1998/08/28 04:17
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #603
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 603
Today's Topics:
Re: Love, Consciousness, and the Unm [ ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com ]
detaching [ ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com ]
Energy Up...Energy Down [ Denise Lafayette <lafayetteATnospamglobals ]
Re: August? [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Re: detaching (was RE: Emptiness...) [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
Libel [ v <madammumATnospamptialaska.net> ]
Wars On Higher Planes [ v <madammumATnospamptialaska.net> ]
Re: Libel [ F19AshATnospamaol.com ]
Re: celestine prophecy [ F19AshATnospamaol.com ]
kundalini [ Zarko Kecman <icemanATnospaminecco.net> ]
Libel [ Maureen Heffernan <morlightATnospammhonlin ]
Date: Thu, 27 Aug 1998 22:05:26 EDT
From: ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com
To: mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Love, Consciousness, and the Unmanifest
Message-ID: <b2903322.35e61066ATnospamaol.com>>
In a message dated 8/27/98 2:05:04 PM Eastern Daylight Time,
mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com writes:
<< I had to change my thoughts to positive thoughts to
create a positive atmosphere to reseed my circle and reverse it's
direction. In the beginning, this was not easy, because many
negative effects were still powering that negative circle.
Cathy...
Beautiful letter and wonderful sharing. It was a pleasure to read.
I, too, began like that... changing the negative thoughts to the postive with
wonderful results. What a difference a thought makes! But after awhile, I
grew tired of having to remind myself and change my thoughts constantly.
There is a sort of conflict if you think about it, with replacing the negative
with a positive.... It's kinda like seeing two people -- one complaining
constantly and the other saying all the positive cliche's ALL THE TIME back to
her. (it gets old). It's like I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW, WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT THE
HELL UP! (now I was complaining about the optimist!) LOL... Too much
judgements... I knew there must be a better way as I no longer wanted to be
in conflict.
I took to observing my thoughts - just watching them, not judging them. That
worked pretty good - interesting, to say the least.... but I'm basically a
lazy person and I grew tired of that too. I knew there MUST be a better
way...
So where I'm at now is just walking blindly, walking in faith, knowing that
whatever will happen will happen, it'll be what it'll be, knowing that every
person that comes into my life is for our own healing, together. And every
situation is a blessing or a blessing in disguise.
I'm learning now that our present moment creates our future, and that when we
bring the past to our present, then that present moment creates a future like
your past. Knowing this allows me more and more each day to revel in the
moment and allow my future to be a wonderful surprise... not based on my
past... for every situation in my life. Knowing this creates more peaceful
thoughts I've noticed. And when a good panic comes in, the thought of the
present moment automatically comes into view sooner or later, without any help
from me having to change or observe my thoughts.
All of these ways take practice, and I'm still practicing away....
And like you, I am open to higher Truths...
Love,
xxxtg
* Today is the yesterday you worried about tomorrow *
http://members.aol.com/Teeegeee/tgsplace.html
Date: Fri, 28 Aug 1998 00:15:10 EDT
From: ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com
To: KcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: detaching
Message-ID: <987085b6.35e62eceATnospamaol.com>>
In a message dated 8/27/98 9:14:45 PM Eastern Daylight Time,
KcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca writes:
<< I can't say much more simply because finally.......truly I am getting it!!!
>>
LOL! This is wonderful.... now's the time to know that you don't know
anything! Whatever 'it' you just got, if it's bringing you peace, keep it for
now, but STILL KNOW you know nothing...
With an open mind, today's understanding may be tomorrow's better
understanding... (and it just gets better and better...)
You mentioned in your off-list letter to me that someone said it would 'blow
your mind' to open it (or something like that).... what creates the mind-
blowing is being close-minded on the 'truths' (little t) that come in...
being certain that THEY are true. The little t's are ANY TRUTH YOU GET that
brings you out of peace. REMEMBER THIS.
Whatever you learn, if it brings you peace, keep it, but continue to keep your
mind open. No need to do anything.
BUT if any truth/revelation brings you THE LEAST bit out of peace, OPEN YOUR
MIND to further Truths (with a capital T) to come in. Keep opening your mind
till it brings you peace...
Didn't mean to keep repeating myself, but it's worth repeating...
