1997/11/20 02:05
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #757
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 757
Today's Topics:
Piercing the Rudra Knot [ Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net ]
Re: Healing the Draco Self Within (f [ Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu> ]
Re: [K] Kids & K (was Sore throat ) [ "Kim Major" <kimajorATnospamhotmail.com> ]
Re: [K] Sore throat - chakra related [ "Kim Major" <kimajorATnospamhotmail.com> ]
K research [ Daniel James Giszczak <danjgATnospamengin. ]
Re: K research [ Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net ]
Pl unsuscribe my id ssenthilATnospamindia.h [ "Dr.S.Senthil" <ssenthilATnospamindia.hp.c ]
Re: [K] Kids & K (was Sore throat ) [ Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.co ]
Re: [K] Sore throat - chakra related [ Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.co ]
Re: [K] Kids & K (was Sore throat ) [ jim.christophersonATnospamjuno.com (Jim R ]
Re: flock of wild geese [ jim.christophersonATnospamjuno.com (Jim R ]
Date: Thu, 20 Nov 1997 08:43:24 +1030
From: Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Piercing the Rudra Knot
Message-ID: <34736484.BE7ATnospamcamtech.net.au>
Hi list,
I'd like to share some further happenings with this ongoing experience.
When K rose through and cleared my third eye chakra some years ago I was
shown the Akashic Records and how to read them. For some time now I
have been experiencing the piercing of the third eye knot.
This process may now be finished.
As I went to enter the Akashic Records recently I discovered I couldn't
find them. Nothing but blank! I tried again a few times over a day or
so thinking that I was just tired, needed a rest etc. Still nothing.
Because I knew they would still be there I reasoned that my pathway had
changed. I was taking the same steps in the same direction to reach
them but if I was in a different place, I would need to amend my
pathway. I played around with this for a while and eventually found
myself in the Records and able to continue with a reading. After the
first half hour I rested and when I went back in I had difficulty
getting in again. This time I just sat with my eyes open wondering how
to approach this when they started unfolding in front of me.
I have gone from reading in a trance, to reading them in my conscious
state.
It appears that the piercing of the rudra knot is complete and I have
shifted into a new realm of consciousness.
A friend of mine suggested that the Records have become me and I them.
That the walls that have divided humanity for so long have come down.
This feels right. I have changed, my vibrational rate has changed and I
am possibly existing now in a different state of awareness. This is
very new and I am still playing around with the boundaries that exist in
this state (if any??!!).
I remember one time thinking how much easier it would be if I could read
the Records with my eyes open. Because I travel long distances in my
car, I could get so much more work done if I read while I was driving.
I have to be careful because K makes all my wishes come true.
Love Sue
Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 13:02:54 -1000
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Healing the Draco Self Within (fwd)
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A Forward from Roger Kerr... Past episodes have been about his dealing
with the demons within himself and how he overcame them... CErtainly makes
interesting reading for anyone who is not afraid of his/her shadow.
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Roger wrote:
> Hello Everyone,
>
> Since Elora's and my encounter with Lucifer, I have continued to
> experience some encounters with some more of my Draconian Soluruous Selves.
> I eventually came to realize that in six of my Draco lives I had been a
> Soluruous, which is the highest position among the Draco hierarchy. I
> would eventually meet all six of them, and finally come to accept all of
> them for who they were. There was much anger, pain and suffering connected
> to these existences that had to be resolved, and healed. Often times when
> my Draco Selves first appear I would experience a sense of being attacked.
> It's like they would merge with me, and I would feel a lot of anger and
> rage. This has happened many times over the last several months. Once I
> realize that it is one of my Draco Selves, I try to talk to them. I ask
> them what they want, and why they are so angry, etc. The responses vary.
> Sometimes all I get is their anger, other times they will actually listen
> to me and talk to me. Through these experiences I have come to a level of
> understanding and acceptance of the role that the Draconians have played in
> this Creation.
