1998/07/19 20:44
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #524
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 524
Today's Topics:
Re: (no subject)*street sense* [ Dan Margolis <margolisATnospamtransbay.net ]
Re: Please read and respond [ matrixATnospamroyaume.com ]
third eye,the eye of judgement. [ matrixATnospamroyaume.com ]
Re: Please read and respond [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ]
hi [ matrixATnospamroyaume.com ]
Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 14:59:26 -0700
From: Dan Margolis <margolisATnospamtransbay.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: (no subject)*street sense*
Message-ID: <35B26C3E.D62008B2ATnospamtransbay.net>
> >Wonder what the opinion of others is on the general subject: do you
> >trust in Allah but tie up the camel? In this case, does common sense
> >prevail and you take precautions to defend yourself from possibility of
> >attack? Or does metaphysical theory prevail, and you avoid even the
> >thought of being attacked for fear of creating that condition in the
> >world i.e., fear that your negative thoughts will attract negativity to
> >you?
I would use the Tibetan Buddhist view of karma to examine this question. In
Tibetan scripture thought leads to karmic impact which leads to suffering. So
in this sense one should avoid the negative thoughts, the fear/aversion and
attachment which will create negative events in your future or future lives.
However, since your in the midst of surviving the karma you've created in your
past lives it makes sense to arrange your life so that events have as little
karmic impact as possible. If you've generated the karma that requires you to
get smacked upside the head...your going to get smacked upside the head no
matter what. However you can prepare yourself(wear a helmet.. real or
emotional) so that when you get hit upside the head it doesn't lead to more
karma being generated. That means that you don't generate more negative
thoughts because of the events that occurred.
I'm sorry if this post is disjointed, my neighbor's blasting the stereo so I've
been forced to get up and dance in the middle of this.
But what I guess I'm trying to say is that again don't generate karma through
obsessive negativity, but also don't generate karma by unsafe behavior which
leads to things having a huge impact on you.
Dan M.
Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 19:22:25 +0200
From: matrixATnospamroyaume.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Please read and respond
Message-Id: <35B22B51.1FAATnospamroyaume.com>
starjunkyATnospamuswest.net wrote:
>
> matrixATnospamroyaume.com wrote:
>
> > starjunkyATnospamuswest.net wrote:
> > >
> > > Paul Torres wrote:
> > >
> > > > Hello all, I am going through some tough times right now, I am losing
> > > > myself, but I am on my way back to the path. I do wish to know however
> > > > what a fairly objective opinion of my status in relation to kundalini
> > > > awakening. If anyone feels qualified to respond as this voice, I would
> > > > deeply appreciate your input. This is a curiosity of mine, but I do not
> > > > really need a response.
> > >
> > > Do you still feel lost ? What's your personal defination of kundalini ?
> > >
> > > > On a typical day of mine, I go to work, and hang out with my friends
> > > > at night.
> > >
> > > Aimee:Are these long time friends?
> > >
> > > > I am able to use
> > >
> > > Aimee: How do you Use these exactly ? Do you have a choice?
> > >
> > > > what are regarded as psyhcic powers to read
> > > > others very well. I am even able to see people's actions before they do
> > > > them,
> > >
> > > Aimee: Do you mean you can lead people into doing things (cause how you
> > > talk it sounds like you feel guilty) or you can read peoples intentions
> > > ? Please write me back.
> > >
> > > > and sometimes I am able to read thoughts,(proof is next to
> > > > impossible, but that is obvious.)
> > >
> > > Aimee: How do you read thoughts by subtle bodylanguage or thoughts in the
> > > air . Do you catch them as visions or words in your head ?
> > >
> > > > Sometimes I get caught up in extra
> > > > sensory information, such as the constant lights, colors, sounds, and
> > > > pressure waves that I feel.
> > >
> > > Aimee: Do you dim lights? Do you do psychedellics ?
> > >
> > > > These pressure waves as I call them feel
> > > > like I am in the ocean, but it is made up of energy instead of water. I
> > > > am able to be going through an emotional crisis, and somehow my
> > > > consciousness seperates into the part that is emotionally distressed,
> > >
> > > > and this third person omniscient point of view; where my personal
> > > > troubles are still mine, yet part of a picture that I am gazing at.
> > >
> > > Aimee: Does this part of you feel distressed. ?