Love,
xxxtg
Date: Fri, 28 Aug 1998 01:12:00 -0400
From: Denise Lafayette <lafayetteATnospamglobalserve.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Energy Up...Energy Down
Message-ID: <35E63C1F.26EBATnospamglobalserve.net>
I just wanted to share with all of you that I have been experiencing
fluctuations with my energy. I am just starting to see the pattern. It
is like a great rush and then what seems to be downtime is in fact just
time to adjust. But I guess I get so used to the rush that when it
settles I feel like I am lacking energy.
Can anyone relate?
I require more meditation time. When I do not take enough time to
meditate I loose sight of my direction, my blessings and I start
thinking about trying to run the show instead of surrendering to the
process.
Peace Love and Light
Den Den
Date: Thu, 27 Aug 1998 21:03:30 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: "Kat" <KcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca>
Cc: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: August?
Message-Id: <3.0.1.32.19980827210330.00d2ad2cATnospammail.fantasycorp.com>
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At 09:09 PM 27/08/98 -0400, Kat wrote:
>Hi All,
>
>Just getting real curious about this subject that keeps coming up. What
>does August have to do with Kundalini? I will be the first to say this has
>been a strange month for me but can this really be all connected to the
>Kundalini Rising?
Oh, Kat, yer a sweetie. Yes it can! Kundalini is Earth energy, and the
more you are "hooked in", the more you will change with the seasons, as She
does. There are times of the year when bandwidth goes bananas and there is
naught to be done, especially at the equinoxes and solstices, the times of
transition.. eclipses... full moon affects you just as it affects the
tides.. you are mostly water, too. We are made of stars and seawater. Blood
is almost exactly like seawater.. except for the iron. August is the
beginning of the harvest, when seeds that have been sown in the past bear
fruit, as the days begin to shorten.
The list right now is going thru a cranky hypersensitive phase.. not just
me.. K-fire brings us Karma to be cleared, and Karma is emotions held from
the past, and opinions. We just happen to be releasing them at each other,
as well giving them up to Goddess directly.
I have been having strange Augusts, as long as I remember.. December is
often odd, also.. the solstices are polarized that say, around June 21 I am
blissed and transcendent, like the sun, and around dec 21 I feel joyous,
but dark and mysterious like the moon reflecting on snow. Like the Northern
lights, shimmering dark rainbow colors flickering.
The more you detach from surface emotional content to get grounded and
feel the earth energy that flows into your feet, the more you will become
aware of the moods of the planet, in the moment. Flowing with the tides..
it is a beautiful sensation, oneness with the Earth. The Mother.
Bright Blessings, M.
Date: Thu, 27 Aug 1998 21:57:28 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: "Kat" <KcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca>
Cc: "Kyira Korrigan - DTI,MF" <kyira_korriganATnospamdynapro.com>,
"kundalini-l" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: detaching (was RE: Emptiness...)
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At 08:34 PM 27/08/98 -0400, Kat wrote:
>Hi Mystress,
><...>.I am having the V8! I thank you
>for what you have shared with me! I read each word and even more
>importantantly it made sense to me! I felt it registering from deep
>inside......I heard a voice saying, 'See silly its not all that hard! It
>really is simple.....isn't it? " Now surrender Damn it!!! LOL!!! Okay I
>get the message! Thanks!!!!!
No, it isn't difficult, once you get the hang of it.. but it is one of
those "riding a bicycle" eureka moments.. some learnings are "felt".. they
are not intellectualized.. coz the intellectualizing is the chatter, in
this case.. so how much of it came from the words, and how much from the
openings of Shakti, the love bombs of attention you have been getting, who
knows? (shrug, laugh) Don't care. Presto yer in Nirvana...
>
>BTW: I have saved you words to me to reread when I wake up tomorrow
Kewl. Pass 'em on to friends, if you want..
and Ms
> dought shows up and says......but but but.
Doubt is just your ego trying to reclaim lost territory. Tell it "thank
you for sharing" like when your old auntie tells you how you need to wear
longer skirts.. then it feels heard and cared for, and you don't get
technicolor zebras in short skirts carrying feminist posters popping up..
no resistance. No attachment.
Shrug. Laugh. Don't care.. thankyou for sharing. Poof it flies out the
top of your head, and vanishes into light.. to be returned as a new
blessing... voice of guidance showing you what's real. Like TeeGee sez..
