1998/02/02 07:30
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #91
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 91
Today's Topics:
RE: What is God? [ Dieter Dambiec <d.dambiecATnospamstudent.c ]
AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Cen [ Rahul Nandan <gauravATnospamlw1.vsnl.net.i ]
Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ]
Help [ Eve Kochel <batwomanATnospamfull-moon.com> ]
Creativity and desire [ David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net> ]
Divine Current...?...Radiant Being [ "Ed Arrons" <eeaATnospamaug.com> ]
RE: Ear Ringing and 11:11 Time [ Paul Fallon <pawlATnospamfirstnet.co.uk> ]
So-long for now, Paul [ "Ronel Grosvenor" <icsdbn06ATnospamglobal. ]
Fw: Trees (Humour) [ Richard Wentk <richardATnospamskydancer.co ]
An Introduction [ Stuart <stuartfATnospamdimensional.com> ]
Re: An Introduction [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ]
Re: Desire-Needed [ SchrLLATnospamaol.com ]
Help! (2) [ gwen smythe <gsmtheATnospamyahoo.com> ]
11:11 thing [ freda <fredaATnospamblarg.net> ]
Re: Help! (2) [ Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demo ]
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 23:57:59 +1100
From: Dieter Dambiec <d.dambiecATnospamstudent.canberra.edu.au>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Cc: "'kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com'" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: RE: What is God?
Message-ID: <01BD2F6D.3E451F20.d.dambiecATnospamstudent.canberra.edu>
On Tuesday, January 27, 1998 2:00 AM, Sen Ashanka [SMTP:sashankaATnospamaismi.ais.it]
wrote:
> >a little doll made of salt who wanted to measure the vastness of the ocean.
> >When the doll >stepped into the water it got disolved and mixed completely
> >with the vast ocean. At that time >it did get to know the vastness of the
> >Infinite ocean, but, unfortunately could not come back
> >to tell the story.
In the beginningless beginning there was only Non-attributional or
Non-Qualified
Supreme Consciousness/Soul which being omniscient had the power of
qualification.
That qualifying principle gave rise to mutliplicity from Oneness and so gave
rise to the Attributional Supreme Consciousness due to the process of
qualification. That is the Cosmic Mind.
That process involved the origination of Cosmic I feeling (the initial
qualification from non-attributionality).
As that is only pure I feeling of the Macrocosm, then the further crudification
from subtely gave rise to the Cosmic Doer I (Cosmic Ego) which in turn required
objectification of Its evolutionary thoughts (although internally to the
Macrocosm it is all subjective). Hence waves of various density which we call
matter, ie further crudification to give rise to the manifested universe and
thus from ether (space) to aerial to luminous to liquid to solid factors.
Solidification being the most condensed from of units or multiplicity from the
original non-attributional Oneness.
As the binding factors impounding on matter (solid) became more dense the
pressure created could either lead to self-destruction of a solid component and
less interatomic space or gives rise to fundamental life force being created
and thus the collective pranah and pulverisation into animation by the mixture
of the 5 various factors, eg lightening (luminous) on liquid and solid, etc
could have the capability of giving rise to life of the minutest form or
various other microvita could be created as animate microvita. Microvita being
between the inanimate and animate.
The simplest form of life has only the instinctual sense of unit objectivated
mind. As life develops to the more complex the sense doer ship or ego may also
develop in some animal and even plant forms, but the sense of I-feeling is only
fully cognisant in higher advanced life forms such as human being, who have a
fully reflected consciousness - although some other ape form also are beginning
to have a sense of I feeling, ie I exist as something more than ego or
instincts. That sense of I feeling gives rise to intuition and spiritual
inclination and attraction for the Great.
Accordingly, the more complex structures such as human beings develop a complex
physical and pyschic body. The psychic body comprising of many propensities
(eg memory). These propensities are centreded around various psychic centres
of the mind (ie the chakras) which find practical expression through glandular
functions and subtle pursuits (eg intellectual and intuitional/spiritual
pursuits). The purpose being to expand the mind and realise the very Self so
that unit consciousness realised, through spiritual practice, it very origin
being its soul which is the same as the Supreme Soul or Non-attributional
Supreme Consciousness.