>
> The following is a description of an encounter with one of my Soluruous
> Selves. Shortly after Elora and I had met Lucifer, I had been thinking of
> the Draco hierarchy and how Lucifer was like their 'god', and the Soluruous
> was next in command, followed by the rest of the 12 High Command. I began
> to realize that I had not actually met the 'current' Soluruous, and I was
> wondering who he was. All of a sudden I knew that he was one of my Other
> Selves. Then it occurred to me that my Soul had essentially incarnated as
> 'twin' selves in this life time, myself and this Draco Soluruous, who was
> called Demphisyruous. We both existed in the same time, just in different
> dimensions. So in effect my Soul was experiencing both Aspects of the
> Duality, the Light and the Dark, simultaneously. Then I also realized that
> as I transmuted my fears, anger and resentment with Love and Light, I was
> healing both him and myself at the same time. In effect I was bringing the
> two of us together as the ONE Being that we are, I was bringing this Dark
> Aspect of me into Balance with the Light Aspect of me.
>
> The next morning I felt a lot of Draco energy, and felt like I was being
> attacked again. There was a lot of anger present, and I had a very
> difficult time with my clearing meditation. Then Elora called and we were
> going to do a healing on her. But I felt like I was still being attacked.
> I knew it was Demphisyruous, so we decided we needed to look at what this
> was all about before we worked on her. So I asked him to join us, and he
> did. Elora channeled him for me, to make it easier for me to really hear
> him. He was very angry with me. He knew that we were both part of the
> same Soul, that we were like twins. He told me that he felt that the two
> of us could not possibly exist together, because he was of the Dark and I
> was of the Light. He thought that I had wanted to destroy him, so he
> wanted to kill me before I could kill him, he felt it was either him or me.
>
> I wasn't sure what to make of this at first, but I finally told him that
> there was another way, that we didn't have to try to kill each other, that
> we could live in peace and harmony with one another. I assured him that I
> did not want to destroy him, because I knew that he was me. If I killed
> him, I would be killing part of myself. I apologized to him and asked him
> to forgive me, because yes, there had been times not so long ago when I was
> terribly afraid of the Dracos, and yes I had wanted them all to be
> destroyed. I also apologized to him for all of the other Beings of the
> Light who wanted to destroy and annihilate the Dracos and all other Beings
> of the Dark Consciousness. I told him that I knew that this was not part
> of the Great Plan, for either the Light or the Dark to destroy the other.
> Now I recognized what truly magnificent Beings that they were. I told him
> that I had the utmost respect for their intelligence and knowledge, that I
> marveled at the technology that they had created, that no other Beings in
> this Universe could match. I honored them for that, and for the courageous
> warriors that they are. But I also told him that our two species needed to
> find a peaceful resolution to all of our differences, that we had to end
> all of the hatred and destruction. I wanted to work with them to help
> achieve that. I told him that I forgave him for his anger with me, and for
> his attacks on me. I then laid down my Light Sword at his feet, and told
> him that I placed my life in his hands. This confused him at first, but he
> could see my peaceful intent.
>
> I told him that he had the same Light within him that I had within me,
> that he too was a Being of Light. He didn't understand how this could be,
> it was so totally contrary to everything that he had ever been taught or
> believed in. I told him to speak to Lucifer if he doubted that what I told
> him was the Truth. Lucifer then came forward and assured Demphisyruous
> that I spoke the truth. Lucifer told him that I could be trusted and that
> I was a bridge between the Light and the Dark. Lucifer asked Demphisyruous
> to hold his ring, with the red stone, that he wore on his finger, to know
> that he spoke the truth. Then Demphisyruous fell to his knees, screaming
> in pain and anguish, releasing the rage, the anger, and all the darkness
> he carried within him. We all witnessed this with silent respect. When he
> had finished he stood again, with his head bowed and tears running down his
> face. He said that he would do whatever Lucifer asked of him, since he was
> his 'Lord'. But Lucifer told him that, no, he had to agree of his own free
> will, that nothing would be forced on him.
>
> He eventually accepted me for who I am, and that I had been speaking the
> truth. He asked me to forgive him, and I did. I again asked him to
> forgive me, and he did. I told him that I knew and felt his pain, that I
> had been like him in other lives, that I too had been Draco and a
> Soluruous. I called in Sansiruous, Huitzilopochtli and my other Draco
> Selves, and I asked them to show him who they were as Draconians, then to
> show him the Light within them, so that he could see who they really were.
