1998/09/17 13:22
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #662
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 662
Today's Topics:
The negative Mercedes :) [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Re: We need to define negativity... [ Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamhempseed.co ]
Rain.. [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Re: update [ hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Ba ]
Re: Rain.. [ "Paul" <paulwestATnospamstationone.demon.c ]
Re: to list [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Re: anyone? [ onarresATnospaminreach.com ]
Date: Thu, 17 Sep 1998 12:17:09 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: The negative Mercedes :)
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>From: Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamhempseed.com>
>Subject: The negative Mercedes :)
>
>I was just thinking about the paradigm that drives the designers of the
>good cars...
>so much negative thinking involved. Allow me to illustrate:
Ah, Grasshopper, well you are learning the lessons of wisdom.. what a
good disciple you are.. yet, what a pity that your ego is such that you do
not offer credit where it is due..
>Date: Thu, 19 Feb 1998 21:42:19 +0100
>To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>From: Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamusa.net>>>>
Mystress wrote:
>>>Hmmm... I hardly ever appreciate my German streak, it is usually seeming
>>>too pessimistic.. but to build a Mercedes, first you must think of
>>>everything that could possibly go wrong, and fix it. Then you road test it
>>>with equal pessimism, ..
(Kat, you might find this repost of an earlier essay I wrote to the
list, last year.. to be useful.. )
>Date: Mon, 20 Oct 1997 14:40:32
>From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>To: madammumATnospamptialaska.net
>Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
>Subject: Re: outside
> To Quote Richard Bach at ya
> "If your happiness depends on what someone else does, then I guess you do
>have a problem.."
> That might sound cruel at first, but it really isn't, coz We choose our
>feelings, not another. Blaming another for how you feel is a dead end
>road.. it is not responsible.
> I think of reponse-able.. able to respond.. thought and decision is
>involved.
> ... as opposed to reacting. Re-acting= repeating back the actions seen.
>Acting again the same ineffective way. Monkey see, monkey do..
>
> If someone is beng cruel to me, I can choose from several responses.
> I can feel hurt and react with more hurt.
> I can point out hurtfullness and respond to correct it, try to change
>another.. hopeless.
> I can decide inside myself that they are not meaning to be cruel, and
>perhaps they have PMS or something, and choose to offer them kindness in
>response, and not take their expressions personally.. but rather as a
>measure of their present state. I can even offer to take on more of their
>cranky energy, so they can relaease it and perhaps feel better.. and let
>thier stuff release, flow thru me without catching..
> Like, "you seem really cranky today, what's up with u?" ready to listen..
>
> The choice I make, will be largely dependent on how well I am taking care
>of myself.
> If my energy is good and clear, I have taken the time to ground myself
>and moderate my decisions and responses with spirit.... the negativity of
>another will pass thru me quickly harmlessly without finding snags of like
>energy to bind with.
> If my energy is low, I am out of touch with Spirit and not grounded, the
>negative energy coming at me will spark fire to the negative energy inside
>me, the result is conflagration. will it become firestorm contagious? Will
>it burn down so I can read the truth of it in the ashes?
> You cannot change anybody but yerself.. but within you is the whole
>world. The only way to change the experience of the world that you are
>getting, is to change yourself.
>
> One thing I do sometimes, it to put myself in an excellent mood with
>meditation.. everytime something that might set me off comes up, a message
>comes from within:
> Is this crap more important to me than my happiness and connection to
>Divinity?
> If I decide it isn't, I'll start using my creativity positively, to give
>myself reasons not to take it personally. If I am in a low energy state, I
>will, with equally endless creativity, come up with reasons to feel hurt,
>instead.
> One thing I know about you, Valerian, is that you are very creative.
>
> I tend to be straightforward saggitarian.. we offend by accident alla the
>time.. we expect that folks will understand that we are good natured beings
>that do not seek to harm. I spent years as a hairstylist to learn tact..
>haha ..
>
> I saw my Mom for the first time in years, a few years ago, first thing I
>said spontaneously was "Hi Mom. Where did you get that awful coat?"