> This consciousness is "God consciousness" ot "Christ consciousness" or
> "Krishna
> consciousness" as different persons might put it. For devotees this is also
> called the
> "mahanubhava", the great experience.
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 04:37:49 -1000 (HST)
From: Rahul Nandan <gauravATnospamlw1.vsnl.net.in>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
Message-Id: <199802011437.EAA27471ATnospamhaleakala.aloha.net>
The key to survival is evolution.Kundalini is an inbuilt evolutionary mechanism.As your evolutionary surge builds up in the face of environmental pressures your system tries to cope with it through tapping your K-energy.Your system may or may not be able to accomplish this task depending on individual factors.Even when K-reservoir is activated it's journey is studded with all sort of existential miseries with no end in sight.You may get utterly confused and ask yourself if it's evolution what's worse.But that's the way.Bye.Rahul Nandan.
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 11:20:00 EST
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com
To: gauravATnospamlw1.vsnl.net.in, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
Message-ID: <15f9f8f4.34d4a0b3ATnospamaol.com>
In a message dated 98-02-01 09:39:25 EST, gauravATnospamlw1.vsnl.net.in writes:
Rahul: Kundalini is an inbuilt evolutionary mechanism.As your evolutionary
surge builds up in the face of environmental pressures your system tries to
cope with it through tapping your K-energy.
Harsha: Everyone has the Kundalini Power and Everyone is tapping it all the
time. Only people do it in different ways and hence the differences in
physical and psychic manifestations of Kundalini.
Rahul: Your system may or may not be able to accomplish this task depending on
individual factors.
Harsha: As long as there are tasks to be accomplished the Shakti does not
reach Its Source and there can be no Self-Realization.
Rahul: Even when K-reservoir is activated it's journey is studded with all
sort of existential miseries with no end in sight.
Harsha: There is an End in Sight. It is in fact never absent from Sight. That
End is the Self It Self. The Mind must subside and the Shakti must Merge in
ITS Source for the Self to be Recognized.
Rahul: You may get utterly confused and ask yourself if it's evolution what's
worse.But that's the way.Bye.Rahul Nandan.
Harsha: As long as there is evolution, there must be confusion. Giving up all
imagination and speculation, One should be Still and Rest in One's own Nature.
There is no room in the Self for confusion, thought or doubt. It Exists only
As It Is. It is Pure Joy, Eternal, and Complete. That is What the Ancients
referred to as Sat-Chit-Ananda.
Harsha
Date: Mon, 2 Feb 1998 09:47:09 -0500
From: Eve Kochel <batwomanATnospamfull-moon.com>
To: Kundalini-L mailing list <kundalini-l-dATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: Help
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Greetings.
I'm very new to this list, and I would very much appreciate some help, if
you can give it.
I have *not* yet awakened my Kundalini. I'm at a point in my life where I
would like to try now. I'm physically healthy, though I do have occasional
back problems because of a past whiplash accident. Usually, this isn't a
problem, and a chiropractor helps a great deal. I'm also starting a Hatha
Yoga program tonight.
However, I also have chronic depression, which is being treated with
antidepressants. I've tried to come off of this medication before but I
just got worse. With the medication, I'm still depressed somewhat, but
functional.
I'm wondering: would stopping this medication be necessary before
awakening the Kundalini? And if so, would Kundalini help that depression
by itself?
Lastly, I've heard over and over again that finding a teacher is the safest
way to go about it. However, there are none in my area. I'm willing to go
it alone, but I'm trying my hardest to prepare first. So, how do I
prepare? Should I change my diet first? Should I do a certain kind of
meditation first? Should I act differently somehow?
I suppose, in a way, I'm feeling like K. is my last hope. The depression
is tiring. I yearn for some sort of spiritual fulfillment. I'm not too
fond of the word, "God".
I'd appreciate any help you can give. Thanks.
