoid physical climax is still
difficult for me. I didn't lose it but I had this empty feeling for the rest
of the day that I thought was going to drive me nuts. I wonder if anyone
knows how someone normally in a man's body, like me- can control the extreme
empty and deep hole which is felt when the union of the God/dess is complete
and the act is done. Without climax, this gnaws at me for days and to relieve
it myself seems to somehow desecrate the original act that brought it.
Peace
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 23:21:43 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: YahseyesATnospamaol.com
Cc: nancyATnospamwtp.net, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Re: Surrender key to empowerment
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At 03:06 PM 26/09/98 EDT, YahseyesATnospamaol.com wrote:
> I am stating it this way
>because I need to understand the word "surrender" in my words. I know it is
>the right path but intellectually, I can't reconcile it.
>
>I have always felt that surrender is a form of cop out.
Yes.. because you value your ego, and it's pride of achievement. It has
gladly kept you in circles of intellectualizing for years.. that's it's
job. That's the metaphor of circling endlessly over the toilet. The
message: shit, or get off the potty.
You will never reconcile it intellectually, it is not an intellectual
understanding, but a body movement... following instinct.. a leap of faith.
>That just giving up
>something and putting it into "God/ess'" hands was a form of not helping
>yourself handle something. God/ess works in us, as us - how can we give up
>anything to something that is part of us? God/ess receives joy when we
>sacrifice our efforts and their results to her but not our responsibility and
>challeange. Please comment.
Hmmm.. a comment..? How about a story? Stories get past the intellectual.
Very shortly after I found the K-list, but sometime after the aliens
started showing up.. I had the experience of my sense of my self splitting
into an infinity of beings, and was horrified to discover I had no idea
which one of them was me. I realized the conversations that had always been
going on in my head were actually the voices of many beings.. not me.. and
I did not know which voice was mine. I tried to sift thru my memories, and
remember who I was, but it seemed like every second of my life, I had
actually being channeling a different being.. and I realized that I had
never actually made a decision for myself.. I had been led by desires and
and chased by fears always, by the voices of my thoughts.. and I did not
know who any of the voices, thoughts, and memories belonged to. All this
time I thought I had been in control.. I didn't even know who "I" was, let
alone which of the monkeys was in charge of what word.
I spent a very bipolar week, literally having lost my mind.. being unable
to find it again, in the crowd. It seemed to belong to many entities.. too
many to begin to categorize... before finally giving up trying to figure
out who I was, and surrendering to the ecstasy of being All of them at
once.. and beginning to understand my Self's insistence that I AM
nameless, because no one name can hold the infinite.
You see, the very idea that "you" are a limited being that must strive to
get approval, cannot co-exist with the infinite. One of you has to go.. and
it won't be Goddess.. so surrender who you think you are, and open to the
idea of being more than you can intellectually ever possible hope to
comprehend.
Logic cannot comprehend the infinite. Embrace Mystery.
Read Stuart Wilde.."Life is not meant to be a struggle".. when you
surrender to the idea that infinite compassion and limitless manifestation,
dancing outside of space time in a game of infinite probabilites, will
always find a better way to manifest anything than your puny human brain
could ever think of, and give up your ideas to Goddess, THEN you begin to
get carried effortlessly on a tide of synchronicity and grace.
Here is something for your logical mind: faith works. Prayer has been
proven to speed healing, in a double-blind study done in New York. If it
works, than it is logical to use it, eh?
There are two ways to move a mountain: dynamite and bulldozers and much
effort and struggle .. or a mustard seed's worth of faith. Faith is the
coin of Kundalini, and Kundalini is the most powerful force in the
universe.. stronger than bulldozers..(grin)
So, it is a logical strategy to dump logic in favor of faith,
synchronicity. To dump struggle in favor of surrendering your personal
opinions in order to get fresh ideas from Goddess.
Logic is based on supposition, it is not real. Science is another
religion.. scientists believe in things they cannot see, too.. Ever see a
stage hypnotist make people think they are naked? That is your life. All of
the perceptions you insist are logical truth, are filtered thru the
unconscious before you get them.. it is your opinions from the past, which
truly shape your perceptions of the moment. Same with scientists, too..
If you would widen your perceptions, you must surrender your limited
opinions, attitudes and ideas, because they are your Karma. Stop circling
and start flushing.
Of course, faith will also realize the Mountain is perfect right where it
is, and Goddess got it right when She put it there. If you need dynamite to
clear your way enough to take your next step forwards, it is a clue that
you are off your path. It is when you stop striving and surrender, that
Goddess will show you what an excellent ski resort She intended.. amazing
how often I find things, just when I admit I don't know where they are..
then I spot them immediately, right under my nose, or my body takes me
there to get it, without thought. Zen. It is when I surrender what I think
I know, and admit ignorance, that my mind is open to truth.
> I think you agree but I need to understand it
>in my way, to understand how to surrender. I really really want to surrender
>in honor to her if you see what I mean. Love
>
OK, here's a place to begin. Honor Her by honoring your process. Flush the
idea that sweating is bad. You are sweating to cleanse the junk toxins from
your body that the K-fire is stirring up as it breaks your karma up into
digestible bits to be processed. Doing it's job to renovate your body into
a Temple. Thank Goddess. If you look around the list, you'll see quite a
few folks whose cleansing turned into CFS, or any number of toxin-related
illnesses. Quit bitching.