> I told him that all of them were Aspects of myself and him. He said he
> recognized Sansiruous, that he had acted as one of his guides. Sansiruous
> stepped forward and thanked Demphisyruous for his courage and acknowledged
> him. I told him that this current life of mine has enabled me to see that
> I was both Light and Dark, and that all of us, Draco and Human, were the
> same Being on a Soul level. He began to know and to accept this. Then I
> placed my hand over Demphisyruous' heart, and told him that I loved him.
> Then Lucifer placed his right hand over Demphisyruous' heart, and his left
> hand over my heart. The three of us stood there for a moment sharing this
> Love energy.
>
> Then the 12 members of the Draconian High Command joined Demphisyruous
> forming a circle around a large fire. I entered the circle and stood on
> the opposite side of the fire from Demphisyruous. There was to be a gift
> exchange, but at first I didn't know what I could offer him. Then I
> remembered that the night before, Pi had presented me with a Double 'Star'
> Tetrahedron, with a heart in the center, on a chain and had placed it
> around my neck. This was to be my gift to him. Then both of us stepped
> into the fire, and he offered his Black Dagger as his gift to me. All of
> the Draco high command wear these as a mark of rank and also as a bond to
> Lucifer. The hilt of the dagger is fashioned with a serpent coiling around
> it. The eyes of the serpent are made from the same red stone that is in
> Lucifer's ring. Then he unbuckled the black belt and scabbard that he wore
> and handed it to me. He told me that by accepting this dagger and
> scabbard, that I would be known and recognized to the Draconians as one of
> them. I told him I understood this, and I accepted it with honor, respect
> and gratefulness, thanking him for such a magnificent gift. I told him
> that I would be honored to wear it. Then as I had been instructed by
> Lucifer, I moved the Light Sword sheath to my right side and I strapped on
> the black belt and scabbard and placed the Black Dagger in its sheath on my
> left side.
>
> Then I held out the Star Tetrahedron with the heart in it to give it to
> him, as a symbol of the heart that he had somehow lost. He told us that
> all Draco held the belief that their hearts were stolen from them shortly
> after birth. Because they had no heart they could not feel the pain that
> they often inflicted on other Beings, nor could they feel any compassion
> for them. He said that he really preferred to have his own heart back, and
> not just a symbol of his heart. Then Pi told me that the heart inside the
> Tetrahedron really was his heart. So he agreed to accept it, and then knew
> that indeed it was his own heart. I then reached into his 4th Chakra and
> placed this 'Diamond Heart' inside of his heart. I then held my hands over
> the front and back of his 4th Chakra as the love energy was fully
> integrated into his entire Being. He could now feel love and compassion
> for the first time and he had tears running down his face. We embraced as
> the brothers that we were, and I told him that I loved him.
>
> I then pledged my word of honor to spread the word among the Light Forces
> and to all of humanity and to ask them to relinquish their hatred and fear
> of the Dracos and other Beings of the Dark Consciousness. I said I would
> work to bring Peace and Harmony between the Draco and humankind here on
> Earth, and to the entire Galaxy and Universe. I would be the Bridge
> between the Light and the Dark. Then Demphisyruous said that he would act
> as the Bridge from the Dark Side, to help bring other Draconians and
> Reptilians into this understanding, to bring them into acceptance of Peace.
> He also offered me his protection, and asked me to help them find and
> retrieve the hearts of all Draconians. I said that I would do this.
>
> Then we witnessed a ceremony in which Lucifer was honored for the
> incredible sacrifice that he has made embracing the Dark Side of
> Consciousness. First, a fragrant wreath of flowers was placed around his
> neck. Then Pi placed a chain of many 'medals of honor' around his neck,
> and placed a Diamond Crown on his head, which is the highest honor that can
> be given to any Being.
>
> Next, I was directed to hold the Black Dagger in my left hand, and the
> Light sword in my right hand, and to hold them over my head. I held the
> tips of the blades together, allowing the Light and Dark energies to
> integrate. Then Lucifer raised his shiny Black Sword and touched the tip
> of its blade to mine. Then Archangel Michael raised his blue white sword,
> and Elora raised hers. Then all the Dracos raised their black daggers, and
> we all formed a wheel with the blades of our swords and daggers like the
> spokes.