Eve
Date: Sun, 01 Feb 1998 00:57:35 -0500
From: David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net>
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Creativity and desire
Message-ID: <34D40ECF.51FDATnospammail.snet.net>
nkognito wrote:
> Have you tried meditating without pot? The paranoia, panic, sadness and
> depression can be caused by the pot or it might be just the lack of
> understanding of your body awakening to the new energy level.
Ever wonder what is it with human-beings' desire to take to
drugs like children to a mother; like lemmings to a cliff.
At the root of it all is a more fundamental desire to simply
transcend the usual state of consciousness.
Into something quite unusual, and unique.
Gain some new insights perhaps?
Be creative.
Is there some rudimentary desire in us to be creative?
Even people that view themselves as being uncreative are very
creative in sustaining this belief.
We can't help but to be creative.
God we're good at this.
We create what we want.
Sometimes we want illusion. We experience a split in our very
essence into multiple frequencies. Emotion, brain, heart,and intellect
and so on. An experience of Self split apart into components.
The compartmentalized state of self is a type of shadow existence
with a powerful yearning.
Yearning for all frequencies to unify.(whatever)
Maybe this yearning is creative.
Or is a part in creation?
Maybe as a people,we have to accept some kind of responsibility with
regard to how we relate to this yearning. How to face it?
Or turn it over to Intelligence?
What's our role in relation to this enormous, ancient yearning?
Maybe there's a subtle balance between you and all.
It might be so natural you wouldn't even have to try.
We're moving through a phase in time with sudden shifts in
our experience on a vibrational level.
What we see with our eyes seems solid.
But what we *feel* is vibrations.
Emanations in an infinite octave range.
Meditators ride these waves like a stealthy surfer.
Quiet. Smooth. Consistent, most of the time.(right.)
They wipeout like the rest of us.
There's a *natural tendency* for these vibrations to tune into
some kind of harmony in Life *if we let them.*
Every poet is a thief.
Let it be.
What's the difference between sticking your head in a sandbox of dreams,
And genuine surrender?
What's the equilibrium of awareness?
If we let it be.
Awareness is hungary.
Like a predator.
It's also prey.
(what a dream)
Think of a tuning fork.
Hear its' vibrations.
Feel your body tune to the fork.
The hum.
Hear it grip your ears.
Your attention.
Your mind.
Maybe She loves you.
The Hum.
The resonance of being...
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 16:00:23 -0500
From: "Ed Arrons" <eeaATnospamaug.com>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Divine Current...?...Radiant Being
Message-Id: <199802012100.QAA01421ATnospamsandia.aug.com>
I sat there on the bench (crowds of people passing by...music playing)
contemplating the "Divine Current". Though I didn't experience it directly I
sensed IT was a real, integral part of my 'electro-magnetic' being.
Wondering why sometimes IT was working in me and other times not, I thought
in 'systemic' terms: the bio-electric currents (Kundalini); the various
bio-energy centers (chakras); the magnetic flux surrounding my body (aura);
the polarity between material and spiritual consciousness.
I 'saw' how material (physical) consciousness was readily fragmented in
everyday 'noise', disrupting the flow of energy, creating inconsistencies in my
magnetic field. In the silence between these thoughts a sense of harmony began
to bring things back together. I sensed 'THE ENERGY' fill my being, the
ending of duality, the pulse of radiant wholeness wanting to be.
Yielding to the silence, I got off the bench and walked through the crowds with
a smile, joyously communing with friends...old and new.
Ed.
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 21:48:21 -0000
From: Paul Fallon <pawlATnospamfirstnet.co.uk>
To: "'st'" <jtstATnospambsl1.bslnet.com>,
"kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com"
<kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: RE: Ear Ringing and 11:11 Time
Message-ID: <01BD2F5B.B26F2600ATnospamjota7.legend.co.uk>
-----Original Message-----
From: st [SMTP:jtstATnospambsl1.bslnet.com]
Sent: Saturday, January 31, 1998 3:07 AM
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: RE: Ear Ringing and 11:11 Time
RE: ear ringing -- since my K clearing began, I've had an unusual
ringing only in my left ear. Before any type of mystical or channeling
experiences, it becomes louder, as if a signal.
