1998/09/25 19:10
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #683
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 683
Today's Topics:
Re: Me again [ "Mel August" <bodacia31ATnospamhotmail.com ]
Re: out of body deal - medium to lon [ YahseyesATnospamaol.com ]
Re: Autumn and the Dragon [ YahseyesATnospamaol.com ]
Re: Gurudakshina [ "Harsha (Dr. Harsh K. Luthar)" <hlu ]
Re: Last question [ Anurag Goel <anuragATnospamee.iisc.ernet.i ]
Yuk [ "Paul" <paulwestATnospamstationone.demon.c ]
Re: Hi all, me again ....LONG [ "Hudson Jackson II" <hjackson2ATnospamhotm ]
Re: Last question [ "Hudson Jackson II" <hjackson2ATnospamhotm ]
Verse VIII [ nannuATnospamcombase.com ]
Re: Autumn and the Dragon [ "Mel August" <bodacia31ATnospamhotmail.com ]
AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Cen [ Iris Snorradottir <lotusATnospamvortex.is> ]
Re: Last question [ jwaltersATnospamridgecrest.ca.us ]
Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 12:00:58 PDT
From: "Mel August" <bodacia31ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, GISLENNEATnospamaol.com
Subject: Re: Me again
Message-ID: <19980925190059.3088.qmailATnospamhotmail.com>
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>
>Hi all
>
> I haven't had time to read the letters just yet, but i am writing to
let
>you all know that I ended up in the hospital last night. I had a severe
asthma
>attack again...This time I cried AND made it worse, my throat closed up
on me
>and i thought I was going to die.
> When I got to the hospital all the lights turned off!!!!! The nurses
were
>saying "Oh my God, whats happening here, we do not need this right
now"!! I
>had to laugh at that one!! Then the nurse who was working on me kept
dropping
>all the equipment, I had a total of three treatments, two doses of
steroids
>and now I'm home again on steroids!! They could not find any reason for
the
>asthma, all my tests were normal...except my lungs were inflamed.
> I'm doing better today!! I'm still a little tight but better. I
wanted to
>let you all know so that you would not worry...I saw the floaty things
today,
>this time they were spirialing around like crazy, and they had little
strings,
>I also saw the aura around the trees, does it look like a shadow, but
just
>lighter than a shadow? Like light around it.
> I'll answer all of your letters as I go along, I'm just really tired
but
>kind of wired...with all the meds.
>
> i love you all...gis
>
>
Gis...
During an attack...the most important thing you can do is remain calm.
My son also has asthma...and we do visualization to help him relax.
He also does self relaxation...sort of a chant..."I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok".
Sometimes it also help to calm you if you say (in your head if
necessary...so as not to use air)your name...your name as a power chant.
And touch...touch those people you love...sometimes nothing heals like
physical contact.
I will light candles and send you energy. And as soon as you are feeling
able...find *your* way to release the past..so that you
won't be crushed by it's weight.
Blessings and positve will...
Bodacia
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Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 15:44:45 EDT
From: YahseyesATnospamaol.com
To: morlightATnospammhonline.net, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: out of body deal - medium to long
Message-ID: <7b1ea62b.360bf2adATnospamaol.com>
Yeah, sounds very familiar to my experiences. My very first OBE was when I
was about 8 years old and running about a 106 F temp from Rheumatic fever. Got
last rites and everything. I died I realize now. At that time I had my first
OBE( which I didn't realize until 30 years later) which is much too long and
detailed to go into now, and I returned to my body. From then on and for
years I felt I was different than others in some unexplainable way. I
thought differently, I acted differently and I have this enormous energy that
drives me batty. I am getting near fifty and I exhaust lines ok 19 year olds
in tennis, they can't go on and I don't feel the slightest bit tired. I am
not bragging at all. It is just that I can't get rid of the stupid energy, No
matter how much I exert myself phsically. I then, on a nightly basis, have to
take sleeping medication because this ridicious energy doesn't agree with the
rest of the world regarding the need for sleep.
I had rationalized the OBE experience as a side effect of a high fever
delerium but then I started having more experiences again in my teenage years.