> > >
> > > > I
> > > > have yet to come upon a concept that I could not understand. (an
> > > > example is the fact that I read, and enjoyed the concepts of Stephen
> > > > Hawking's A BRIEF HISTORY OF TIME when only in seventh grade.) I have
> > > > had dreams that have told me about events happening now to me. I
> > > > sometimes get pressures inside of my head which seems to feed from my
> > > > body, but does not indclude the top of my head.
> > >
> > > Aimee:Does this happen around your friends?
> > >
> > > >
> > >
> > > > This pressure then
> > > > causes a weird sensation of energy at my third eye. I have never had
> > > > the rushing up my spine,nor any other classic symptoms, but I have had
> > > > visions and the inaudible voices since I was very young. (This may
> > > > point to an early awakening that happened to an unaware child.)
> > >
> > > Aimee: What age do you think was your first experience and what caused it
> > > if any?
> > >
> > > > I have
> > > > not met anyone yet who I can truly regard as an intellectual superior,
> > > > but perhaps I am too arrogant.
> > >
> > > Aimee: You just make me want to challange your intellect thats all I dont
> > > judge you probably because you already judge your self. I dont think your
> > > arrogant
> > >
> > > > I realize however that through
> > > > experience there are many out there who are smarter than I.
> > >
> > > > Before I close, I would like to say a few things that may be
> > > > detrimental to the responses given to me. I wish that the totality of
> > > > the truth about myself, given to all of you from this letter, may prove
> > > > to be enough so that I may recieve helpful responses.
> > > > If anyone has read my profile it says that I am over thirty, but I am
> > > > only ninteen.
> > >
> > > Aimee: Why would you lie ? I've never read your profile but I felt that
> > > you were over 30. That's strange. If your for real and are only 19 I
> > > feel for you. If not dont lie. I've been burned by liars and I don't give
> > > myself anymore I feel like something has been taken from me. So you'll
> > > have to write me. My experiences started at 19. I feel like I'm 19 still.
> > >
> > > > I have not lied about my experiences, and have taken this
> > > > list very seriously. I hope that this does not cause anyone to lose
> > > > faith in the act of sharing.
> > >
> > > Aimee: If you didnt lie I dont understand why it would cause anyone to
> > > lose faith in the act of sharing ?
> > >
> > > > I would like to take this opportunity to
> > > > express some feelings about this list;
> > > > I have grown attached to the outlet that you have all allowed me, but
> > > > I may have to leave soon.
> > >
> > > Aimee: Why do you have to go now that youve finally got here?
> > >
> > > > I feel a great love for all of you because we
> > > > are all on the same path. We are all doing our best to find the truth.
> > > > Some say that it will set us free, with this as my hope, I shall
> > > > continue my search, as I hope all of you will.
> > > > Thank you all for your time, and I hope that whatever influence that I
> > > > had was a good one. If not then my deepest apologies are sent to all of
> > > > you. Perhaps I shall meet you all some day.
> > >
> > > Aimee:You know it .
> > >
> > > > Until then, good journey,
> > > > Paul Torres
> > >
> > > Ok now you have to write me back.Peace
> > > Aimee
> > >
> > > > ______________________
> > > > Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com
> > hi,I'm yannick,25 years old.
> >
> > it's me that i have wrote the avertissement about "don't play with
> > kundalini before".and just after futher in my research i have discovered
> > i lot of things(all strage thing that grow inside of me)
> > i write that message cause i have read the letter from paul.
> > when i was 18 i have been initiated to spirituality course(quabal).
> > it's a very good science(or if i can call it like that)
> > but just before the initiation,i had to left(i am initiated in the earth
> > as all of you).
>
> Yannick Hello my dear kindred spirit. I am Aimee and am 25 years old too. We
> have alot of symalarities. I have a few questons for you too. When you say
> here when you were 18 you were initiated to spirituality course. What do you
> mean Did it just happen or did someperson initiate you? What do you mean
> you had to leave ?
>
> > i was so obseded to find the wisdom,my goal were to be a sage.
> > now,i know that was that sort of fear that i was to young(not enought
> > experience in time) to control or maybe i have simply feared that force.
> > this force where rising in me,and all my théories about the world that
> > many poeple tought that i was "funny or fool?"
>
> I too had become "obsessed to find the wisdom. I think its because it comes
> and were not prepared at all and we can feel that its so right and that its the
> right way to go so we can only look at the spiritual. People think that I am
> funny or fool too still. I even tried to tell my mom (again) something that
> happened and she just says dont fool myself and that really makes me sad cause I
> just want to share.