(She is Wise!!) give everything up to Goddess, it comes back better..Don't
hang onto stuff.
>..... must be a good thing to be
>over tired.......I am truly understanding what I am reading!
I find sleep deprivation to be very useful to break down the boundaries
of ego and let unconscious info come through, when I am wrestling with a
stubborn issue.
It is a common shamanic technique..vision quests. Vision quests were
usually pretty simple.. wander off into the woods when something is really
upsetting you, and wander around for a few days without eating or sleeping
until you start to hallucinate, and the hallucination will be your spirit
guide telling you what you need to know to go sleep. Sleep, then go home
and have lunch. If it was an initiation, you might sit in a cave for a few
days, so they know where to find you, after.. with perhaps a guide to poke
you and keep you awake long enough.. and perhaps some drumming and dancing
and stuff to make you tired to begin with.
If you are actually going to do this tho, be sure to have someone to call
out the searchers if you are gone for more than 3 days.. dying from
exposure and hypothermia whilst lost in hallucinations is probably not the
resolution to the vision quest that is sought. We urban folks don't usually
get the training of the natives of another century, on how to survive
whilst wandering alone in the woods..
Think about it.. folks who are worried have trouble sleeping, which wears
down the ego.. which is the source of fears.. presto the unconscious
springs forth one sleepless night with new insight and poof no more
worries. We are made to naturally fall back into balance.
Blessings, Mystress.
Date: Thu, 27 Aug 1998 21:31:18 -0800
From: v <madammumATnospamptialaska.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Libel
Message-ID: <35E64097.481BATnospamptialaska.net>
I need prayers for the truth to LIGHT...
I've been in a so-called "training program" with this woman in town
here that is being paid for by a government agency, JTPA (Job Training
Partnership Act), & she was supposed to be training me in web design
languages.
Instead she's had me working for her business all summer since June,
doing all the contacts & grunt work & designing all the ads for this
publication. I have received no web training.
It's been insane the whole time; I gave up my schedule at my
part-time PAYING job as graphic artist just to concentrate on this
non-existant web training & this publication which I was supposed to be
paid for.
When it became time to print the publication, she suddenly stopped
returning my phone calls or e-mails and for a week & a half all I did
was wait around to hear back from her after calling every couple hours,
after taking my little girl to day care.
It was because she was printing the publication herself so she could
turn around & NOT pay me (my measly $400.00, which I needed for my rent)
for not completing the publication.
But, she didn't stop there. She turned & made a case against ME
personally with JTPA, slandering my abilities, lying about claims she
said I'd made but did not live up to, claiming that I did not show up
again & again which is why she had to publish this publication without
me finally - how hard she had tried to instill *right livelihood* &
*positive energy* into my incessant negativity & "victim consciousness",
that I did not even have basic artistic ability, or design concepts,
that I forgot everything she needed & made fraudulant claims that she
did not give me a copy of the client ad list (which she never did, after
I asked for it), but that we turned around & found it in my briefcase
(not true), and more, MUCH more, about 10 e-mail pages entitled "Final
Report On Valerie Cooper", & sent to Juneau. They are ALL OF THE ABOVE
bold faced lies, with no basis in reality. The rest of the crap is
either more blatant lies, half truths, twisted truths, & overblown
molehills & is very very vindictive as well as slander.
She makes a case for herself about how she tried to teach me web
design throughout this all, only I was too scattered to learn anything.
She quotes me as saying things that I never said, & basically is
attempting to bilk this humanitarian agency for the $1800.00 for
training me for web design by making a case that I am the most terrible
person in the world, which she has had no impetus to judge me by.
She has gone from zero to ballistic on me upon 3 occasions, & I kept
making excuses for her - she is older, she is in the change of life, she
is in pain, she is on pain killers...and so on. The second time she did
it right in front of a client. After the first time she did it, several
people around town had to convince me to even continue because she went
off ballistically about my computer crashing repeatedly, & how she
always had to stop & tell me how to fix it, & was screaming at me about
things totally beyond my control. She did not ever stop to tell me how
to fix my computer, made a few suggestions once; she has been delusional
all along. But, that was like "kicking a dog when it was already down",
as well as totally inappropriate. After the first time she screamed
delusionally at me I never was anything but "professional" with her. I
arrived, every day ON TIME, & I was cheerful, & I worked hard for her &
I DID the WORK. I never mentioned anything personal again to her.