> She had made the coat, and was upset.. it was awful, plain as chairman
>mao, and made her look big as a cow,.. but I love my Ma, and was really
>happy to see her.. and I did not understand my spontaneous communication,
>myself.. and was just as upset a few minutes later when she went into her
>usual spiel about me being too thin and too kinky..
>
> my dear younger brother is also saggitarian, and a contractor.
> He saw me for the first time in years, a few years ago, first thing he
>said was "Hiya sis.. hey, you've been putting some lard on, eh?"
>
> Then of course there was my german lover.. what an incredibly tumultous
>time that was!! Oy.. messy .. and I learned so much from him !!! I am
>partly of German descent, thru Mom.. and I finally understood my family and
>myself a whole lot better.
> Goddess kept us bonded closely for the two years battle it took, to get
>us both past his verbally abusive communication style, and it's stress effect
>on my excema and allergies. Near the end of it, a breakthru.. helped by a
>book on verbal abuse defense strategies.. it outlined the whole dynamic.
> It turned out, he had never really understood what the heck I meant by
>verbal abuse.. could not understand why I took his bitching so personally.
>A german woman wouldn't have..
> When I learned to stop reacting, he suddenly could see what I meant! Then
>he could begin to understand how his power to have negative effect, which
>he was secretly proud of, as it made him feel powerful when he was feeling
>weak.. was doing harm, by the feedback effect of hostility on health. It
>was no longer a powerful strategy, when I no longer gave it power over
>emotions, my sense of self.
>
> Germans show love by criticism. It is how they say "I see you, and I care
>about your welfare. I am going to point out all of your problems for you,
>to be sure you don't trip over them. If I did not love you, I would not
>bother to do this. I would stand back smirking and watch you crash. An
>enemy would encourage you to foolishness."
>
> Thus, the Germans build a great Mercedes, everything that could go wrong
>has been taken care of. Uh, they used a similar rationale with the
>holocaust. 8(
> Focusing on "problems" manifests them bigger.
> I still love him so, he taught me something so valuable.. to look past
>the bitching to the love I know is inside, and to speak to that love.. to
>say.. "look again, life is beautiful." Instead of wallowing in agony at the
>arrows I percieved slung in my direction, and having no comfort left to
>offer. Years have passed, and he has grown into such positive energy, now
>he finds impatience with the Canadians who are bitching about their lot..
>LOL!! :)
> He always said: "be happy when it rains.. if you are not happy.. it
>comes rain anyway." Very cute accent, soft, of the wine country..
> The Germans also say to each other, "Be happy you can bitch. A dead man
>is silent." So, if someone is not complaining, they are percieved as dying.
>It is a cause for concern! They are a strong people, they have learned to
>take comfort in harshness.
> Even German Santa Klaus, carries a stick to beat the bad children with..
>I got sooo angry, when I found that out!! Child abuse sanctioned by Santa
>Claus!! Aaaahh!!
> My anger was my own stuff. Yukteswar's cane, and Santa's birch, and my
>stocks and whips.. the loving intent, is the important thing. When I reach
>for trust in love, anger fades.
>
> When Mom gave me her opinions on how I oughta be, I used to be offended
>that she did not think me good enough as I am. I percieved her opinions as
>thorns to my deficiencies as a daughter.
> Now I realize, she gives me these opinions becuase she thinks that that
>is what good Mothers do.. she is doing it to maintain her image of herself
>as a good Mom! As she learned from her german born parents. It really has
>little to do with me, and much more to do with her own guilt feelings that
>she was not a good mom, and so has to keep at it till she gets it right..:)!
> So instead of retorting in kind.. I respond to the underlying message.
> I thank her for her opinions, and tell her I love her but as I am now a
>woman grown, I am going to do and be exactly as I think best for myself.
> I tell her that she did a good job of raising me, and now she has to
>trust to that, and allow me to live my own life. It is working.
>
> So, I guess to answer your question, nothing is transferred.. it is not
>about changing anyone else. Agape is there all along, in every being.. but
>sometimes it takes creativity, to percieve it under the layers of
>fear stuff.
> Your choice, to see it there, in the expressions and beingness of your
>fellow humans, or not. You decide how to percieve your reality.
> Your quote from the boxer said it..
