1998/08/04 18:30
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #546
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 546
Today's Topics:
Re: Increased K. Experiences [ Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net> ]
Off topic-Serafim of Sarov [ dcondreaATnospampcnet.pcnet.ro (Blizzard) ]
Everything You Need is Here [ moneymaking101ATnospammailcity.com ]
Re: head explosions [ Marybeth Gottshall <kmgATnospamtaconic.net ]
Dreaming again [ "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com> ]
Krishna's Brother [ Maureen Heffernan <morlightATnospammhonlin ]
eternity [ "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon. ]
Re: head explosions [ DruoutATnospamaol.com ]
"download" to human brain [ Maureen Heffernan <morlightATnospammhonlin ]
Never do your mail when your tired!! [ "Kat" <KcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca> ]
THE AGE OF AQUARIUS, ILLUMINATION (B [ "Magne Aga" <magneagaATnospammonet.no> ]
Age of Aquarius and Current Planetar [ Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net> ]
Date: Mon, 03 Aug 1998 19:06:09 -0600
From: Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Increased K. Experiences
Message-ID: <35C66C91.30CABF01ATnospamibm.net>
Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> August is usually intense for me, and I have been feeling some
> interesting energy building, and some troubled stories on the list tell me
> it is so for others, as well. At this place August is nice.. I have had
> some pretty awful ones tho, in past times.
Interesting. The only consistent astrological phenomena that occurs in August is
that half of the month the Sun is in Cancer (ruled by the Moon) and the other
half the Sun is in Leo (ruled by the Sun). That is according to the sidereal
zodiac. So, it certainly makes sense what you're saying.
> Surrender to it more deeply and it will manifest as a physical motion.
> You are feeling your energy body doing Kriyas that your physical body isn't
> following along with.
Of course. As a guy, I am used to leading the dance partner. ;-)Guess I'll have
to try it the other way around.
Thanks,
- Ron
Date: Tue, 04 Aug 1998 05:16:54
From: dcondreaATnospampcnet.pcnet.ro (Blizzard)
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Off topic-Serafim of Sarov
Message-ID: <153ATnospamdcondrea.pcnet.ro>
Hi,
I'm looking any information about Serafim of Sarov
(books[publishing house], web, etc) and especialy his prophesies.
For those who don't know who was him: a Russian Christian mystic and
Saint.
I will be greatful for any info you have about,
Yours,
Codrin
Date: Tue, 4 Aug 1998 01:23:43
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Date: Tue, 4 Aug 98 06:54:49 -0500
From: Marybeth Gottshall <kmgATnospamtaconic.net>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: head explosions
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I said on 8/1 (re. head explosions):
>I have never had this experience, but it immediately brought to mind a
>passage that I had read recently in "Brahmanada: Sound, Mantra and Power"
>by Shri Dayanyogi Madhusudandasji. He talks about terrifying explosions
>in his head, followed by the perception of circles of light, followed by
>a state of deep meditation, and says that this went on for fifteen days.
>After a doctor told him that there was nothing wrong with him, he
>received an answer from within that this was the piercing of the chakras.
>For myself, apart from the first blast of Kundalini energy that I felt a
>little over a year ago, it has come on more like a knocking at the door, and a
>very gradual ascent of pulsing and or vibrating or churning energy.
On further memory jogging, I did have an experience a few times of waking
up to what I had perceived as a door slamming shut very loudly. Once I
thought someone had broken into my house. A couple of other times, it
seemed that I had been in a somewhat dream-like state, having information
and instructions "downloaded" into my consciousness, sometimes being read
from an illuminated manuscript, and as I awakened, I again heard the door
slamming shut loudly. When I was fully awake, I remembered none of the
information that I had received, only that it had happened. I took this
to mean that this was not information that was intended for waking
consciousness, but for the Higher Self.
Possibly the door slamming could have been the same as the explosions?