Unfortunately, she has a 'Master's' in electronic publishing,
GRAPHICS ART GUILD, has run a newspaper out of Nome, has worked for the
state of Alaska in web design, is the Southeast Alaska Democratic
Representative, & some officer in THE YACHT CLUB here.
But she has gone OVERBOARD with slandering me & making fraudulent
claims just to get $1800.00 & rip me off after working for her all
summer.
I had divided my grievances between JTPA & just desiring to get the
training she did not give me, and - "small claims court", just to get my
$400.00. I did not want to involve a humanitarian agency for helping
people get training for employment. To me, the woman is without honor &
is inspired by evil.
Because it was SHE who kept getting sick, not showing up, in too much
pain to be there, spread too thin to even show me how to run her PC, off
to her "high paying clients" to work on their webpages while leaving me
there alone to figure out her systems & scanners... I have been having
to be *totally Tao* with her, just to get along. I guess I made the
mistake of trusting that somehow it would all work out all right
eventually; I could never have even imagined, much less forseen this
'rat's nest' she has made of this whole affair, just to get $1800.00.
I am the one who is supposedly *bi-polar*. I think she thinks she has
the cards stacked against me because of it, claiming I was too
disorganized, too forgetful...ah... the whole schlock is A PILE OF
CRAP!!!
But, deep inside where I pray, & I hold the *truth* dearly, I am my
only comfort, and only because what I know to be *TRUE*, & I have many
witnesses. In other words, there is going to have to be a battle now, &
I KNOW that what I speak if *truth*. I am not vengeful, just wanted my
money & was willing to write it off, except now that she has lied &
blasphemed me in writing to a government agency. Now I cannot fold up &
die like I feel, but have to stand strong in the TRUTH.
This woman is trying to RUIN me for less than 2000 dollars! I am a
"single mom", & I walk softly & live by spiritual precepts, & am an
artist, which she is trying to turn against me! Why is she telling so
many lies about me personally just to cover her ass?
That's pretty dam cagey - accuse someone of "victim consciousness"
while you are victimizing them so if they protest they just prove the
bogus claim...
Anyway, I am combatting some form of grief over it.
Won't *TRUTH* always overcome delusions?
I could really utilize a strong influx of LIGHT...
v
http://www.geocities.com/soho/7982/
Date: Thu, 27 Aug 1998 22:16:00 -0800
From: v <madammumATnospamptialaska.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Wars On Higher Planes
Message-ID: <35E64B0F.7067ATnospamptialaska.net>
Yes, I agree with all the realm of God is Love, & Light, & Happiness
beyond measure. And I do meditate & pray, not just in my closet, but as
I walk down the street, as I encounter people, in my livelihood, & in
just being *aware*. I feel it is imperative that we hold constant
vigilance against distractions & illusions, because I have come through
a battlefield already, & have always eventually been blessed with the
true meanings retrospectively, if not in the moment.
I guess that is why being a *sensitive*, & having that form of
awareness is tested again & again in every direction, to strengthen the
spirit in faith, like unto a girder.
When do we get to the "God's Heavenly Realm" part of it, & can just
rest peacefully surrounded by grace letting 'God's Plan' unfold within
it's natural rhythym? Why - when being so vigilant - do other people
decide to stone & abandon us? It cannot just be "karma" can it? For, if
it were just "karma", there would be some relative *bad* to relate to it
instead of just waiting for yet another window to open to air the
truth...
Does ANYONE out there walk a path where all has become heaven-like?
Where one can just *trust* his/her fellow beings to do *the right
thing*, & all is bliss because they do? Everybody is honest & faithful &
soulful & compassionate & reflects the spirit according to one's deeds?
Is there EVER going to be a place of pure bliss in this lifetime without
removing ones self from society?
I have studied also Ernest Holmes & 'science of mind', & developed
positive thought habits. These just seem to blind me to what other
people are doing while I am projecting positive thoughts & results
making me into a "mark". Well, this is just what has just happened, but
it is not the first time.
WHAT am I doing wrong ??? Am I just kvetching prematurely from
disordered thoughts after being slandered for no apparent reason? I
should just "Let go & let God" again, & feel the sacrificial lamb again
*gladly*, while It(Spirit) works Itself out.
See, I *know* that, intellectually, but just trying to process it is
a very painful experience!