>
> "...still a man she hears what she wants to hear, & disregards the
>rest...lye-la-lye, lye-la-lye-lye-lye-la-lye, lie-la-lie, lie-la-lie lie
>lie la lie lalalalalie!"
>
> So I must wonder.. why are you choosing to hear the negative, and
>disregard the rest? You accept that a cat may be cruel to a mouse, that is
>it's nature.. it is in the nature of humans, too..
>
> The answer is is there, in the song, too..
>
> "In the clearing stands a boxer, and a fighter by his trade, and she
>carries a reminder, of every blow that laid her down or cut him till he
>cried out, in her anger and his pain, "I am leaving, I am leaving", but the
>fighter still remains, do do doo do do do. Hmmm hmm hmmmh mmm .
>
> He remains because he must, if she would continue to define himself as a
>fighter. She feels himself defined by her scars.. we all carry scars, that
>we feel define who we are.. yet who we are is so much more than that!!! The
>scars do not affect the spirit that is having the human experience.
> By holding allegiance to our scars, we stay limited by the bounds of the
>arena where we obtained them. 3d reality. The fighter is blinkered in a 3d
>duality framework. The binary switch is fighter-or-nothing. The scars have
>become the total focus of self.. yet they are truly only incidental to the
>self of All that Is, that can only be discovered, by stepping out of the
>arena boundaries and risking being not.
> You choose to define "friends" as those who pay attention to the scars,
>offering sympathy.
> I define "friendship", as the people who see me, in my limitless Goddess
>potential, the truth of myself beyond the scars that shaped me,
>incidentally in this lifetime.
> Yet, in hearing the song, I see the beauty in the Boxer and her scars,
>and the valiant beauty of each human who keeps fighting needlessly, to
>maintain the precious position in the arena, to maintain the value in the
>scars, weeping over spilled blood.
> This is taking me in mind of a left turn, which will be a separate post.
>Scars are beautiful. They are mementos of human experiences.
> Blessed be! Mystress.
>
>At 21:22 19/10/97 -0800, valerian wrote:
>>somewhere, my deepest impression of *human nature* is akin to the phil
>>ochs version of "...and i'm sure it doesn't interest anybody outside a
>>close circle of friends..."
>>i love god/ess & every part of nature all alone, but seemingly can never
>>trust another human to be predictably kind.
>>how does one transfer *agape* to include other homo sapiens?
>>v
End of repost..
*********************
But, Grasshopper, I can see from the essay I seem to have inspired in you
on the topic, that you truly only see half of the lesson. Yes, a certain
amount of negativity is necessary to anticipate problems....
The real irony, is that applying this negative thinking to your own
reckless driving would forestall the tragic accident I see in your future.
My sympathies lie with your trusting student/passenger, who possibly will
not survive your stunt... and the guy in the other car.. (shrug)As Goddess
Wills.. I myself found the trip to Hades very pleasant, but then I got to
keep my body, after..:)
I was not going to tell you of this vision, coz I figured you would not
listen.. but this Mercedes post tells me you are listening, after all..:)
Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery..(well, next to money.. LOL!)
So thankyou for the compliment, and here is a gift of prophetic
negativity.. in the Mercedes style. Watch out for oncoming cars that cannot
be seen around corners.
The other side if the negativity, is the example of the Wright Bros. They
would never have gotten off the ground, if they had been German. Their
creative inventiveness would have been quashed by the negativity
surrounding them. Germans tend not to be inventors of new technology, but
rather they refine the inventions of others. Kind of like what you have
done with my original Mercedes analogy.
To give due credit, it is my German beloved who taught me this about
Mercedes.. he worked at the Opal car factory for 4 years.. they are a
division of Mercedes.. then he worked for Lufthansa.. before moving to
Canada. That is the original firsthand source of the ideas in your essay, eh?
Thru his German negativity, I learned to overcome vulnerability to verbal
abuse, (a skill which I have been teaching to Dharma...) and from my
creative positive thinking, he managed to leave the square 9-5 life and is
pursuing a creative career as a musician and actor.. a desire that was
present from childhood, that had been quashed beyond hope by his parents
negativity when he lived in Germany.