As I looked into it, I found that my OBE detailed memories as a sick child
were classic OBE's. There was no way it could have been something I made up
in my mind as I didn't know anything about OBE's in the 50's. So, yes - they
are very intense.
I wonder if anyone else has experienced the following physical symptoms as
well: I have really high sensitivity to heat. Actually it is more like
sensitive to relative humidity. I perspire like there is no tomorrow at times
whn everyone else is ok. It coincides with summer which is why I tell people
I can't take heat but on days like today for example, it is 72 degrees out but
a very low pressure system outside (hurricane Georges is a few states away but
affecting our weather here in NYC) and I am sweating like a pig. the weird
thing is I tend to mimic the weather. When it is low pressure, I feel
uncomfortably humid in my clothed body, when it rains out, I rain from my
pores, etc. This is really really bad. I had times when I was in situations
where the people I was with offerred to call an ambulence because I was
dripping a puddle on the floor while everyone else was dry. It actually
happened during a freakin job interview, LOL. By the way, I am 5'11' and
weight 175 lbs and work out so it is not due to being out of shape. For
awhile I was convinced I must just be an alien from mars and waiting to be
contacted by the mother ship but then I discovered K and met someone who was a
skilled teacher. She told me I had an extremely high K relative to anyone she
had ever felt before. I wonder if this is true, which would explain my
sweating. Can someone have too much K and without control, has any ever heard
of this weird perspiration problem? Oh, also, I actually had my glands
checked by a plastic surgeon from italy, famous for his work with people who
had inappropriate sweating problems due to physical problems which he
corrected with surgery but he found me perfectly ok in the old edocrine
system area. I also went to a number of shrinks hoping it could be explained
away as a nervous disorder but no such luck!!! I need to figure out how to
control this so I can function as a human being in society. Anyone see any
thing familiar here? Thanks
Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 16:03:56 EDT
From: YahseyesATnospamaol.com
To: bodacia31ATnospamhotmail.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Autumn and the Dragon
Message-ID: <43f0ab0.360bf72cATnospamaol.com>
Hi Bodacia, I am also a practising Wiccan and a solitary that stumbled on to
this list while studying Trantric Yoga. I am glad I am not alone here. In
addition to the heat/perspiration thing I asked about earlier, I too have the
"electric in my body" issue. I am been banned from a certain floor where I
work because I keep crashing the pc's when I touch them. Also, no one wants
to shake hands with me because I shock them. It hurts me and them. When I go
to touch a doorknob, the static is so high it will visibly jump about an inch
from my skin to the metal and has a distinguishable crack sound audible from a
number of feet by others. Any way, if I get anything that helps me in an
individual message that is not confidential, I will forward it to you making
the assumption that if it helped me, it will probably help you. By the way,
I am Aries/Taurus Cusp. My birthyear being a rare year for the April 20 sun
which is usually in Taurus was in Aries. I've been told this is significant
but I am not that into astrology so I am not sure. I hope you will send me
stuff as well if you think it helps. Blessed be
Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 16:58:20 -0700
From: "Harsha (Dr. Harsh K. Luthar)" <hlutharATnospambryant.edu>
To: cosmic energy <sciATnospamnde.vsnl.net.in>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Gurudakshina
Message-ID: <360C2E1A.31C56BCDATnospambryant.edu>
cosmic energy wrote:
> ## Gurudakshina from a student to her Guru ##
>
> Let me introduce you to my 'Guru' first , through his letters to me:
>
> 1...On 8/21/98 : What about kidney bean therapy ? Has anyone ever tried
> it? It can propel you (rocket you!) to higher levels. It is a gas.:-).
>
> 2.On 8/21/98 :Common sense would suggest that one see a health
> practitioner if one is suffering from illness.
>
> 3.On 7/9 /98, : This is too funny cosmic energy.Tricks and gimmicks do
> not constitute spirituality. Perhaps you should read some classic works on
> Yoga or Tantra.I would recommend reading "Talks with Ramana Maharshi",
> along with reflection and meditation after every 5 pages.
>
> On 7/9/1998 :Views on Aura (Part IV) This is too funny. Cosmically
> silly. Perhaps you should take up seious spiritual practices, What is the
> use otherwise of saying all kinds of silly things. Find out Who You Are
> first!