Maybe being Virgo & the analytical becoming befuddled is quite the
struggle?
Are we ALL struggling, or is everyone else walking on clouds #9 &
#10?
Sometimes I am convinced that when sensitive people get to the point
of spiritual dharma & glean some amount of inner strength - like they
are "okay" & strong for awhile with a pure heart, the dark forces fester
& manifest through other people & influence events to attack them &
drive them back down to inefficacy...
v
Date: Fri, 28 Aug 1998 02:47:27 EDT
From: F19AshATnospamaol.com
To: madammumATnospamptialaska.net, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Libel
Message-ID: <4fa214a.35e6527fATnospamaol.com>>
oooooooooooh i am so sorry....seriously, i feel really bad for you....i will
keep you in my thoughts. I know what it is to go thru hard times, but nothing
that bad i dont think. I once thought i was going to be sued and have to fly
2000 miles to attend the court...but thank God that didnt have to happen. but
really, i wouldnt have given up my real job for that person after all the bad
things they did to you. Nothing offending, but its always a benefit to
oneself to try not to be so gullible, no matter what condition the other
person is in. I know that from all the bad relationships ive had. No matter
how much you are nice and sweet and try to be understanding to some
people....they will always probably stab you in the back. I guess some people
are just like that... who knows why. And some people dont even kno that they
are doing it even! What a shame...
Love and light, blessed be!
Emily (M)
Date: Fri, 28 Aug 1998 02:35:06 EDT
From: F19AshATnospamaol.com
To: KcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: celestine prophecy
Message-ID: <bd336d58.35e64f9aATnospamaol.com>>
HELLO! I am on the chapter on something like called ".....mystics" "gifts of
the mystic"? I forget. The book is at work, and I read it when there arent
any customers. Im on page like 120. Just starting the 5th insight. Which
almost confirms my hypothesis that people are gaining a higher form of energy
and insight from studying or expanding on different religions. People are
learning about the energy more-so now then even when the book was written. A
good example is this list even. When did this list originate? What year?
Does anyone know? Im sure it wasnt that long ago because probably most of the
people in here didnt even know what the word "kundalini" meant until recently.
I sure didnt. I "coindidentally" ran into someone in a Christian chat room
that is a kundalini master. He told me about some signs of kundalini
awakening and then i looked up the word in a seach. Somehow i ran into this
list. Yes I have heard of the book the 10th insight. I plan to read it after
this one probably. Isnt there supposed to be a third book too? Im not sure.
Maybe people are not showing knowledge of this energy overall yet, but if you
look carefully, you can see that a lot more people are getting interested in
different religions/beliefs etc. from friends, family, boy/girlfriends, etc.
Plus, it is also expanding in the media. I know this sounds stupid, but I
first got interested in studying Wicca when I watched the movie "The Craft".
And there are a lot of books out there in popular book stores that are
metaphysical. So.....Im sure the "New Age" is spreading...even if the beliefs
actually arent new. Love and light, blessed be
Emily (M)
Date: Fri, 28 Aug 1998 11:01:08 +0200
From: Zarko Kecman <icemanATnospaminecco.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: kundalini
Message-ID: <35E671D3.F4B0EC89ATnospaminecco.net>
English is my second language. Please don't be reproach on my knowledge
of writing.
Ok beautifully people. There is my story.
My name is Zarko Kecman. Born on 06 September, year 1974 . Almost 20
years live in Yugoslavia (Country in South Europe). Now, the place is
still same, but war was break a part my Country.
My first love was computers, and then I start the quest for God and
cosmically questions 'Who am I', meditation or what ever you call
spiritual quest.
Surfing the Internet and BYB sites I was found this conference.
Practicing meditation for close seven year in active way my first
contact with kundalini is on year 1994. I have luck.
You can imagine my happiness when I found this forum.
I wish to tell everyone my story, and others people tell to me his story
but I won't push so hard. For the first time I want to explain one of my
experiences what is not unusually in normal life. I want to se is there
anybody have same, or close enough experience.
I want to se is this only my imagination or is this really experiences.
First I want to tell that this experience is hard to describe even on my
mother language. On English will be most harder.