Also, has anyone experienced a compulsion to view a digital clock at the
exact time of 11:11 ??? This phenomenon began after the ear ringing
episodes. It's occurring on a daily basis; no matter what I'm doing I turn
like a robot to view the time at 11:11 also on occasion at 1:11 and 7:11. A
few have said this is a sacred or master number. Comments anyone?
In Light,
Zehra
Hey Zehra: it's probably only us two in the whole world but - yes - I was born on the 11th of the 11th and I have an uncanny knack of glancing at a clock or perhaps - after a late night - opening my eyes to 11:11 on the digital clock.
Haha. Paul
not not even begin- praps end return:
end, ning of end: of beginning> pawlATnospamfirstnet.co.uk
Date: Mon, 2 Feb 1998 01:46:23 +0200
From: "Ronel Grosvenor" <icsdbn06ATnospamglobal.co.za>
To: "kundalini list" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: So-long for now, Paul
Message-Id: <199802012355.BAA29065ATnospammail.global.co.za>
Dear list,
I have not been with the group for very long but in this short time I have
greatly enjoyed the discussions and shared insights from everyone and even
got to know one or two of you on a more personal level. Thanks Anne, Sarah.
Unfortunately my Mother, who I mentioned had cancer, passed away early
yesterday morning. I was with her right to the end and can only say it was
a peaceful and welcomed release from the pain and suffering she endured.
In the past few weeks even during her failing health I found a deeper
greater source of love and peace within myself during quiet meditation
which apart from being a joyous release from several weeks of frightening
"k" symptoms it has blessed me with an inner strength and love that I have
never known in my entire life. Perhaps in preparation for my mothers
passing. This whole experience has been so deeply personal and intimately
related to my kundalini manifestation I cannot even begin to convey.
Unfotunately I will be leaving you guy's but hopefully only for a few
months. As my mothers only child and sole beneficiary there is alot I have
to sort out. The laptop I've been using will be returned to her work but as
soon as I am able I will be in contact again.
Thankyou for everything.
Love
Paul Grosvenor
Date: Mon, 02 Feb 1998 00:39:22 +0000
From: Richard Wentk <richardATnospamskydancer.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Fw: Trees (Humour)
Message-Id: <3.0.32.19980202003807.009c5410ATnospammail.which.net>
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>FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE
>FROM: THE TREES
>StoP tHE LogGINg oR wE WiLl coNtInUE To KIll oNe CeleBrITY EacH WeEK.
>theRe ARe nO SkIinG "aCciDenTS".
Date: Sun, 01 Feb 1998 17:59:02 -0700
From: Stuart <stuartfATnospamdimensional.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: An Introduction
Message-ID: <34D51A55.4C22FE6FATnospamdimensional.com>
Hello all,
I've been on the list a little over two weeks now and thought it a good
idea for a little intro. The number of posts to the list is incredible
and the threads I've looked over were diverse and interesting.
My interest in signing up for this group coincides with my renewed
effort to do some more spiritual work in my life. At 41 I've found over
the last 22 years that my desires for spiritual progress has waxed and
waned.
My main thrust was in an "ascended master" type of teaching. I was
exposed to quite a bit of information, enjoy the company of other
seekers on the "path" and had a chance to raise my conciousness a bit.
Although there was a healthy distribution of both outer (group ritual,
devotional, mantra) and inner (meditational, pranic, imagery) work to be
done I tended to stay more in what I'm classifying as "outer". I think
the inner is more of what I need now.
Intellectually I've had a longterm leaning towards magick, kabbalah,
yoga, and the modern avant garde approaches in those areas. (i.e. left
handed, dark sorceries, lovecraftian mythos, etc) My work in these
areas has been extremely limited as well.