>
> On 10 Sep 1998 : Indeed Ms. Seema. As I suggested to you in an earlier
> post, why not post your information on a web page. Otherwise what is the
> use of adding to the "spiritual circus". "Is there a lack of clowns?"
>
> I fail to understand as what offering I must present to a teacher who used
> most civilized words and sentences to a student who is perhaps less than
> 1/3rd of his age.
Harsha: You say that you accept me as your "Guru" and offer "Gurudakshina". Why
then the bitterness? Being on this list is part of your education, is it not?
And it is free. In life you will get both admiration and criticism. Indifferent
to both, you must find and abide in your own True Self. That Is Wisdom. All
else is passing phenomena and not worth a thought. Again I would suggest you
read some classical works on Yoga and Tantra and in particular the talks with
Ramana Maharshi as you seem to be familiar with His Name (but clearly not His
Teachings).
> Ms. Seema writes to Harsha:
> Thank you Guruji. I will definitely read about Yoga ,Tantra, Ramanna
> Maharishi, etc. I am just a drop in the ocean and still have a long way to
> go. In return to your kindness I am obliged to offer you something in
> return. Destiny has sent me to extend my love to you . Edgar Cayce used to
> forsee the future and therefore we must consider our meeting was not
> coincidence, but was pre-determined.
>
> I will be busy in Mystique India exhibition and also making preparations
> for the college elections and therefore we wilI fix up a date 20th October
> 98, sharp 9 p.m.(IST), for your Kundalini to wake from its hibernation.
Harsha: You have said that you accept me as your Guru and wish to give me
Gurudakshina. Fine. I ask you for this. Read "Talks with Ramana Maharshi" or
select any other book about the teachings of the great Sage of Arunachala.
Read, Reflect and Assimilate. And then work on yourself and wake up to your Own
Self? And do not wait for a particular date in the future. Where is a future
date except in your mind? Now is the best time. If not now then when? If not
here and then where? Be Attentive to the Present. Then Past and Future will
lose their hold on you.
Best wishes to you on your spiritual path. Be at ease and in peace.
Date: Thu, 24 Sep 1998 10:41:53 +0530 (IST)
From: Anurag Goel <anuragATnospamee.iisc.ernet.in>
To: Kat <kcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca>
cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Last question
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Kat When the kundalini rises and is in the second and third chakra. It is
than that the strong sexual desires arise. One has to control them and
divert the energy upwards to other chakras and futher go ahead in the
process of k-awakening.
love,
anurag
Date: 25 Sep 98 22:20:58 +0000
From: "Paul" <paulwestATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Yuk
Message-Id: <OUT-360C174A.MD-1.0.paulwestATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
Hi.
I'm having a really yukky time at the moment. Feelings are starting to
be admitted to, which in the end is good but for the time being is
causing a release of all sorts of nasty crap, as you know.
More than once today already I've spiralled down into sudden
depressions, unthinkable depths in such a short period of time.
Suddenly everything caves in. I have had LOTS of suggestions today
that I am gay, coming subtly from all over the place. It was
unavoidable. Bloody hell, did I not like that. It all came out. I
admitted to it. That was very sad, very unhappy. Couldn't stop the
tears and I couldn't stop the feelings and the images in my head, the
feeling of being dirty and repressed and disallowed. Yuk, that was
really not nice.
Then things started to get better :~)
Bloody hard work this admitting.
--
Paul.
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Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 15:01:38 PDT
From: "Hudson Jackson II" <hjackson2ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: paulwestATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Hi all, me again ....LONG
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>> Say "Goddess, please take this from me. It is a gift for you.
Thankyou
>> very much."
>
>Why would you want to give anyone something like that as a gift?
Paul, I hope that wasn't condescending-like. In any case, here's how
one could see this:
In order for any relationship to be balanced, there's got to be
reciprocation. So, if you want a problem to go away and need help,
you've got to have *something* to give in return. After all, nothing in
life is free, right? There's got to be a sacrifice for success.