[[hehehe,i have the same problem with my mom,my mom have some base in
spychologie at the university and can't understand many things]]]
>
> > .
> > i have stoped my quest and do a normal life with my friends and my
> > family.
> > i have found i book in the master's library about the théurgie
> > practice(kundalini).i have read it a big part(yes,i was atracted by that
> > easy reading with many shema)
> > when i reached 19,i was normal"hehehe,or other are abnormal???)
> > i have falled in love with a girl(yes realy,i think again of that),and
> > did so much psychologie to be perfect and meditation(from that book) and
> > keep telling me only to think good things(think your good,you will do
> > good,people will be good)
>
> Mabey your trying to hard to be perfect. Dont force your self to do any thing
> like that cause it seems to me that the psychee just rebells. If your 25 do
> you listen to music try listening to 311. Im not sure where your at? But
> these guys are going through the transition also. Its made it alot easier to
> know that I'm not all alone in this. I thought it was just me.
> [[[before ,the destiny bring me here,i tought i was fool or in have let grow some mental illness in minority]]]
> > without success,i left the girl and never see her.
> > i that time,all my thinking,all my théories where unusufull.
> > 2 years after,i have done a tentative of suicide by poisoning me, cause
> > i felt alone,i was sad that no one wanted to help each other(and many
> > other things).
> > they had only 2 hours,to rescue me at the hospital.
> > but,i were a normal human again,i all other that have some deception,of
> > course in my mind i knee i lot in spirituality.
> > i have recovered 1 years to fight that depression.
> > trying to help me in the month of september(virgo).
>
> Please dont do this again or anymore. Your no longer alone. I will be your
> friend. My husband is virgo too.
> [[[i don't think there exist,now,for me a good reason to suicide me.the only think will force me to do that.]]]
> > i have tryed to build a fantastic story about mediaval knight(7th
> > knight)and with all the explaination of between the génèse and
> > apocalypse.
>
> It sounds like you were alone trying to get people to see what you felt. What
> do you mean by "with all the explaination of between the genese and apocalypse"
[[[yes,you right.my first goal with that book were to bring people to
understand about the live and tell them that we have'nt always been
human,and the humantity even the world are ephemera.the secret garden of
eden explain many things about the "tree of knowledge",the knowledge of
evil.that explain that the apple or the fruit give the hability to know
what is bad.in fact.ex:who said that being nude were bad?
the snake told to eva that the apple give the power to be as strong as
god.that mean,you will have the same level of (bravery) to confront the
(fear).it's the eternal dual between the ignorance and the knowledge.
first time th human think that a things is good,in fact he/she discover
later that was bad.the snake also represent the snake from our "colone
vertebrale" and the tentation.remember that you could'nt see color
around you if they were no light,so the dual is the light-darkness.
darkness(unknow)-(light-now we know).the cherubim were holding sword in
their hand to protect the eden garden when adam&eva were chased from
eden.the 4 cherubim represent the 4 element(earth,water,wind,fire).....
ok,if the eden are unknow to you,tell me,i can explain if you want(but
it's not 100% corect)i could send you a .txt if you need.
i wanted to tell poeple not to be afraid of the apocalypse and the
humanity will not die now.
> ?
>
> > i had to learned much more things again to build it,and i have writed
> > many strange phrase for my book.(very spiritual)
> > i had to stop the book,i wanted to build a perfect book(not bible).
>
> What do you mean you have writed many strange phrase for your book ? Im very
> interested in what you write. Experiences are real and need to be shared in
> order for person not to go crazy I think. What do you mean by I wanted to build
> a perfect book.(not bible). ? I have had and still do have a feeling
> that I am supposed to write a book. Im sorry if it sounds crazy but the book of
> life from the bible. I was thinking that this list is the book of life
> somehow. Who knows ?
[[[yes,it's good and that surprise me.i have a good feeling about that.
yes,when the lord go enter in the dungeon to find the holy sword(holy
sword represent the self).(when initiated)that explain in fact and
suposing to explain many thing about the philosophie of the human
life.]]]
>
> > between that project i when over 10 time in the wilderness (one to
> > meditate) and keep talking with my mother earth(one of my deity)
> > yes that's stange,the more strange that i had that pain always in my
> > earth that human violate that earth.i have begin to supect that i could
> > influence the storm and weather.