Realizing that darkness comes bearing gifts of silver linings in it's
hands is one thing.. but learning how to access the silver linings, is
another. Give love to darkness, in order to transmute it into light.
Change the world, by changing yourself.
Recently I privately advised someone in a similar situation to Kat's,
thusly..
> This is the key. The feeling is the fear which drives her
aggressiveness.. since she is sharing it with you, you are empowered to
clear it. Clear it from yourself and it will lift from her, too..
> How to clear stuff: (this was a workshop I did at the gathering..:) I
had written a whole paragraph describing it, which was wittily synopsised
as "how to see them, how to make them go away." LOL!!)
>
> 1)Faith method. Give it to Goddess. Just say "Here Goddess, please take
this from me, it is a gift for You. It's Yours. Thankyou." Goddess
provides. Feel it flowing out your head. (usually.. but sometimes out your
feet, and sometimes burning up in heart chakra alchemy.)
>
> 2)Question method:
> These blockages and issues are essentially, the karma of previous
limiting decisions. Thoughts are things, and all things have consciousness,
so clear the feeling by speaking to it directly and asking it to transmute
into light. Treat blockages as entities.. Thoughts in the body do seem to
take on a life of their own, eh? They need to be re-unified.
> Precede your request with this series of questions directed at the
feeling/blockage/entity/illness/ghost. Do not listen to the answers to the
questions. The answers are simply the chaff of ego, and giving your
attention to it's answers empowers it to wanna stay put...
> Some of the questions are repeated several times, so I'll indicate that
and save typing..
>
> What is your purpose?
>What is the value in holding onto this body?
> What are you?
>What were you before that?
> And before that? (10 x)
>What will you be in the future?
> What will you be after that?
> And after that? (10 x)
> Unconditional love can find a better way. Transmute into light.
>
> I did that one with <...>, and she said it was a classic hypnosis
induction.. her logical mind.. she could not explain tho, my confession
that it was the third time during that telephone conversation that I had
used it to clear her blockages, the first two had been by silent telepathy,
the third time out loud, for demonstration purposes, so she could learn it
herself...:) hee hee..
> The questions disconnect the entity from the present moment, so they
remember they came from light, ("we are the transmitter of thought, not
it's originators"-Itzak Bentov) and they transmute when given permission.
> Since thru the unconscious we are all connected.. that is why you are
sharing her feelings, it works by thought just fine. Think of the column of
light above your head, to show it where to go.. and it will.
> Usually it will have a collection of supporting thoughts and
considerations around it/connected to it, and since these are all now
leaderless, give them all permission to transmute, as well.. this will
clear it from every cell..
> I like to do an extra cleanup, by clearing it throughout the hologram..
Ask for it to be transmuted totally in all dimensions, realities, levels,
reflections, etc.. throughout the entire multidimensional universe of All
that Is, in top-down fashion from point of origin. This causes it to
transmute from it's origin in the past, forward thru time like dominos
falling.
> It's fun. Fun to watch folks change in response to the work of your
thoughts.
Got that one from "Access" lightworking technologies, via Carol Hathor..
they call it "Trilite entity clearing".. I refined it a bit.. it's really
easy to do.
<personal comments of other snipped>
> Welcome to bohddisatva. You have become Ground Crew. You were given the
experience of unity, in order to learn the alchemy of transmuting the Karma
of another.. which by refection, is yours, anyways.. there is only One.
This stuff will be cleared, something else will be cleared another day, in
another person. Good paychecks, Karma wise, for the compassionate work.
Everything given to Goddess returns multiplied blessings. No-place to go
but up.
> The empathy is Goddess saying here is an opportunity to Serve. Tell Her
Thankyou. Also, imagine the spaces where the stuff was, filling with
light.. so there is not room for something else to come in.. Nature abhors
a vacuum, as they say.. and the light will restructure the space... and
spread out into the other places.
There ya go, Danijel.. more ideas to borrow, and pretend to invent. Have
fun at it.. remember there are plenty of audiences besides the K-list...
places where your borrowing will go un-noticed.
Date: Thu, 17 Sep 1998 21:24:24 +0200
From: Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamhempseed.com>
To: "Kat" <kcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca>
Cc: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
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At 14:23 1998.09.17 -0400, Kat wrote:
>>Having that in mind,
>>you can understand why I perceive a lot of "love and light" stuff to be
>>essentially dark.