One of the greatest challenges I have is dealing with what would be
termed "a self created elemental/entity". An unusual case I suppose to
some degree though I've heard of a few others. Apparently from a past
life and one that has gained for the limited potential these lifeforms
can have quite a malicious personality. I'm sure there is some karmic
connection as well as an end with something to be gained from the
experience. Time will tell.
That all said I can say a little about my kundalini experience. In the
past I have done a little chakra and kundalini work. Most of that work
left me with a very sick feeling following the meditations. I did not
push myself into the development. Now I've decided to forge ahead as
quickly as I can utilizing some asans, bija mantra, chakra meditations
and pranayama. I'm working out of the Kriya Yoga book and am really
just starting out with the exercises.
If you made it this far I thank you for your patience and time and look
forward to contributing to the group.
Peace
Stuart
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 20:15:06 EST
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com
To: stuartfATnospamdimensional.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: An Introduction
Message-ID: <5dff843d.34d51e1cATnospamaol.com>
In a message dated 98-02-01 19:58:30 EST, stuartfATnospamdimensional.com writes:
<< Now I've decided to forge ahead as
quickly as I can utilizing some asans, bija mantra, chakra meditations
and pranayama. I'm working out of the Kriya Yoga book and am really
just starting out with the exercises.
If you made it this far I thank you for your patience and time and look
forward to contributing to the group.
>>
Harsha writes: Welcome Stuart. It is always best to walk the spiritual path in
a natural way without undue strain. Best wishes.
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 20:25:00 EST
From: SchrLLATnospamaol.com
To: nkognitoATnospamtcon.net
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Desire-Needed
Message-ID: <a6b2c093.34d5206eATnospamaol.com>
In a message dated 98-01-29 20:54:29 EST, you write:
<<
I personally believe that the desire to love other people and to love God
is something that God gave us as a natural part of our being. This is just
my belief and many people have disagreed with me. Most of the time I get
the feeling that the people who disagree, think that desire is a bad thing,
that desire creates unhappiness. Like all things in life, we can choose to
create or destroy and I think that desire is no exception.
>>
ATnospam->->-- Sherri, I agree with you. I cannot imagine life without desire. Even
when I think of God, I think of desire. I imagine God as being the nectar in
the flower. And all the beauty and pleasures found in nature are there to
entice us to seek out and find this nectar. I am on fire with desire for my
Beloved, my Lord, my Light and my Love. I am the bee and my entire existence
depends upon this attraction I feel for the glorious flowers and yummy nectar.
Linda
Date: Sun, 1 Feb 1998 18:11:05 -0800 (PST)
From: gwen smythe <gsmtheATnospamyahoo.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Help! (2)
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Hi,
My experience began about two years ago, during my first year at
university. I had been under a lot of stress at school and I began to
suffer from anxiety.
The kundalini experiences started a few months later, my anxiety had
gotten worse and my the job I had for the summer and my living
situation were both
very stressful and I wound up suppressing a lot of emotions and
energy. These triggered panic attacks and in turn I think it might
have triggered the kundalini.
I am empathic and clairvoyant, and I've always been capable of feeling
situations happening far away, when I first discovered these talents
I didn't
know how to cope with them or all the emotions that came with them,
and didn't know anything about how to use them properly or about
grounding or protecting myself. They didn't seemed to fit in anywhere
and I suppressed and ignored them, because I found them scary and I
didn't want to hear about things that would happen in the future.
The scary part for me (kundalini) is not knowing how to handle all the
energy and emotions that come up. I get tangled in situations
emotionally or psychically
without meaning to, and I have also had experiences with telekensis,
all of them were really violent and unexpected, and I coped by trying
to block energy to
protect people around me or to redirect it towards myself, the ground
or objects so that no one wouldn't get hurt.
As a result I feel very split off from but also very connected to
people around me. It's probably in a terribly unhealthy way, it is
hard to come back to my body or to be with my own energy in an honest
or
safe way and I find it's very easy to lose focus of who I am and next
to impossible to form any sort of boundaries. Also I've found because
this whole situation doesn't fit in with anything around me, I often
end up trying to hide it from other people or suppress it, or cling on
to them for dear life because I never know what is going to happen next.