There was a strong feeling of internal pressure being released at the
time. Anyone else experience this in this way? Perhaps the associations
with a door being knocked on and a door slamming are significant?
Marybeth
Date: Tue, 4 Aug 1998 13:12:26 -0400
From: "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com>
To: "Kundalini" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Dreaming again
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Hello,
I dreamt I was in conversation with a man, whom I found living on a
mountain ledge. He told me it takes 1 year of contemplation to
realize one is God. My feeling is this man was Sri Krishna. He
walked away and started down the mountain. I was left wondering how
I would sustain myself for a year on that ledge, while contemplating
God. When I awoke I felt as though I had been in conversation all
night with Krishna, receiving his lessons.
****************
I have been re-reading the Bhagavad-Gita. In it, Sri Krishna says:
When goodness grows weak,
When evil increases,
I make myself a body.
In every age I come back
To deliver the holy,
To destroy the sin of the sinner,
To establish righteousness.
He who knows the nature
Of my task and my holy birth
Is not reborn
When he leaves this body:
He comes to me.
******************
I remember studying the Bhagavad-Gita intensely in my last life. It
was the inspiration for the life-style of moderation that I lived and
the reason I began to meditate.
God does seem to send his messenger in every age.
Peace,
Cathy
Date: Tue, 04 Aug 1998 13:34:15 +0000
From: Maureen Heffernan <morlightATnospammhonline.net>
To: kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: Krishna's Brother
Message-ID: <35C70DD7.6B69ED47ATnospammhonline.net>
I could hear His Footsteps on the mountain.
The Power.
He draws closer.
And I thought my heart would break for Joy!
He draws closer.
He and His . . . draw closer.
More Light,
+ Maureen
Date: 4 Aug 98 19:37:28 +0000
From: "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: eternity
Message-Id: <OUT-35C762F8.MD-1.0.paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
hi.
What is it that you hear or see a name and you know that you always
knew you would know it? What is it that you see a person and you knew
that you always knew you would be seeing them? What is it that for all
your life you always knew the people and the names that are before you
and always knew they would be in your life and they always were? What
is it that you always had the things you have and always knew that you
would have them and never stopped having them? What is it that all
things have always been and always will be in your life? And yet,
their forms and colours and shapes alter but not noticed as to be
insignificant in that all things are one thing? What is the colour of
the man who yesterday was a women and last week was a boy and yet was
always known and you always knew it would be known and it always will
be? What is it that all things seen never before have history
outliving all familiarity, and yet you know those things and always
have and always knew you would?
--
Paul.
IRC: #amiga, Dalnet: #blitz
WWW: http://www.stationone.demon.co.uk
E-M: paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk
Date: Tue, 4 Aug 1998 17:12:56 EDT
From: DruoutATnospamaol.com
To: kmgATnospamtaconic.net, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: head explosions
Message-ID: <aeae0771.35c77959ATnospamaol.com>
In a message dated 98-08-04 07:00:36 EDT, kmgATnospamtaconic.net writes:
<< having information
and instructions "downloaded" into my consciousness, sometimes being read
from an illuminated manuscript, >>
Dear Marybeth,
I had a similar experience in January '97 four months after it all started for
me. My notes say "Last night felt like a computer...that my brain was
downloading information from my body...click click click. Must have been
rushing all night long..."
I know others on the list have had this experience too. I wonder how these
experiences were "translated" before the computer age!!--maybe through your
marvellous illuminated manuscript!
Love, Hillary
Date: Tue, 04 Aug 1998 19:34:54 +0000
From: Maureen Heffernan <morlightATnospammhonline.net>
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: "download" to human brain
Message-ID: <35C7625E.E70F70D4ATnospammhonline.net>
Hi,
Interesting.
Around last year I had something similar. Remember when they used to jam
the news into one minute and tell people to tape it on their v c r and
then they could replay it at slow speed? That's the way I remember
getting the information, the symbols. I drew some of the symbols but I
haven't been about to find them. . .yet. I would say it was a blast of
about 20 pages of information and 70 symbols. No illuminated manuscript
but the symbols were pulsating in electrified colors.