Now, what Angelique was saying was this: if you were to give the gifts
of gratitude, faith, trust, and your life (!) to God(dess), then you get
back the help you were asking for in the first place. Get it? Believe
and trust that (s)he will help, let your life be driven by the True
Pilot, and you will indeed fly with much assistance. Want to be the
co-pilot? Cool! You come up with the game plan or goal or vision, and
let the wisdom and work of God(dess) take care of the rest.
As you can see, there is reciprocation here.
I wish I can put this in practice more often myself, as busy and
stressful as I am, but I'm frustrated that I never see results of it,
because of semantics and this "thing" inside me or wherever that seems
intent on stressing theory over application - and I'm quite impatient
already. But I'll leave that to internal affairs and not the list.
I've probably been beaten to the punch on this, since I'm kinda behind
in e-mail, but I've got answer stuff from the oldest item in the basket.
. . sorry if I duplicated an answer. . .
Peace :-)
- Hudson
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Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 15:17:27 PDT
From: "Hudson Jackson II" <hjackson2ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: jwaltersATnospamridgecrest.ca.us
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Last question
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> * Learn to filter / shield your self/chakra/etc. Basicly amounts to
>putting up a shield in front of your chakras (or a filter). This can
>reduce or stop your leakage of energy. This had the double effect of
>reducing your influence on others and at the same time saving you
>from feeling the other person's feelings or attractions.
Again, I'm not attracting anyone because of all of this. Which is good,
because I'm not emotionally ready for anything. Now, I don't think I'm
attracted to anyone at this point either. I'm just not one who's into
that. But the body doesn't care.
Just in case, though, how can I tell how other people feel and what not?
>* Change the type of energy your running. Tap into a cooler
>energy source. This one is just a can of worms - a cooler form of
>energy, earth, can also cause you problems if you try and run more of
>it than your ready for. Of course by the time you
>get to this point you'll have a lot of control anyway.
You'll need to explain this better. What counts as "cooler"?
- Hudson
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Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 18:41:49 -0500
From: nannuATnospamcombase.com
To: "Kundalini-l" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Verse VIII
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THE WAY TO SELF-KNOWLEDGE (V. VIII)
Not e'en a shadow of the thought
Of Victory should cross your mind,
When with the inner changes wrought
The coiled up power starts to unwind.
A hundred portents, omens, signs
Distract the dabbler in the occult,
They cease, when one one'self resigns
To God, if they from fear result.
Inner sensations, lights or sounds
If mild, need not make seekers pause.
But if they least exceed the bounds
And some pain or distraction cause
One must the practice stop to give
A rest to the overtaxed brain,
Until completely cured to live
A life immune from stress and strain.
Nor worship regularly done
Nor meditation nor good deeds
Can in the least enlighten one,
If with them he his ego feeds!
The greatest foe one must subdue
Is ego with a hundred heads.
If one we unto death pursue
Another head its hood spreads.
Let not the thought disturb your mind
Why you the worldy fire subdued,
When later you some comrade find
With more temporal goods endued.
Ambition and true peace do not
Go on together hand in hand,
If one is in a melee caught,
He must push and press firm to stand,
The one aspiring to the crown
Of pure, extended consciousness
Should not be hungry for renown,
But unconcernedly skyward press.
Content with what he has, innured
To heat and cold, of temper sweet,
Serene, of worldly fever cured,
Behaving always as is meet,
The man of God confiding, warm
Forbearing, patient gentle, true
Against those e'en who do him harm
Would ne'er the path of hate pursue.
To rich and poor alike, the same
To one's own and another's creed,
The same when he has won to fame
As he was when unknown, indeed.
No stir of envy e'er disturbs
His e'er contented, generous heart,
Nor coldness shown towards him curbs
The flow of warmth from his part.
Perfection in emotive poise
Is Nature's must to make this rise.
There is no chance for gilt alloys,
But only gold to win this prize.
This ordeal nature has imposed
To guard against the wiles of man,
He would try hard, if not opposed,
To circumvent her gracious plan.
>From ancient times the sphere of faith
Has offered man a tempting field.
Of those who nibbled at the bait
Some harvested a bumper yield.
Not but the imposter and the fraud
But beggar and the ruler, too,
Exploited oft the name of God
Some aim to serve, some trick to do.