I'm not sure if anyone else has had any experiences like this, or how
to deal with excess energy or protect people around you. Or how to
handle telekenisis.
The only things I've found that helped me to stay sane, are trying to
keep focus and to keep moving, but in the back of my mind I know I
haven't dealt with any
of the underlying problems or emotions and fears and trying to stuff
everything back inside or moving forward with no resolution is
overwhelming. Each time I get a rise in energy it feels like I've left
my own life and boundaries and I'm being projected towards something
I'm totally unable to handle.
I've tried grounding, shielding and meditation but I can't visualize
very well, and my life is in a state of change a lot, so from one day
to the next it's not
terribly consistant. I haven't been able to set up a regular practice
and I'm kind of scared of doing it on my own.
I also don't know anything about how to deal with ghosts or harmful
energies, so I'm scared to open up to my psychic skills abilities
again, because
I don't know what is going to happen or how I would deal with anymore
emergencies.
I understand how dangerous spiritual awakening can be, from these
experiences, without having guidence or protection, or being able to
speak to someone or having them watch over your progress.
My symptoms: migraine/splitting headaches, constant pain in inner arms
from armpit to elbow, pressure or pain in the centre of my forhead and
upper nose, pain in throat area on my right side under my chin, pain
in the back of my neck right below my skull, rushing of energy between
spine and top of head, a lot of dizzy spells, full of energy, unable
to sleep or eat (never hungry), vivid nightmares, bringing up
fragments of past lives, picking up energy or thoughts from people
around me, short circuting appliances, esp. the computer, television
and the radio, mood swings and disorientation, flooded with a lot of
psychic/spiritual energy and ringing in the ears.
I hope this doesn't make me sound as unstable and insane as it reads,
Jen
p.s. The mailbox I'm writing from belongs to my friend Gwen, so all
the mail coming to the list has her name on it.
p.p.s. Thanks so much to everybody who wrote back =)
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Date: Sun, 01 Feb 1998 18:18:18 -0800
From: freda <fredaATnospamblarg.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: 11:11 thing
Message-ID: <34D52CEA.5B45ATnospamblarg.net>
not k related
>>>>>>
birth date: 3/23/55
address: 5504 [# of children? = 4]
street: 111 th on a corner/ cross street: 55 th
area code: 253
pobx: 39595 {got the box in 95]
spooky when I think about it
it does progress:
my fathers birthdate: 2/27
my boyfriends: 2/27
last boyfriend had middle name LLoyd, so does current boyfriend
ex-husband middle name: Edward
boyfriends last name Edwards
this will go on and on.......
eeeeegads.........me thinks it is all too crazy!!!!
:) :) twilight zone
--
..freda..
Date: Mon, 2 Feb 1998 14:02:40 +0000
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, gwen smythe <gsmtheATnospamyahoo.com>
Subject: Re: Help! (2)
Message-ID: <NpOWgTAAId10EwTqATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
In message <19980202021105.20031.rocketmailATnospamsend1a.yahoomail.com>, gwen
smythe <gsmtheATnospamyahoo.com> writes
>My symptoms: migraine/splitting headaches, constant pain in inner arms
>from armpit to elbow, pressure or pain in the centre of my forhead and
>upper nose, pain in throat area on my right side under my chin, pain
>in the back of my neck right below my skull, rushing of energy between
>spine and top of head, a lot of dizzy spells, full of energy, unable
>to sleep or eat (never hungry), vivid nightmares, bringing up
>fragments of past lives, picking up energy or thoughts from people
>around me, short circuting appliances, esp. the computer, television
>and the radio, mood swings and disorientation, flooded with a lot of
>psychic/spiritual energy and ringing in the ears.
>
>I hope this doesn't make me sound as unstable and insane as it reads,
>
>Jen
have you tried
1. shiatsu
2. sex
3. not meditating or doing yoga or anything remotely psychic
4. eating heavy foods
regards Yogi Tom
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