>
>Nope. lost me. Love and Light is always of the light unless it is being
>said with false words and feeling.
Here is the essence of the matter. Understanding this is the key of all
further understanding.
Black magic means applying your will to do evil.
White magic means applying your will to do good.
Magic as such is negative because it is about applying your will. Most
people here see their goal in becoming white wizards and witches - they
want to become skilled so that they could do good. That slavery is equal to
that of the black wizards and witches, except for the reversed polarity.
Dharma means letting God's will be. You don't form pictures of good and
evil, you don't differentiate them. You just follow your inner nature and
act. Such actions are dharmic, and as such correct. From a limited
perspective such actions can be viewed as positive or negative but they are
_none_. They just are. Positive actions cause positive karma, negative
actions cause negative karma. Non-motivated actions cause no karma and lead
to liberation, in complete identification with dharma and eventually the
attainment of absolute consciousness and being.
>>If you are awake, observing reality and acting in harmony with it, I would
>>call that the right course of action.
>
>I agree.
Such actions can be viewed both as positive and as negative, but those
merits are irrelevant. You do the right thing, you don't care whether it
has flowers all over it. If you limit your actions to "positive" you are
essentially in disharmony and that is negative.
>>Disharmony, even forcing the
>>"positive side" of things, is wrong.
>
>I don't think one forces the postive side unless they are being untruthful
>to themselves.
Go slowly through what I wrote and think about it.
>>Negativity isn't always what it appears to be. Cowardly behavior, avoiding
>>the truth, ignorance, attachment to trivial, those are the things that I
>>see as negative.
>
>Yes this is your preception. We each have certain things that we view as
>negative and it fits into what we view as what we think is the reality.
>What one persons reality is however can be very different from another
>persons reality. Neither reality is wrong. that is where people get so
>hung up! This is where the wars break out!
You are so wrong. BOTH "realities" are _wrong_ because they are not
realities, they are just two version of an illusion. There is just one
reality and it is universal and independent of states of human mind. Every
thoughtform can be judged as good if it is in harmony with that reality,
and judged as bad if it is not. The reality is the measure of thoughtforms,
not the other way around. If you don't create your picture, but let the
reality shine through you, then you are aligned with dharma and your
actions are correct. No action that results from an individual will can be
correct, regardless of its polarity. Individual will creates illusions and
projects them over the reality. You can project positive
thoughtforms/actions or negative, but the right thing is not to project but
to manifest God's will.
>This is where understanding and compassion is needed and beyond all
>else......LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE of other people's views, thoughts and
>feelings.
I have no acceptance of other people's views, thoughts and feelings. I
witness them and act on dharma. Acceptance and rejection both limit. If you
act without acceptance and rejection, your actions are correct.
This is a sensitive issue, please go through it as many times as you need.
>I do not know why so and so goes to war.....but so and so does
>not understand why I do not go. Each person must make their own decision
>based on what they know at the time. To decide someone has made a mistake
>in what they have decided one has made the fatal mistake of judging. None
>of us have the right to judge. Lord knows I am learning that I judge more
>then I thought I did and I am working on correcting this.
Deciding that you need to heal someone and deciding that you need to hurt
someone both require judgments. By dropping the judgments, you drop your
will in the "positive" as well as in the negative direction. Before you
form intent of healing you are forming an image of imperfection. You are
judging. Instead of judging, one should just act, following one's inner
nature. If you don't do that, you will end up in a paradox where you will
need other people's misery in order of showing your positive actions. Hare
Krishna people need "souls conditioned by the qualities of the material
nature" in order to preach the Krishna consciousness. Mother Theresa needed
the lepers in order to show charity.
Frank Herbert wrote something wonderful... in "God-emperor of Dune":
"Only a fool doesn't see that the job of a policeman is the most profitable
job in the world of crime. Police must take care that the criminals prosper
and thrive." (quoted on memory)
This is one of the deepest thoughts on matters of good and evil that I ever
had the honor to read.
>>I have to think about this...