The Brahmin, Lama, Mullak Priest
In dark about the real aim
Of their religion, West or East
Only concerned with form and name
Cannot convince, guide or inspire
The flocks that to their faith subscribe,
For, save those baptised by this Fire,
None can the state sublime describe.
This is the sign which they must show
Who have attained the ecstatic state,
The Picture from their lips must flow
In language hard to imitate.
This is the sign which puts the seal
Of confirmation on the words
Of prophets, which none could repeal
Nor alter or rub off with swords.
The world does not know as to how
One can detect the true adept,
Out of those to whom legions bow,
And as their holy guides accept.
None has explained yet in this age
The nature of prophetic gift.
Neither the scientist nor sage
Till now from it the veil could lift.
That is why most religions lost
The prestige they had earlier won,
For Nature e'er exacts a cost
For errors and omissions done
Which stem from man's incurable pride,
In his own judgment and belief,
Forgetting that the world is wide
And he so small, his life so brief.
Those who, above all, their faith extol
Suggest this to their rivals too,
If they insist upon a poll
To know whose noisy claim is true,
It would be hard for fanatics
Oblivious to what other's feel,
When they reject their faith with kicks
To settle the dispute with steel.
The preachers who use rhetoric
Oft with the aim to impress their flock,
Holes in their own scriptures pick,
And at their simple language mock.
Religions are not built to stand
On orators or learned priests,
But on the Chosen of a land
Allowed to share Empyrean Feasts.
It has been an error all along
To keep an army round the clock
To buttress Faith and make it strong,
Like an embattled granite rock.
Forgetting in our selfish zeal
How it would strike the gracious Lord,
if, to make sure that none would steal
His Word, we place round it a guard.
More needed were the strength of mind
And wisdom to act on the word,
The Kingdom it hints at to find,
And then proclaim it to the world.
There was no need to hold by force
The mighty citadel of faith,
But to uncover the august source
>From which the Gospels emanate.
Those eager for the enterprise
Can start without the least delay.
Enough has been said for the wise
To follow cautiously the way.
Friday, September 25, 1998
Author: Gopi Krishna/Verse VIII
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Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 16:29:40 PDT
From: "Mel August" <bodacia31ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, YahseyesATnospamaol.com
Subject: Re: Autumn and the Dragon
Message-ID: <19980925232941.18609.qmailATnospamhotmail.com>
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>
>Hi Bodacia, I am also a practising Wiccan and a solitary that stumbled
on to
>this list while studying Trantric Yoga. I am glad I am not alone here.
In
>addition to the heat/perspiration thing I asked about earlier, I too
have the
>"electric in my body" issue. I am been banned from a certain floor
where I
>work because I keep crashing the pc's when I touch them. Also, no one
wants
>to shake hands with me because I shock them. It hurts me and them.
When I go
>to touch a doorknob, the static is so high it will visibly jump about
an inch
>from my skin to the metal and has a distinguishable crack sound audible
from a
>number of feet by others. Any way, if I get anything that helps me in
an
>individual message that is not confidential, I will forward it to you
making
>the assumption that if it helped me, it will probably help you. By
the way,
>I am Aries/Taurus Cusp. My birthyear being a rare year for the April
20 sun
>which is usually in Taurus was in Aries. I've been told this is
significant
>but I am not that into astrology so I am not sure. I hope you will
send me
>stuff as well if you think it helps. Blessed be
>
Yea...all of this sounds familiar. Though with me the electric thing
comes and goes..but i've also had the electricity fly from my hands.
And I'm more than willing to share whatever bits of wisdom I gain from
this.
On another wierd note...
We had a earthquake today!!! 5.2 in Michigan!!! My son was sent home
early from school because he was running a fever and was upset to his
stomach. So I gave him the usual fever reducer...for some reason knowing
that after he laid down for a bit he would be fine. And I laid down to
listen to this new tape I got in my Autumn wanderings earlier today. And
that feeling of expectation...there is more...but it all feels REALLY
positive.
Gezzzzzzz I love this time of year..you can feel the energy spinning
like one of those mini tornadoes of leaves and dirt. Mother Nature likes
the game of twister...and I can hear her laughing in joy as she dances
in every ray of light...and smiles from every shadow!