>
> Ok my friend your striking it at home with me. I thought for a long time there
> that I was Mother Earth (mother nature) I too do somehow influence the storm
> and weather. Just again a few days ago. I was feeling sad cause there was
> something sad that I couldn't change and I was outside and out of the blue it
> clouded up and started to rain. Then I felt better and it stopped and later it
> started rainin with no clouds. In the sunshine.I influence the lightning too.
> One time I was at our ranch with my family and a few of my brothers friends and
> went for a ride just riding all over in the back of a truck with my brother and
> my neice and me in the back and "Dave and what ever the other guys name" in the
> frount and it was Bow hunting season for deer. Well we were on top of the
> mountain and "Dave saw a deer only 20 yards away. And he got out his gun and
> shot it. Shot it dead right there. It wasnt the time to be using guns yet
> and he still shot it . I felt outrage because I feel that I somehow attract
> animals and that this deer may have felt that we weren't out to cause it any
> harm and he just shot her. (I'm crying) He violated any kind of order there
> was of peace between us all. I was outraged. They got the deer and put it in
> the back of the truck with me my brother and my little niece. She was trippin
> cause I try to teach her right from wrong. I exploded at my brother for
> letting them shoot her and at the same time struck lightning. He saw it and
> was scared. We were quiet the whole way back. He never said anything about it
> again. This is just one of the times.
>
> > but that was only prying with what i learned and what i have discover
> > about god and universe...
> > after 2 month,i was reenergized and optimist,i felt very good.
> > i met a girl,a sort of story that i asking to you if you have some bad
> > experience with your ex girlfriend.
>
> Are you asking me or paul ? [[[hehehe,i was not sure about which one where listening in fact]]] I've had tons of bad luck when it comes to finding
> a partner that understands.[[[me too]]] I have scared them away with the truth too. They
> saw it too but by me saying it outloud it freeked them hard and they ran far far
> away. I feel this asshole is my solemate and he igknowledges it to be too but
> he just says "catch you next life time" How are you supposed to go on after
> that. I was devisdaded. So I gave up trying to find anyone to match me and
> just tried to find someone who loves me and I did.
>
> > i think,i was in love but that's was not a normal love ,after the sexual
> > act and talking many night...i was cry to heaven.
> > that was nearby inhuman.
> > the exchange with my girlfriend were strange.
> > she told me many think that she met many ocultism and his mother read
> > tarot card(my father too).
>
> You lost me here. Who is "his"[[syntax error:)]] in this sentance. "she met many ocultism and
> his mother read tarot card(my father too) resay this sentance ok.
> [[that girl were strange,not as the normal girl,inside of me,i knee that she learned a lot of what i have search in wisdom the first weak]]]
> > but,1 weak after,all started to become ununderstandable.
> > i felt his thinking in my mind.
>
> who's thinking did you feel thinking in your head.
>
> > i felt agressed that she can read my mind or send think.
>
> this may be why people are scared of me I didnt think of it before you said it.
> : )
> [[[yes,it's like a incontrol of energie.love can do miracle only if you got the control of our feeling or the energy,love have raised the kundalini i think and that was the first batem]]]
> > that become i nightmare for me.
> > were able to feel his intention but mixed then with paranoid.
> > she got afraid of me as i got afraid of her.
> > i think,we enter in a sort of paranoia ourself without any good reason.
>
> You may have done. Hey have you heard of burning sage. Sage is a bush that
> grows in the mountains and its supposed to help keep away bad spirits. I like
> it it helps me feel grounded.[[[yes]]]
>
> > she left me,and me too i have'nt reply to that.i was afraid of her.
> > and i have flee away from his life and never understand what hapening to
> > me and with her.
>
> Again I dont know who he is.[[[she :) another syntax error]]]
>
> > ho,i don't explain the felling when she left,that was a deep drop in the
> > bottom.(and my earth still beating again :) )
> > but 2 years i have tryed to forget that strange relation,cause i were
> > afraid of that.
> > the big start here,i have many feeling as in the letter from paul but
> > in less strenght.
> > after the relation,i got a job and work 1 years.
> > i were revolted about the all human envy.money,apperence,show biz,tv....
> > and that kind of world destruct me bit by bit,
> > i still in the silence and closed my eye cause i'm able to feel what
> > poeple thinking about me,i can see in the move of poeple.