>
> Then I sensed a blue light coming down from over my head. We felt the
> presence of a God/Goddess Being from the DAL Universe, a parallel Universe.
> The God/Goddess Being told us that this Universe of ours was but a Shadow
> of their Universe, the Shadow of Illusion. They asked us who we were, and
> in whose name did we open this pathway between our universes. Elora and I
> answered, giving our 9th Dimensional Being Names. We were all asked if we
> were now ready to accept the Union of the Light and the Dark into total
> Unity and Oneness. Elora and I, along with Archangel Michael and Lucifer,
> all responded "Yes, this is our desire and our intent." Then God/Goddess
> told us "It is Done". Then, we could feel the Light and Dark Energies
> beginning to merge in an awesome process. Elora had visions of rapidly
> alternating polarities, male/female, Light/Dark, and so on.
>
> Then as one final celebration, Sananda now stood before us all and
> received his Diamond Crown from the God/Goddess of the DAL Universe, to
> honor him for his role and for his great love and compassion for all Beings
> of the Universe. Sananda said that he had waited a long time for this
> moment, and that he had not thought it possible that it would happen so
> soon. He thanked both of us, and he thanked Lucifer and the other
> Draconians for their part in making this happen. He then joined with
> Lucifer and they embraced with great love and joy, as the brothers that
> they were. Lucifer then thanked all the beings who had aided him in his
> journey and his monumental task. He held out his arms to Elora and myself,
> and the three of us embraced.
>
> Love and Peace,
> Roger and Elora
. . . . . . .========
Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 17:13:17 PST
From: "Kim Major" <kimajorATnospamhotmail.com>
To: lodpressATnospamintercomm.com
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: [K] Kids & K (was Sore throat )
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On Mon, 17 Nov 1997 10:33:09 +0100, Gloria Greco
<lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> wrote:
I even watch my grandkids while playing, they are just totally in
movement and that center is glowing, I love it. <snipped>
**Isn't it cool when children act as they do without self-censure which
we adults unfortunately do. Ah...to become a child again! :-)
Kimmers
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Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 17:18:20 PST
From: "Kim Major" <kimajorATnospamhotmail.com>
To: lodpressATnospamintercomm.com
Cc: kimajorATnospamhotmail.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com,
heartzenATnospamlistserv.servtech.com
Subject: Re: [K] Sore throat - chakra related?
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Gloria -
Whoa! There's depth in that statement! I will have to contemplate
this....not realized how much I was feeling here and as much as I hate
to admit it, you are right about the victimhood.....
Thanks!
Peace, Kimmers
On Mon, 17 Nov 1997 10:38:55 +0100,Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
wrote:
Gloria here:
Actually, the throat chakra is very delicate and your thoughts along
with emotions that are off center can burn you from the inside. It is
very easy to create a back flow of energy by one, not speaking from the
center and not from thought, two, by getting caught up in lower
vibrations that you work around and then feeding them through your
input, and also by allowing thoughts that come back on you to be
released. NOte: waining social life, boss that overworks you, stress
etc. You have placed yourself in a victim role, always good for back
lash of energy. You are placed there to learn and grow now to think and
feel. This is the lesson, detachment, acceptance and total dedication to
your heart center to love no matter what. Sounds tough? But, it is the
work of the spirit. Gloria
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Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 21:19:08 -0500 (EST)
From: Daniel James Giszczak <danjgATnospamengin.umich.edu>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: K research
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Currently, I'm a twenty-year-old junior in Mechanical Engineering
at the University of Michigan. I've been very seriously considering
changing my major to Psychology because I realize I spend no free time
pondering the wonders of Mechanical Engineering, and my interests in K and
people in general have caused my thoughts about psychology to begin to
encroach on my school work.
Does anyone know what jobs would be available to me in kundalini
research as a psychologist.