More Light,
+ Maureen
Date: Tue, 4 Aug 1998 20:29:08 -0400
From: "Kat" <KcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Never do your mail when your tired!!!
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Hi All,
I don't know how I did it but somehow I deleted my to do file which means
any mail that I was going to answer now or tomorrow has been deleted. If
anyone was waiting for a response from me please send me if you can your
last message to me and I promise to get back to you right away. Thanks! I
tryed to figure out a way to undelete it but I was not sure where I sent it
to! :-)
Ron: Now that I am back and my computer is working, could you resend me my
chart? I will be saving it to a disk as soon as I get it in case of further
computer problems.
In L&L & Understanding,
Katharine
Date: Wed, 5 Aug 1998 02:38:32 +0200
From: "Magne Aga" <magneagaATnospammonet.no>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: THE AGE OF AQUARIUS, ILLUMINATION (BODHI), AND THE MANAS CHAKRA
Message-Id: <199808050141.CAA17268ATnospamumbukta.monet.no>
In my last postings, I mentioned attacks of migraine. They haven't stopped.
On
July 13th, 14th, 15th, 18th, 21th, 25th, 27th, 29th, 30th, and August the
1st, 2nd and 4th I have had attacks sometimes twice a day. Before that I
had three attacks in June 11th,14th and 25nd, one attack on January 28th,
and before that on July 2nd 1996 and April 26th and Oct 23rd 1993.
I have tried to examine my soul in order to understand what's going on. I
would say again that there's nothing to be alarmed of. Everything is
away-passing events, no matter how critical they may seem when going
through them. Anything I experience is intence, anyway - it seems.
If people knew - when committing suicide in despair for example - HOW NEAR
they are the light of the tunnel, what marvelous breakthrough lies an inch
in front of them, they wouldn't do so. When everything look darkest,
believe me - the redeeming Light is just around the corner.
OUR PRESENT TIME IS A TRANSITION PERIOD BETWEEN THE PISCEAN AGE AND THE AGE
OF AQUARIUS
I wouln't call my problems severe, however. I was just presenting some
wisdom from my life, a treasure of an attitude and character trait valuable
in the time period of NOW. We are in the last few years of a process which
have taken 26000 years to accomplish; to some extent we are even closing a
26 million year old cycle within 4 or 5 years or so. We are in the most
climatic point in Earth's history. We are soon ending a transition period
between the Piscean and the Aquarian Age. And the traumas we experience
during these atunement to a higher frequency vibration, is nothing compared
to the Glorious Age of Spirituality just in store of us.
In 1974, Earth were 55 % 3rd dimensionally / 45 % 4th dimensionally
operating. Through gradual step since then, we Now know that it would be
only 33 % 3rd dimensionaly / 67 % 4th dimensionally operating within 4-5
years.
Compare these figures showing the dramatic speeding up of karma, the
speeding up of the time intervals between cause and effect, with the facts
that it would take 990 years to diminish the rest 33 % of the 3rd dimension
frequency to 0 %. Never before in Earth's history, and in no later periods,
will the dramatic changeover, the pain of childbirth, be so hard. The
biblical statement of *the time beeing shortened for the elects sake*,
refers to the fact that karma - reaping what one sows - has been speeded up
more than any other time in Earth's history. Rejoice by these. For those
incarnated NOW are admidst their greatest opportunity to evolvespiritually.
Capture the moment NOW !