>
> I am so happy that I'm not the only one. I cant stand to be out there with
> people that dont think or are tuned to envy, money , apperence, show biz tv.
[[[that bad energy feeling,we have the power to release them into the
earth,and influence physical things or weather]]]
[[[i will not say any negatif thing,i just got struck in my
chest,wierd!!!]]]]
> ............I so much so can read what people think of me. It is a very sad
> thing usually. It makes me feel alone that thery're not letting the real me
> in. Just what they can judge of me to make them selves not feel so bad. Ive
> been eaten away too. I havent worked for 1 year now and Im just barely starting
> to recover.
> [[[when i got the work,i got revolted and have played the game too by vengeance.like a cheker game with my job-friend.if i were attaked by blessing world,i did the same thing.4 got problem with the boss cause of me,just to show to them i was deagree with the dirty biseness rules.i were sorry about that even if i knee that i had no choice to keep my job,and i have prefered to leave cause poeple where bad against each other]]]
> > now,i'm here with you,in that time so close.
> > i understanfd what hapened to me,and i will stop crying in the dark and
> > say always that phrase"god,i'm not for this earth,i want to return in my
> > homeworld"
>
> You dont still say this do you. ?
[[[no,it's sttange,i don't say anything about that,i thing i know who we
are now,and what is my life]]]
>
> > which one?where?and what kind of form,or dimension?.
> > i have discoverd something to control the bad efect of the telepatie
> > from the lotus.there is paronoid from your animal side,and the reception
> > from your spirit.
>
> I am telepathic too some how Ive never met anyone who was too so nice to meet
> you.
[[[if i'm wrong say it to me,but wind shakra is the wind element and the
same element from the aquarius sign.maybe we.do you have noticed that
the poeple around you(unknowed people)are afraid or anger about the
life.as if they lost the since of the life?]]]
>
> > the snake of kundalini have two side,the good thinking and bad thinking.
> > the karma now,will show you your world as you reflect yourself in
> > thinking in a instant.you will have to control and not fall in front of
> > fear or negative thinking.
> > do not let poeple thinkings convince you(in your head) that the
> > situation his bad,
> > seek the good part of the poeple and your in that time.
> > if that can help you,that one of my théorie,
>
> Thanks it does help me.
>
> > each world is in paralelle with other poeple.that's the infinity.
> > you make your proper world.
> > as my father was telling my and i'm understand now:god will be what you
> > will do with him(it).
> > so mean,the world is the reflect of your mind.do not search in the
> > world,seek the answer in you.
>
> Exactly. : )
>
> > your animal part(or called also myself-incompleted) will defi you,but if
> > that happen,the more stronger weapon to fight it,is love,and you need
> > bravery to love is the bigest obstacle of your life and negative energie
> > you may encounter as the "illusion".but that sacrifice and the bravery
> > will guide you.:sacrifice to open the fearsom door not the golden door.
> > (is this how we may repay in our karma? )
>
> Its been hard for me to open up with Love for all because I feel like I got
> burned so many times. I hold back and just let it all happen and be sad cause I
> feel that it doesnt make any difference anymore. I guess I've been letting the
> negativity kill me slowly. I'm just now starting to trust again. I am full of
> love now for the past 6 mos or so now it all started happening again after I
> got it to slow down.
[[[it's the same thing for me,i were unable to trust anyone and any
words.but i keep thinking the humanity and the system are not on the
good track.]]]
>
> > (i just hope i will not,this time,forget that a second time)
> > we are all friend here paul,we need to stay together and hold all
> > together now.
> > i was afraid 1 hours ago about what happen to me and to you,now i'm not
> > afraid,i believe we will find the experience.
>
> Your not alone anymore so dont be scared. I ve been crying for about 2 yrs
> inside thinking I am all alone with just a thread of hope. (My friend Joe) It
> happened to him too. Hes a good person in his heart. I love him.Please let me
> know what you think
> By for now I'm sending you a good vibe. Ok
> talk to you soon
> Peace
> Aimee
[[[sorry,that was the Email with question i have lost last time,i found
it.
ok,so bye,i'll wait any reply from you friend]]]
thank
yannick
Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 20:42:27 +0200
From: matrixATnospamroyaume.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: third eye,the eye of judgement.