Night people!
Blessed be...
Bodacia
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Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 14:48:07 -1000 (HST)
From: Iris Snorradottir <lotusATnospamvortex.is>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
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Hi there,
I'm 22 and last month during an Intensive the Kundalini was awakened in me. It was so incredible but also the most painful experience I've had.
It started with an increase in energy throughout my body on every level, then after about an hour of incredible energy flow and widening of consciousness, the Kundalini woke up quite unexpectedlystarting with a trembling at the base of my spine and then the twirling sensation going up my spine. As it hit the base of my skull I experienced so much pain on both sides of my scull, like someone was crushing it. My head was pulled back and was stuck there as this was going on, it lasted for 20 minutes, then finally the energy was able to flow freely to my head. I was so expanded that I could not move my body, it was like I was paralized from the shoulders down. I was in an incredible state for over 3 hours, I experienced unity and other incredible things, but during the night when I finally got to bed, I couldn't fall asleep, I closed my eyes and my body got really relaxed and I was out of my body, I was pulled to a place where a bunch of people were grieving and hurt and angry, I !
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didn't know what to do but my heart went out to them all, I said in my mind "May you find love, forgiveness and peace in your hearts" then I returned to my body, I ended up crying all night because these waves of sadness and suffering came flowing down into me the whole entire night, the whole thing lasted for about 9 hours. All my chakras were opened and they are still opened and now there is a constant flow of energy in my body now that increases everytime I relax or meditate. I can sense people's energy and vibes and quite often I can hear peoples thoughts. I know so little about this incredible energy
My questions are:
I've been told that it is rare for people my age to experience Kundalini, is that true? If yes, why is that?
What is the purpose of the Kundalini energy?
What is a good practice to get the Kundalini energy under control?
I would apprechiate any info or advice.
Thank you
Iris
Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 18:31:41 +0000
From: jwaltersATnospamridgecrest.ca.us
To: "Hudson Jackson II" <hjackson2ATnospamhotmail.com>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Last question
Message-Id: <199809260137.SAA03609ATnospamridgecrest.ca.us>
Hudson,
>
> > * Learn to filter / shield your self/chakra/etc. Basicly amounts
> > to
> >putting up a shield in front of your chakras (or a filter). This
> >can reduce or stop your leakage of energy. This had the double
> >effect of reducing your influence on others and at the same time
> >saving you from feeling the other person's feelings or attractions.
> >
>
> Again, I'm not attracting anyone because of all of this. Which is
> good, because I'm not emotionally ready for anything. Now, I don't
> think I'm attracted to anyone at this point either. I'm just not
> one who's into that. But the body doesn't care.
>
> Just in case, though, how can I tell how other people feel and what
> not?
What happens with me is when I'm "open" and in someone else's
proximity, the sensation of their emotions at times is so strong that
it's as real as a touch so you would know if it was happening. The
other aspect is at times I'll feel someone else's feeling as though
it was my own. This one is particularly troublesome if your talking
to a woman who's attracted to you. You can mistake the reception of
her feelings for your own and possibly think that your attracted to
her. This has happened to me repeatedly until I figured out what was
going on. This can be particularly troublesome if your already in a
relationship.
> >* Change the type of energy your running. Tap into a cooler
> >energy source. This one is just a can of worms - a cooler form of
> >energy, earth, can also cause you problems if you try and run more of
> >it than your ready for. Of course by the time you
> >get to this point you'll have a lot of control anyway.
>
> You'll need to explain this better. What counts as "cooler"?
Like I said, this is truly a can of worms, and we can really get you
in trouble with this one, so I shouldn't have mentioned it. I'll give
you some alternatives though. Playing with children (wrestling with
my little 5 and 7 year old sons), practicing a martial art like
JuJitsu, Aikido, or some other that involves close physical contact,
contact with animals, working in the garden, swimming, these all
help cool things down.
When I say cool, I mean reduce the intensity of the experience of the
energy flow to tolerable levels, and also to clear your head so you
can think rationally and see things clearly. I used to feel like I
had hot coffee flowing through my veins, or that I had a volcano
going off internally. In fact at times it was so intense it was
painfull.
James
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