First time I have this experience is when I have 10 years and is
repeated on next 3 year almost everyday. Sometime I stay in this
experience almost all day. When I enter in this condition (I don't know
how explain in other way) I am in body, but I don't feel my body. It's
something beautifully. It's something strange, something what build fire
in me even now, rising my energy up and up. I see my body, I feel my
body on other way. It's million and million of cube, million and million
of spiral what is around me, in me. I am this thing. You see this maybe
on TV. Million of cube and molecules and spirals intersections each
other. Imagine you are in middle of it. But what is strange you don't
have body. You are those things.
When I touch my fingers I make a cosmic move of this things. When I am
standstill they stay standstill. When I move my mind or even think
something they start to move around and around me. In my head what is
not my head any more but my consciousness is here is sound of million of
insects. This is enough. I can't explain with word so close.
I wrote about this because before six month I have same experience after
meditation but very short time. About 20 seconds.
Second experience is happened in bus from Belgrade (major city of new
Yugoslavia) to my live city before 3 month and it was little afraid me.
First I want to tell that I was know before I enter in bus that this
evening something will happened to me.
I was slept in bus. After some time I was wake up, but I was not really
wake up. I was see people in bus and everything but not with my eyes.
Now I was fell my body but I was in my body and can move trough my body.
There is atomic bomb in me. There is fire in my. Every move (or I think
a move some part of my body) causes atomic energy from all my body in
this part. A move my lips. My God I was think that my lips will explode.
Fast I move my mind to something else. In same time I see people in bus
but this is background. Every my mind about something create this. I
imagine Shiva. Here is it in front of me, every detail. What I ever
imagine there it is pulling behinds bombs of energy. I am afraid to
move my finger or anything because this make fire in this part. I don't
know when this is finish. Seems I was slept again. Even now I don't know
what happened to me. Is there anybody have same filling mail me please.
Maybe this is only my imagination but very real imagination.
Third experiences happened in my home. I have fight with my wife (not
psychically). In one moment (terrace door was opened) I SEE MYSELF going
down in bad condition. I say 'NO'. Something tell me 'Look trough the
door.' There was a tree. There is nothing unusually but there is
something esoteric in air. This esoteric thing kick me like bullet in my
head.
Next 3 day I was mad. There not bad thing. Everything was beautifully.
People around me, my friends was think that I am mad or something like
that, because I was told to everyone who I know, what happened to me. I
was spoken to my parents, my wife, my bestmen, my brother, my good
friends. Found understanding with only one man who practice meditation
about 20 years. He was told me that this is 'kensho'. But even now I
make a 'click' in my head and enter in this condition. And then,
everything is beautifully. But this 'click' demand a lot of energy to
use. It's too simple that I can only smile. I can't even sleep. I won't
sleep. I feel God behind me putting his hand on my shoulder.
I have so different experiences, I can't now wrote here all of these
experiences, like I know that I am not my mind, I am not my body, I am
not ma feeling. Just I AM. But how. How. Theoretically you know this but
in one moment after meditation I lie, and then somehow I KNOW THAT I AM
NOT MY FEELING AND MY MIND. The feeling was gone but I STAY.
Wonderfully.
I Want to share my blood, my flesh, my mind, myself with anyone who
share same way. There is doesn't matter job, life, wife, my child (don't
get me wrong, I love everything and somehow I have understanding for
other people) or anything without quest of yourself. Life without this
quest doesn't have sense.
What you wont to do in this life. After all you will die.
I love all you people. You are beautifully. Just keep searching. Never
end to make questions to yourselves. WE ARE IMMORTALS.
Sincerely yours Zarko Kecman, icemanATnospaminecco.net
P.S. Please don't tell me that I am mad. :)) You won't tell me anything
new. :)))
Date: Fri, 28 Aug 1998 07:06:41 +0000
From: Maureen Heffernan <morlightATnospammhonline.net>
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Libel
Message-ID: <35E65701.25CF817AATnospammhonline.net>
Dear V,
"I could really utilize a strong influx of LIGHT..."
Sending it to you V along with two impressions.
You got a lot of "light" in the way of education.This person has taught
you a "lesson".Try to be the observer and thank them. And seems like you
gave the permission to be used, over and over.Yes, out of the kindness
and understanding of your heart but without setting your lines and
boundaries,gently but firmly,the other WILL take advatage.
The third impression I would prefer to give you privately. It came
through very strong.
You're going to be one tough business lady when this is complete!
More Light to you,
+ Maureen
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