The astral realms, the gateway between our physical and our light body,
during death and reincarnation, is getting thinner. They are about to be
partially abolished. In Spring 1988, it became impossible to incarnate from
the two lower astral realms anymore. The beeings gravitating to those two
realms are responsible for wars, violence, crime, sexual promiscuity and
aberrations, the struggle for power over others, and dependency on drugs
and alcaholism. They are lower than the ordinary, unawakened human beeings
in evolution. In the next two astral planes we find beeings similar to the
unawakened, unenlightened human beeings. They contain "wishes for material
things" and "the self-feeling / self-esteem of our lower ego" (position in
society etc) respectivly. Within 4-5 years, it would be impossible to
incarnate from even these two realms. Only those gravitating to the
spiritual qualities of the 5th, 6th and 7th astral realms will remain. So
the biblical prophecy about *two on the roof and two in the fields, one to
be taken and one to be left, and pity the woman in childbirth*, refers to
the inability to retain the physical body upon Earth and to the confusion
when the 7th Veil of maya, the last veil of Isis between dimensions is
torned within a few years. It's a battle within each and everyone of us. A
battle within our soul. The choice between Exile or Paradise.
And thanks for your sympathy, Gonzales del Valle. The Age of Aquarius -
"And when the moon is in the 7th house, and Jupiter alligns with Mars, then
Peace will guide the Planets and Love will stir the Stars" - as the song
goes, I would not specify exactly. It depends on the work of the critical
mass of light workers around the globe, in all sectors and countries, and
mankinds free-will choices. Since it's the incoming age of Initiation for
the masses these time, not for the few in esoteric groups, our transition
period is experimental. No exact times ahead can be given.
UNDERSTANDING - ILLUMINATION (BUDDHI REVISITED)
In our head exists a labyrinth. Not a physical labyrinth, but a labyrinth
composed of Chi. In these labyrint, we think, and think and think ....
Thoughts never seem to stop. The never-ending thinking process is samsara.
It's the wheel of misery. We have to distinguish, however, between thoughts
carried out systematically and rationally in order to study a science,
building an airplane, planning our everyday things - and thougths without
any meaning at all.
In our everyday life, "concentration" denotes a value. But there are times
when concentration becomes a trap, that is, when we concentrate
unvoluntary, plagued by depressions, anxiety, in the wheel of thinking and
thinking ... Some psychiatrists have depicted anxiety as a labyrinth, where
our thougths goes forwards and backwards, left to rigth, without finding
any way out. And what glimpse of intuition ! There ARE a labyrinth of Chi
in our head, the labyrint of thinking ...
Many mystics talk about the *origin of the thoughts*. Maharishi do so in
TM. But I here is another simple meditations for reaching these center of
calmness.
Focus on the back of the left hemisphere of your brain. Let the
contemplation and the thinking process move just inside your scull
forwards. When it meets the frontal lap, it continues just inside your
scull on the right hemisphere to the back of your brain. This is a journey
from distractedness to calm centeredness and Unity. THE TOIL OF SAMSARA
REMOVED IN REACHING THE CALM CENTEREDNESS, THE UNITY BETWEEN TWO POLES -
MALE / FEMALE, YIN / YANG.
The intention to center is repeated again and again, and the mind finds a
subtler circle to run upon. Within each layer of the labyrinth, another
layer exists within the scull. The process of thinking go to subtler and
subtler planes, till "thinking" is surpassed, and the calm center is
reached. The 6 "layers" represents the 6 "blades" of these chakra in the
back of our head.
Then the circle turns into an inward seeking spiral, the 7th, a spiral
turning and reversing in the struggle between outward-going and
inward-going mind. Eventually, the inwards going process wins out - and we
reach Silence. We attain the reconciliation of opposite poles by
coordinating the inwards going mind with physical inhalation, and the
outwards going mind with physical exhalation - until suspension of
breathing and stillness is reached, symbolized by a silent sea of water
without ripples.
These silent water, these mirror reflecting everything in it, is what
Buddhism preached when stating that we should *cleanse the mirror*. And
from these point we reach Illumination (Bodhi).
The center of the 6-bladed Manas Chakra is surrounded by a mirror of silent
waters without ripples. And the 6 blades represents our 5 physical senses:
Sight, hearing, taste, smell, feeling and Manas (the thinking) as the 6th.