Dan
Date: Thu, 20 Nov 1997 14:01:44 +1030
From: Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au>
To: Daniel James Giszczak <danjgATnospamengin.umich.edu>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: K research
Message-ID: <3473AF20.2523ATnospamcamtech.net.au>
Daniel James Giszczak wrote:
>
> Currently, I'm a twenty-year-old junior in Mechanical Engineering
> at the University of Michigan. I've been very seriously considering
> changing my major to Psychology because I realize I spend no free time
> pondering the wonders of Mechanical Engineering, and my interests in K and
> people in general have caused my thoughts about psychology to begin to
> encroach on my school work.
> Does anyone know what jobs would be available to me in kundalini
> research as a psychologist.
> Dan
Hi Dan,
Why not create your own!
Sue
Date: Thu, 20 Nov 1997 10:22:16 +0500
From: "Dr.S.Senthil" <ssenthilATnospamindia.hp.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Pl unsuscribe my id ssenthilATnospamindia.hp.com as I am moving out.
Message-Id: <3473C908.6E9ATnospamindia.hp.com>
Hi
Pl unsuscribe my id ssenthilATnospamindia.hp.com as I am moving out.
--
With kind regards
S.Senthil
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Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 22:10:23 +0100
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: Kim Major <kimajorATnospamhotmail.com>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: [K] Kids & K (was Sore throat )
Message-ID: <347355BF.57AATnospamintercomm.com>
Kim Major wrote:
>
> On Mon, 17 Nov 1997 10:33:09 +0100, Gloria Greco
> <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> wrote:
> I even watch my grandkids while playing, they are just totally in
> movement and that center is glowing, I love it. <snipped>
>
> **Isn't it cool when children act as they do without self-censure which
> we adults unfortunately do. Ah...to become a child again! :-)
> Kimmers
Indeed, it is a wonder I never miss observing, it is the beauty of
creation in action. Gloria
>
> ______________________
> Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com
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Gloria Joy Greco
e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at:
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&
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Hope you enjoy them!
Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 22:12:28 +0100
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: Kim Major <kimajorATnospamhotmail.com>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, heartzenATnospamlistserv.servtech.com
Subject: Re: [K] Sore throat - chakra related?
Message-ID: <3473563B.C25ATnospamintercomm.com>
Kim Major wrote:
>
> Gloria -
> Whoa! There's depth in that statement! I will have to contemplate
> this....not realized how much I was feeling here and as much as I hate
> to admit it, you are right about the victimhood.....
> Thanks!
> Peace, Kimmers
>
> It is great that you can look at it, it means that it is losing power already. Just seeing it is a major part of the revelation. Gloria
> ______________________
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Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.
Gloria Joy Greco
e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at:
http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/
&
http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/
Hope you enjoy them!
Date: Thu, 20 Nov 1997 01:44:30 -0700
From: jim.christophersonATnospamjuno.com (Jim R Christopherson)
To: lodpressATnospamintercomm.com
Cc: kimajorATnospamhotmail.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: [K] Kids & K (was Sore throat )
Message-ID: <19971120.020541.3294.0.jim.christophersonATnospamjuno.com>
I am one of the oldest children (33) in a large family. I have 9 bros and
sis, 30+ cousins, 23 aunts and uncles, 8 nephews and neices (and a
partridge in a pear tree :-). I am a single man who has never been
married. Because I live alone in a city far from my family, I don't get
to play with kids much anymore. One of the things that I miss the most is
watching and especially listening to children play. Sometimes I go to a
park and play with the kids in the playground to get my kid fix.
A couple of years ago, some people put out a video of baby faces. Has
anyone ever heard of a cassette of children laughing and playing? I would
love to have a copy!!
Jim
============
On Wed, 19 Nov 1997 22:10:23 +0100 Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
writes:
>Kim Major wrote:
>>
>> On Mon, 17 Nov 1997 10:33:09 +0100, Gloria Greco
>> <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> wrote:
>> I even watch my grandkids while playing, they are just
>totally in
>> movement and that center is glowing, I love it. <snipped>
>>
>> **Isn't it cool when children act as they do without self-censure
>which
>> we adults unfortunately do. Ah...to become a child again! :-)
>> Kimmers
>
>Indeed, it is a wonder I never miss observing, it is the beauty of
>creation in action. Gloria
>>
>> ______________________
>> Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com
>
>--
>
>Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.
>Gloria Joy Greco
> e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at:
>http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/
>&
>http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/
>Hope you enjoy them!