Message-Id: <35B23E13.5E34ATnospamroyaume.com>
i found another things,in my book,there is a story about the chaos
chapter.The Snake lord forced young born to be batised with the
damnation from the water of hyris.A designed man most find the eyes of
the cyclop to erase the seal of darkness in the front of many poeple to
bring then to see the live and bring them in the wisdom.
but that was far,2 month ago i have created that small story.
strange,but that make me tought about the third eye of the 7th chakra.
there may be a solution to balance all chakra,if the third eye are open.
so ,that mean a sort of batem.or anti-batem,i don't know how to explain.
a sort of conter mesure?
tell me please if i'm lost.i don't know well about the third eye.
the text in frech:
[[L'oeil d'orion,les eaux d'hyris(loc:le sang d'un demon),batême par le
eaux d'hyris et débatême par l'oeil.
L'oeil est un oeil de cyclop.Un bande d'aventurier hero,trois batiser
un non-batisé,il sont aller chercher l'oeil;une mission confier par
l'ordre secrete dernier templier Warden.Ces templier sont des prêtes
mystique.
gouverner par la dernière femme sage d'anaxor et Nigel.(ce qu'il en
reste).
La vampire courent les contré pour enmener dans la mort supreme tout
les batisers qui font des cultes de prêtrise.
le bateme avec l'eau d'hyris lasant une marque comme l'acide sur la
peau.Il les marques d'un sceaux de la mort sur leur front pour fermer
l'oeil de la sagesse.
les eaux d'hydris est le sang noir et glacé(azote liquide) d'un
demon(constelation du dragon)
-ouverture sur le groupe de mercenaire ou aventurier sur le bateau
venant de la jungle du montagors.discution entre les mercenaires
de l'oeil.]]
the third eye is the balance between good and bad?
bye all.
ps:i feel good today :)
Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 23:25:25 EDT
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Please read and respond
Message-ID: <37a82a23.35b2b8a6ATnospamaol.com>
In a message dated 7/16/1998 2:07:05 AM Pacific Daylight Time,
island_11ATnospamhotmail.com writes:
<< I have
had dreams that have told me about events happening now to me. I
sometimes get pressures inside of my head which seems to feed from my
body, but does not indclude the top of my head. This pressure then
causes a weird sensation of energy at my third eye. I have never had
the rushing up my spine,nor any other classic symptoms, but I have had
visions and the inaudible voices since I was very young. (This may
point to an early awakening that happened to an unaware child.) I have
not met anyone yet who I can truly regard as an intellectual superior,
but perhaps I am too arrogant. I realize however that through
experience there are many out there who are smarter than I. >>
Harsha: A high level of intelligence is a double edged sword. To sharpen the
intellect and make it subtle enough to understand the deeper mysteries of our
own consciousness, a serious commitment or feeling of devotion to the Truth is
needed. Various methods of Yoga, Meditation, and Self-Enquiry are helpful
tools on the spiritual path for refining our understanding. Best wishes to
you.
Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 23:29:14 +0200
From: matrixATnospamroyaume.com
To: starjunkyATnospamuswest.net
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: hi
Message-Id: <35B2652A.461AATnospamroyaume.com>
i'm yannick,if i understand,you husband is paul?
if you can tell me your sign and your ascendant,it's maybe the key to
find something coérent with my ex girl friend.
you were asked me what kind of girl she was?
i don't know much about that,cause i had not enought time to know.
i knee her past,went i slept with her,just before,she ask me wierd thing
that sound to cohérent.
that girl was gemeni sign,the air element.
tell me if i'm wrong but the air element control the plexus solar chakra
no?(or a part)
yes,it's right i have done some visualisation on my plexus solar chakra
meditation,cause that was for me (by instinc) the one i should develop.
she told me by hazard? that she was a girl and she like as eva
i have asked her what's the raport?
she told me simply:"it's us,it's eva that tend the apple to adam."
i know that kundalini and garden eden have a link.
she was very beautifull,and i heard about her that all the boy she met
have suicided after.
(i'm not afraid to talk about that now,i have many clue)
i'm searching if the chrakra force can be mixed at sexual act.
i felt a long time,that she gave me his feeling like if she is inside of
me again.
ability wake up inside of me,i have the ability to act as her(actress)
i got the ability to sing as her(she had a nice voice :) )
i got many of her ability.
i want to know if you or paul hapenned to you too.
if you want to say more,just ask me.i'll send the reply,bye
send my your reply please i need to know if it's possible.
and what's the consequence if you quit the loved one and met another.
bye my friends,
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