Bless your sweat, and surrender to it's process by blessing the water you
drink. Give it energy, thank Goddess for it, hold it in your hands and
imagine it glowing with light. Thank Goddess for the thirst that makes it
taste good. This changes the energy of the water, your body recognises it
as "you" right away and makes better use of it. Food, likewise.
It is also important to take a good mineral supplement, something natural
like kelp or spirulina algae. Potassium and stuff gets depleted, and that
upsets your internal hydro-electric power system. (punny!) Artificial
supplements are never as complete as Goddess intended, and energy work is
thirsty business.
Date: Sun, 27 Sep 1998 01:13:00 PDT
From: "prem kumar" <prem4ATnospamhotmail.com>
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Date: Sun, 27 Sep 1998 14:52:39 +0530 (IST)
From: Anurag Goel <anuragATnospamee.iisc.ernet.in>
To: Kundalini Mailing List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: OBE
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i just wanted how do people here on the list get an OBE. Is it mainly
when one is going to sleep or in meditation.
love,
anurag
Date: Sun, 27 Sep 1998 02:51:33 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: nancyATnospamwtp.net
Cc: kundalini-1 <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: odd
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At 08:00 AM 26/09/98 -0600, nancy wrote:
>Lucius wrote:
>
>> most warts are caused by an imbalance, disruption, or blockage in out
>> energy patterns.
>
>What are you referring to when you say "out energy patterns?
I think he meant to write "our energy patterns." Karmic issues stuck in
your aura manifest illness.. like "Cosmic energy" talks about.. when you
release the junk, the system fixes.
>
>This sounds very interesting. I also had plantars warts for many years.
>No matter what I did they would always come back. So after a while, I
>didn't worry about them too much. This past January, I decided that I
>was ready to have perfect skin on my feet. I'm not sure what I changed
>(obviously my thoughts), but presto, gone by March.
>
>Nancy
>
Yup, that is how it works. Warts are an easy zap, but essentially all
illness works the same way. There is karmic thought-feeling past memory
junk in the energy body, that is a direction: "place wart here". Or asthma,
or whatever.. So the body does. When you clear the thought-junk, the
direction to make warts disappears, and the body returns to perfect balance
naturally.
You gave up your issues about the warts, then you accepted the idea of
perfect skin, and presto, the warts are gone with the resistance.
I had a plantars wart on my finger, many years ago.. the doctor froze it
off, it grew back. I decided to take matters into my own hands. I did some
self hypnosis to detach myself from the pain, and burned it repeatedly into
a dry white shiny thing on the tip of my steam iron.. alternating with ice,
when the reaction dance of my body got too extreme to keep holding my
finger steady on the metal.
Afterwards, I was in a wonderfully calm, Zen like altered state...
different, deeper than any that I had attained, in my experiments with
mediation and self-hypnosis. It stayed in my memories, but I did not
understand it, until years later, when I was studying the bio mechanics of
BDSM, and read of "going over the top" with endorphin in response to
surrendering to pain, without judging it. A few weeks ago, teaching a
workshop, I had some folks in chronic pain learn to find relief by whacking
the sole of their own foot with a chopstick, to enjoy the light stinging,
and placing clothespins on their arms to stimulate endorphin. They turned
pain into bliss and peace. So can we all.
That wart was a very wise guru.
My friend Freya likes to buy warts off children. She gives them a dollar
and tells them that the warts are now hers, they have sold them and they
don't own them anymore, and the warts vanish within weeks. I ROTFLMAO when
she told me this, partly coz of it's brilliant simplicity, and mostly
because it struck me funny as I could not imagine that there could be a
market for warts. We made jokes about toads being penniless.. figured we
probably couldn't get rich as wart brokers, then I sold her my eczema for a
dollar, and three months later discovered my lifelong annoyance could be
washed away with dandruff shampoo. It's gone. Sold to Goddess Freya for a
loonie. (CDN 1 dollar coin. It has a loon on the back of it. The two dollar
coin does not, so it is called a twonie.)
I have a very absurd idea, but it keeps recurring coz the magic
perfection of it's blissful silliness makes me tingle. I want to become a
wart broker for Goddess.
I want to take out tiny 3 line ads in newspapers like the Enquirer. They
will say: "I will pay cash for your illness!" Send $5. for information,
bill of sale and cash. (Get well novelty item.)
In return for their $5., they will get a shiny shaktizapped coin, like
from the tooth Faerie, and a funny contract/receipt with a business return
envelope for them to fill in with the illness, and sign and return to me,
explaining that I now own the illness having paid them in cash up front,
and consenting to allow my angelic agents remove the merchandise from their
body.. which they will, coz Goddess provides.
I will sell it as a joke.. laughter is healing release.. perhaps even
I'll even make fun of my name and suggest they have gotten the better side
of a bargain with the dark.. getting money for something they wish they
could give away.. Let them laugh.. laughter is recognition of truth, and
their own deep dark unconscious will recognise the serious "sacredness" in
this society of money's power, and ownership contracts.. if they buy the
joke, the miraculous healing comes at no extra charge. Wheee!
presto, no more warts.
Ya know, they have to do all these complicated double-blind studies, to
rule out the placebo effect, in testing new medicines. (surrender) Mebbie
what we really need, is a fun, reliable placebo.
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