>
>
>
Date: Thu, 20 Nov 1997 02:01:49 -0700
From: jim.christophersonATnospamjuno.com (Jim R Christopherson)
To: madammumATnospamptialaska.net
Cc: Listening-lATnospamzrz.TU-Berlin.DE, genius-lATnospamMyList.net,
kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: flock of wild geese
Message-ID: <19971120.020541.3294.2.jim.christophersonATnospamjuno.com>
V,
Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience. It refreshed me. I
choose to get stuck too often in my city in Denver with so many beautiful
mountains nearby.
You beautiful day was such a contrast to your joke about Tyson, OJ and
Kareem in your signature. I don't know how to interpret the irony. Me
thinks there could be a deeper lesson in here somewhere.
Jim
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On Wed, 19 Nov 1997 13:58:33 -0800 valerian <madammumATnospamptialaska.net>
writes:
>I told Parks & Recreation that i would conduct a workshop helping
>children make christmas ornaments from clam shells, & the paper came
>out, & there I am on December - something coming up, conducting this
>workshop, so i decided it was finally a good idea to begin the
>shopping
>for clam shells in earnest.
>It is a gorgeous day here; a rosy-golden alder brush against the
>pondering pines day of some fluke el nino indian summer, & the beach
>was
>dotted with the crystalline white *magic* rocks, along with the darker
>&
>seaweed laden granite-like rocks & boulders.
>I walked back by Whipple Creek, next to the woods, where the only
>sound
>is that of the water rushing down from the mountainside, & I was
>struck
>by that incanny presience that is *aware of the bears* but needs to
>mesh
>with one's environment peaceably, so as not to put out an aura of
>*fear*. it struck me how many times i had been totally alone in the
>wilderness, at the mercy of the forces of Nature, with no one to hear
>should i cry out, no way to defend myself if encountered by danger, &
>no
>chance of escaping any natural predators should i encounter one, &
>found
>i rather prefer it to feeling *safe*, like i could call upon someone
>to
>help besides the forces of how I construe a benign & benevolant God of
>my heart & creation (and not the one whom people keep thumping their
>chests & demanding "...there is only *ONE TRUTH*, and it is all
>mine!!!". indeed, i find it far preferable than to be exposed to the
>danger's of man's own devisings; the automobiles, the poisons in the
>waters & in the airs, & *unnatural predators* (aka as drunks).
>with this shift of awareness the scenario became as reverential, &
>with
>every church-like devotion, i would find a perfect clamshell! i was
>finding shell after shell after shell, until i was all intent of
>*finding the clamshells*...
>then i became aware of an insisting barking, which i initially
>dismissed
>as someone's dog on the island across the channel. suddenly, my
>awareness shifted again, as i was mesmerized by the gentle lapping of
>the waves on an almost glass water surface reflecting the blue sky,
>the
>qualities of warmth & chill; Whom is this *Power* who dost summon the
>winds to blow upon the mighty seas as such - then *insistant barking!
>insistant barking! insistant barking!!!
>my irritation turned to awe again when i realized that it was a flock
>of
>wild geese just a dozen yards off across the creek, & as soon as my
>awareness acknowledged that i recognized them, they all became silent,
>feeding on the limpets & sealife just at the edges of the water.
>they had been trying to get my attention! they were all talking to me!
>it was *so cool*! they were sayin', "Hey! we're out here too getting a
>bite of chow from your beach on our way by! beautiful day & thankyou!"
>over & over & over until i noticed them! then they just strutted their
>necks & waddled around together, occasionally glancing with *knowing
>smiles* that only geese can give.
>suddenly all this intellectual drivel on how we are never *alone* came
>into context as the majestic entertwining of the realities of *all
>creation*, not just humans & computers. both of which are but threads
>within the tapestry which depicts that *one BIG TRUTH* that everyone
>sees uniquely from their points of observation & past histories.
>and that is my sermon for today!
>v
>--
>"What do you get when you put OJ, Kareem Abdul-Jabbar and Mike Tyson
>in
>the same room?
> A butcher, a Laker and a license plate maker. "
>http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/7982/index.html
>
>
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