If you have any problems with any of these senses, or needs clarity,
illumination and understanding of a subject - focus on these spesific sense
or understanding from the centered point. And in these crystall mirror,
visualize Cream Yellow, the colour of gentleness, combined with Pale orange
as a complementary determination of devotion. Let these delicate shades,
from cream yellow to pale orange, play freely and unrestricted as
fluctuating as our mind on the silent, mirroring sea.
The 4th Initiation, that of Decrystallization and Crystallization, reveals
two other meanings to me. The crystallization of why on Earth (helping the
diseased as channeled through N.Aazuur on April the 17th), corresponds with
these plasmic materialisations experienced. But to crystallize also means
to ground the energy, the massive energy bomb from above, while old
patterns are beeing splintered into ten thousand pieces. The 4th Flame of
Decrystallization / Crystallization, deals with these illumination aspect
of understanding why on Earth. We find it in the language in that something
is *crystal clear* for you. Clairsentent understanding in a single NOW. The
illuminating Eureka of understanding immediately without beeing able to
explain it in wordly terms.
Since the first half of last month, I managed to break the energy through a
Chi blockage in my knees. The problems with the descending energy of
circulation have been solved by a bitter-sweet process of drilling the
channels to the points beneath my feets.
In the middle of last month, I eventually managed that. During meditation,
I felt pain beneath my feets. It was almost like someone was pressing
something hard through. Then I became sore and very tender beneath my
feets. I began to visit a zone therapists in order to try to heal the
migraine.
Then similar symptoms arose within both palms of my hands. It reminds me on
stigmata, mentioned in literature.
And, while visiting these zone therapist, working beneath my feets - how
funny it is to contemplate over the meaning of the very word
"under-stand" !
And the typical symptoms of the awakening of manas chakra - grouping around
in a mental fog, disoriented, and confused, or strange symptoms in our 5
senses - is a signal to practice the meditation for illumination.
Here I have to close, yet another meditation of reconciliation of opposite
poles, from the composed Kriya Yoga, revealed and undisclosed.
+ + +
Blessings from Norway
Date: Tue, 04 Aug 1998 19:29:39 -0600
From: Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Age of Aquarius and Current Planetary Phenomena
Message-ID: <35C7C392.232DDB9FATnospamibm.net>
I recognizing that there is a difference of opinion with respect to the
ayanamsha, or precessional difference between the tropical and sidereal
zodiacs. Nevertheless, no matter which opinion one uses (Lahiri or ?),
the Age of Aquarius will not be upon us for quite some time - no matter
how much we would wish it to be otherwise.
I do realize that people are feeling a change stirring, and such people
are quite right, but this is due to the following (using the sidereal
zodiac):
1) Saturn entered the 1st sign of the zodiac (Aries) earlier this year,
setting up a new 29 year cycle of events.
2) Using the U.S. chart whose birthdata I have rectified, we just
entered a 20 year cycle ruled by Venus. This will bring in a new focus
on environment, psychic and intuitive development, greater attunement
with nature, and a greater recognized role for the feminine element in
spiritual teachings.
3) Between April-June 2000, transit Jupiter and Saturn will link up in
Aries and move together into Taurus. Saturn represents death and Jupiter
represents the "guru" and spiritual teachings. I interpret this unique
event as indicating the death of an old way of seeing things and the
birth of a new spiritual emergence. I also interpret the planetary
periods and transits to mean that this spiritual emergence will come
after a period of suffering over the next couple of years.
More relevant to the topic of this list, I also believe that those who
are already prone to K. rising will experience it even more profoundly
as opposing energies of Saturn and Jupiter meet within Aries. This
transit conjunction occurs at a time when they will both be under
transit aspect of the S. node from Capricorn. The S. node produces
spiritual experiences and phenomena. Those who have read my research
results will find even greater relevance to the aspect of the S. node
against planets in Aries.
- Ron
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