>>What exactly were the negative thoughts that I expressed? I made a
>>diagnosis. If you are unable to make a correct estimate of the situation,
>>because of your fears of it, there is no way that you could do anything
>>useful about it. So far I didn't hear someone responding to my diagnosis
>>with something relevant, I just hear objections about the way the diagnosis
>>sounds. That really sounds encouraging, you can't imagine...
>
>Wish I had saved the orginal message! Oh well I will try to answer this
>correctly.....I seem to recall that you were speaking of how everything
>would fall apart if certain things happened. When one gives thought to
>negetive outcomes it helps to make it that negetive outcome to come about.
>This too is a daily lesson that I have to work on!
Flush that lesson down the drain.
Do not think about any outcome. Drop them altogether. Do not project your
own reality. Instead of that, just act according to reality and everything
will be perfect.
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Date: Thu, 17 Sep 1998 12:35:35 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Rain..
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This morning it was bright and sunny.. now it is raining. It has not
rained in Vancouver for months, we have been having a long dry spell.
This morning when it was bright and sunny, I picked up Itzak Bentov's
brilliant book, "Stalking the wild pendulum", and opened it "randomly" to
read his explanation of how nature spirits are created by the attention of
other living beings.. how we create our "Gods".. and how they are arranged
in hierarchies, culminating in the oneness of the entire universe. It
resonated, as information I have heard before.. and led me to consider how
dried out and yellow my lawn is, and how I am connected to Chacmool, rain
God of the Yucatan.. and to Greenman and All the Fey... and to idly wonder
if this connection could make rain fall..??
Two hours later, it is raining, and I am shaking my head and laughing at
myself for what I have created with my idle wondering thoughts. Thankyou,
Goddess, thankyou Chacmool..:)
It's fun, being enlightened.. LOL!! Wheeeee..!!
I had been wondering before, about an idea that I had had, in August.. a
complex of circumstances that led me to wonder if I would be granted a
siddhi of manifesting vast amounts of fresh water, (thunder rolled for the
first time during the storm, as I typed that line... confirmation.. rolled
again as I typed confirmation Thankyou Goddess..:) ) as a result of my
enlightenment..
I received the gift of a channelling from a friend that seemingly had
answered my query: "Water is symbolic of spiritual clarity.." .. yet,
Goddess provides..
I have played at controlling the weather before, on occasion, but never
has it been so effortless and spectacular. Blessed be!
Date: Thu, 17 Sep 1998 14:40:03 -0500 (CDT)
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.)
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: update
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Thanks for the Avalon excerpt. Now how about the cookie recipe? H.
Date: 17 Sep 98 20:45:47 +0000
From: "Paul" <paulwestATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Rain..
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Hi Mystress,
I've been having an extraordinary absence of wind this year, inside
and out, and the result has been some of the most amazing cloud
formations and skies and sunsets I have ever seen. All this year for
some reason, just seems to be so much stillness. I had wondered...
--
Paul.
IRC: #amiga, Dalnet: #blitz
WWW: http://www.stationone.demon.co.uk
E-M: paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk
Date: Thu, 17 Sep 1998 12:57:23 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: "foster" <mytime2ATnospamemail.msn.com>
Cc: "Kundalini" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: to list
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At 11:06 AM 17/09/98 -0700, foster wrote:
>Dear list,
> I am having very strange actions happening to my body when I give a Reiki
>healing. I and a friend of mine exchange healings once a week. I have to
>give her one first because I tend to get too far into outer/inner space to
>be able to walk and talk competently. She can feel my head pulsating and
>energy releases when she gives me one after I give her a healing. I need a
>healing just to pull me back to the earth and ground me again, not to
>mention to get rid of the excruciating headache and muscle pain!
Energy headaches and such are usually from a closed crown chakra..
imagine the top of your head opening like a flower, and the excess flowing
out upwards back to Goddess, and it will go away. Goddess blessings on your
sacred work.
Date: Thu, 17 Sep 1998 13:06:01 -0700
From: onarresATnospaminreach.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: anyone?
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K list,
Does anyone have any information on the Dali Lama's tour schedule for 1999?
I have been asked to find where he will be in March of next year as it
seems to be urgent matter. Thanks Much love, dor
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